Yushuangyan was actually woken up in the middle of the night, and because of the reason for recognizing the bed, she didn't sleep well, and heard some movement downstairs at night, and when she opened her eyes, she found that her mouth was dry and her throat was so tight that it hurt.

I stepped on my slippers to open the bedroom door, squinted my eyes and went downstairs to pour water to drink, but when I passed by the living room, I found the light in the study not far away.

At this time, there should be no one else in the study except Fu Liangchuan.

"What are you doing here?" Yushuangyan muttered in her heart, and her curiosity increased sharply in the middle of the night, driving her to go up the mountain to find out.

For some reason, she slowed her steps, and Yushuangyan leaned over, looked up into the study, and the half-hidden door left a fairly spacious gap, enough for her to take in most of the study.

Fu Liangchuan was looking at something with his glasses, and under the dim light, his whole person looked filled with a dry and warm atmosphere, like the winter sun, and like a bonfire in the dark night.

……

"Yushuangyan, are you crazy! What do you think! Yushuangyan, who realized that her brain was still asleep and thought of some messy things, stood up straight in a panic, and her head hit the half-closed door panel, and then in her frightened sight, the door slowly opened, and Fu Liangchuan also raised his head to look at her.

"Why did you wake up?" Put down the pen in his hand, reached behind him and pounded his sore back, and then got up and walked in the direction of Yushuangyan.

Yushuangyan has been shouting here "Don't come here", but Fu Liangchuan couldn't hear her inner voice, looking at her expression, he only thought that she had some nightmare, panicked, and there were still sporadic traces of sweat on her forehead.

The distance between the two people was already close, and Yushuangyan looked at the people who were getting closer and closer, the collarbones that were clearly visible, and the wheat-colored skin of the chest that was half-hidden like the study door, and his face could not be seen clearly against the light, but his vision could be clearly felt.

She stepped back in fright, but leaned against the wall, and then became nervous again, and said incoherently, "I...... I'm fine, I'm going to pour a glass of water. ”

"Wait." Fu Liangchuan suddenly stretched out his hand and propped it directly on the wall on the left side of her head, blocking her way, lowering his head and staring at her face, "Have a nightmare?" ”

"Nope."

"Then why did you see me hiding?"

“…… Is there any necessary connection? Yushuangyan hung her head, her eyes fell on her toes, and she tried to shrink her body so that she didn't make any contact with him.

"Smoke."

"Don't call it so disgusting, okay? Mr. Fu. Yushuangyan felt more and more that the crisis was coming, and she reached out to push him away, but her palm pressed against his chest for a moment, but it seemed to be burned, and she retracted suddenly.

His body temperature is indeed very high, and the breath exhaled by the whole person, which pounces down from top to bottom, is also strangely high.

"......" Fu Liangchuan was choked by her "Mr. Fu" and couldn't say a word for a long time.

Yushuangyan finally mustered up the courage to look up at him, and the words that came out of her mouth were merciless, as if she could hide her bottomless heart as long as she had a strong mouth. "Mr. Fu, when Fu Lianqing can accept the relationship between the two of us, I will move out immediately, and the child will follow whoever he wants in the future, but I can't prevent the other party from visiting the child, which is enough."

“…… Yushuangyan, don't you think it's too hurtful to say this at night? Fu Liangchuan smiled sadly, "Actually, during this time, I have been enduring it, holding back, and telling myself...... I want to change my temper, at least in front of you, I want you not to be afraid, I want you to change my opinion of me, I want you to forgive me...... Even a little bit. ”

"Fu Liangchuan, are you sick?" Yushuangyan looked at his red eyes, even if he stayed up all night, he shouldn't be so red that he was full of bloodshots, right?

"Don't digress from the subject...... Yushuangyan, tell me, how far am I going to go? Can you look back at me? Fu Liangchuan's expression was very calm, even though his voice was hoarse and choked, even if his whole cheeks were already flushed with abnormal redness.

Yu Shuangyan didn't look up just now, his eyes only saw the part of the collarbone, and he didn't notice anything wrong with this person's face at all.

"I didn't."

"I'm not blind!" Yushuangyan raised her hand to touch his forehead, and after a while, she withdrew her hand and said in confusion: "This temperature shouldn't burn people, right?" ”

“…… Yushuangyan, can you listen to me? Fu Liangchuan felt that all the true feelings in his stomach had been wasted, and the uncomfortable feeling in his heart disappeared in an instant.

"Okay, hurry up and take the medicine and go to sleep, right? This one or two, not worry-free. Yushuangyan suddenly seemed to be a different person, and there was no resistance to touching Fu Liangchuan's body, first turned on the light in the living room, pulled this man who was more than one meter eight to sit down, and finally rummaged through the boxes and cabinets to find the antipyretics, poured two cups of hot water, and took a sip to moisten his throat first, and finally sent it to Fu Liangchuan: "Drink water and take medicine." ”

Fu Liangchuan looked at her deeply, didn't speak, and picked up the cup in his left hand, peeled off the medicine and drank it.

…… However, he took the cup that Yushuangyan had drunk, Yushuangyan didn't react at first, and when he subconsciously raised his left hand, his face quickly turned red, and what was even more tragic was that at this moment, Fu Liangchuan's eyes were looking at him without blinking, and before the red cloud had fully risen, he was forced down by Yushuangyan with extremely good acting skills, and then glared at him angrily: "Okay, hurry up and go to sleep, work will be busy tomorrow, don't hug my son if you are not well." ”

"Okay." Fu Liangchuan didn't insist, obediently went upstairs and entered the room, and now the jade shuangyan at the door looked at the empty corridor, and Fu Liangchuan's words just now were recalled in his mind.

“…… How far do I have to go before you can look back at me? ”

“…… I want you to forgive me...... Even if it's a little bit ......"

Pushing open the door and entering the room, she suddenly seemed to lose her strength, watching the body of the door panel slowly slide to the ground, and her vision of staring at the bedside lamp became more and more blurred.

She tried hard to make Rie remember the years when she was in pain, but ...... Why can't I remember?

Now her mind is full of Fu Liangchuan's red, watery eyes just now, and the choked voice, she can't think about it anymore, she can't let herself step into the abyss again.

It was enough to miss once, she couldn't forgive, she couldn't be blinded by the current Fu Liangchuan, whether he was really sorry or not, she had to be firm in her initial decision.

Probably the night before was too exhausting, and the next day Yushuangyan slept until three o'clock in the morning, but Fu Lianqing couldn't hold back himself from knocking on the door because no one was playing with him.

"Mommy, why are you closing the door!" Fu Lianqing shouted outside the door dissatisfied, and Yushuangyan quickly got up from the bed to open the door.

"Lianqing!" Hugging the little body that rushed over, and holding down the little face he came over to kiss, Yushuangyan frowned and explained: "Mommy hasn't washed yet." ”

"Oh." Fu Lianqing obediently stood up from Yushuangyan's arms, stared at Yushuangyan after washing, pulled Yushuangyan down the stairs, pointed to the breakfast on a table in the restaurant and said, "Daddy asked me to look at Mommy and let Mommy eat more." ”

Yushuangyan looked at a table of various breakfasts with a complicated expression, and nodded to her aunt who was smiling at her.

"Will Mommy be home today, too?" Fu Lianqing looked expectantly at Yushuangyan, who was eating slowly, and asked.

"Uh, yes." Yushuangyan replied ambiguously, so it was time for Qiu Lianyu to contact her, right? This person really didn't answer his phone yesterday, and he didn't reply after that, so this friend can't be a friend.

And the guy who comforts you...... Alas? It can't be two people going out together, right? It's a bit of a situation!

Thinking of this possibility, Yushuangyan happily took out her mobile phone, sandwiched a piece of milk bread to Fu Lianqing, who was left out in the cold, and dialed a comfortable phone.

"Comfortable? Went yesterday? ”

Shu Xin: "...... Hospital. ”

"What? What happened to you? Yushuangyan's heart tightened for a moment, and she hurriedly asked.

"It's not me, it's a ...... Friend. Shu Xin sounded very uncomfortable, as if he was about to cry in the next second, "If I hadn't found out occasionally, he actually wanted a hard support, you said he ...... Isn't it stupid? ”

Yushuangyan was a little cloudy, and her heart began to beat up and down, she swallowed her saliva and asked nervously, "Is it someone we all know?" ”

"It's not...... You don't know. ”

"Are you in the hospital now? Why don't I go and visit? Even if Shu Xin said this, the feeling of uneasiness that Yushuangyan was getting thicker and thicker did not dissipate, and she squeezed the fork in her hand tightly, still trembling slightly.

"No need, you're here, he probably won't be comfortable, and when I'm settled here, let's meet, and ...... Congratulations on the success of your surgery, I should have told you yesterday. ”

"It's okay, you want to ...... Take care! ”

"Hmm."

The phone hung up, and Yushuangyan came back to her senses for a long time, and continued to eat stiffly with her fork, but the phone in her hand rang again, it was Qiu Lianyu.

"Miao, called me yesterday?"

"Hmm."

"What's wrong? Feeling bad? ”

"I just think...... This world is very unfair. Yushuangyan's voice was full of crying and a little self-deprecating, "At the beginning, I was actually really miserable, so painful that I felt that living was a punishment for me, but now I want to live, but I find ...... If you want to live well, it's a luxury to even live, I'm sorry...... I shouldn't have told you that. ”

“…… Never mind. Qiu Lianyu's voice was low, and he couldn't hear any emotion.

"Have you been busy lately? As an agent, you won't answer my call? In order to liven up the atmosphere, Yushuangyan deliberately smiled and blamed him.

"I'm sorry, but there's been something going on at home lately, I think...... It's time to deal with it. ”

"Does that mean you want to resign?" Yushuangyan was stunned for a moment, and then asked with a smile, "Lian Yu, thank you so much for so many years." ”

"Thank you, can I? When I'm done, let Fu Liangchuan invite me to dinner. ”

"Why Fu Liangchuan, what does it have to do with him, can't I?"

Qiu Lianyu just laughed and didn't speak.

I have been with you for so many years, I am willing, but I have no choice but to give you to Fu Liangchuan......

"Don't talk about that...... You're okay over there, right? Yushuangyan was a little worried about Qiu Lianyu, and hurriedly stopped some indecent conversations.