And Summer has been gently stroking her back and hugging her tightly, giving him the most real comfort.

Yushuangyan cried for a long time, and it wasn't until she felt that if she cried like this again, she would be out of breath, and she slowly got up from Summer.

But because of the violent crying, she was still convulsing and her body trembled slightly.

"Want to tell me about what's going on?" Summer asked softly.

Yushuangyan nodded and then spoke, "I'll pour you a cup of coffee, let's talk slowly." ”

Then Yushuang Yan went into the bar and made two cups of coffee, while Summer sat on the sofa in the living room, quietly waiting.

When Yushuangyan brought the coffee to Summer, Summer first smiled and said to her, "Your house is really big and beautiful, much better than that small house." ”

"How warm your little home is! I still like your home even more! Yushuang said shallowly.

She has always longed for a warm home, and when she was a child, she looked forward to returning to her parents' arms as soon as possible, to have a complete home, and no longer to be a child without a mother.

But when she actually returned to the Yu family, she found that she was not as beautiful as she imagined, and she wanted to go back to the countryside to continue to stay with her grandmother.

But she couldn't go back, and she didn't even see her grandmother for the last time.

As soon as she thought of her grandmother, Yushuangyan's tears began to roll in her eyes again, and finally she couldn't stop falling.

"Cry, there are many unpleasant things in life, crying and confiding is the best way to vent." Summer once again hugged the jade frost smoke in his arms.

Yushuang smoke is cathartic again, she seems to be shedding her tears all year this day, and she can't stop it.

After a long time, Yushuangyan felt that the nerves in her head were already bursting with pain from crying, so she got up.

This time Summer didn't speak, as if waiting for Jade Frost Smoke to speak first.

Sure enough, after the jade frost smoke eased for a while, he began to say, "Summer, do you know? I was so wrong this time, I was so wrong, I was wrong all the time. ”

"I shouldn't go back to the Yu family and live a life where my father doesn't love my mother. I shouldn't have married him, and I lived a miserable life every day without even seeing my grandmother for the last time. There should be no forgiveness for trying to forget everything in the past and start over with him. ”

When she said this, Yushuangyan paused slightly, and then shook her head, although she was talking to Summer, it was more like muttering: "No, the most wrong thing is that I shouldn't have met him from beginning to end, I shouldn't have given him all my savings that afternoon, I shouldn't have encouraged him." ”

At this time, the eyes of Yushuang Yan were full of despair and pain.

This time she didn't shed tears, it seemed that the tears had dried up, and the pain was so painful that she couldn't even cry.

"Miao, there are always a lot of unsatisfactory and regretful things in life, but regret is the most useless idea in the world, rather than regretting it is better to look forward to the future, maybe everything will be fine in the future, it will be as beautiful as you imagined."

Listening to Summer's words, Yushuangyan began to think about the future in his heart.

That was the picture of her and Fu Liangchuan holding Fu Lianqing's hand and walking on the way home from the sunset.

Then Yushuang shook her head violently, waved away the picture in her mind and said, "No, because that picture is not beautiful now." In the summer, do you have that feeling of being rekindled, all the enthusiasm suddenly being extinguished, is that thick despair. ”

"Yes!" There is also a hint of bitterness at the corners of the mouth in summer.

Yushuangyan was a little shocked, could someone as happy as Summer also experience such pain? So how does she keep smiling?

"Would you like to tell me about it?" Yushuangyan asked.

"Of course, these pains have passed in my heart, and if I miss my past. If you can feel that someone can empathize, I do. ”

In fact, although the summer said this, although some painful things have passed, the painful feeling is always hidden in my heart, and it is still as uncomfortable as a knife when I think about it.

"If you really don't feel pain, then tell me!"

After listening to Yushuangyan say this, Summer's eyes drifted into the distance, reminiscing about the past.

"I was still in school at the time, I was still a kid, you know! The feelings of the student days are very pure and do not participate in any impurities. At this time, I especially like a boy, he is the captain of our school's basketball team, he is tall and handsome, and many girls like him, and I am one of them. ”

Yushuangyan listened carefully, as if she had followed the thoughts of the summer back to her student days.

"At that time, I liked him so much that my heart melted when he smiled at me. But a lot of girls were chasing him at the time, and I never thought he would notice me, but in the end I became the lucky one and was with him. ”

"We were together for three months and five days, I remember very clearly, it happened to be my birthday, I was on the way to find him, I saw him give flowers to another girl, and later I learned that he had always been a central air conditioner, and after I went back, I was very angry that I deleted all his contact information."

Listening to Summer's words, Yushuangyan smiled bitterly in her heart, it seems that they really have the same disease, they are all full of expectations in their hearts, and then they are broken fiercely.

"And then? Then he came back to you, were you with him again? Yushuangyan asked softly.

"Yes, not once, but many times. Over and over again, within a year, I found out that he was chatting with countless girls, meeting countless girls, but I turned a blind eye. ”

"Every time he told me that he really loved me, as soon as I heard the word love me, all the principles and bottom lines were abandoned, even if I knew that he still hadn't deleted the contact information of those girls, he was still contacting others and I went back."

Speaking of this, Summer smiled bitterly, and perhaps felt that he was a little too stupid at that time.

"However, later, in the year we graduated, I figured it out at once, deleted all his contact information, and he contacted me again, but I didn't respond, probably five or six times, and he never looked for me again."

"I'm done, although I don't know if my story has any of the things you have experienced and sad, but it is true that every time your heart is full of enthusiasm, it will be ruthlessly extinguished."

Everyone has the pain in everyone's heart, and Yushuangyan can't understand the pain of summer, and naturally can't judge whether the summer at that time was less painful than her now.

"I don't know why, after listening to you talk about this, my heart is not so uncomfortable." The corners of Yushuangyan's mouth raised a slight smile, and she picked up the coffee on the coffee table and took a sip.

Summer also took the opportunity to laugh and said: "Maybe when people listen to other people's tragic experiences, they will feel that they are not the only miserable ones, and their hearts will be much more comfortable!" ”

"Maybe!" Yushuangyan whispered.

At this moment, the prompt of Yushuangyan's mobile phone sounded, and Yushuangyan opened it to see that it was a message from Qiu Lianyu.

"Are you okay?"

Yushuangyan's fingers quickly tapped on the keyboard: "It's good, I have friends at my house to accompany me, you don't have to worry, the director didn't say anything!" ”

"It's okay, with me, of course he won't say anything."

"That's good, I'm fine, you can rest assured!"

Qiu Lianyu looked at the news sent by Yushuangyan, thinking about everything that had just happened with Fu Liangchuan.

After walking out of Yushuangyan's house, Qiu Lianyu got into Fu Liangchuan's car and followed him to a coffee shop.

As soon as he entered the door, he went straight to the point and said, "Say, what did you do?" I dare to believe that it is definitely a great thing that makes her so grief-stricken, she is a very dedicated person, and she will never let go of it until it is ten thousand pains. ”

Fu Liangchuan hesitated, but still said everything that happened last night.

He inexplicably trusted Qiu Lianyu, perhaps because Qiu Lianyu helped him three times and twice, and he also felt that only Qiu Lianyu could help him come up with ideas at the moment!

But what he didn't expect was that after hearing this, Qiu Lianyu directly picked up his collar, and his clenched fist brushed his cheek, but it didn't fall after all.

"Fu Liangchuan, you are really not human, you actually did such a thing."

"I was really unconscious, I don't remember anything." Fu Liangchuan's eyes were sad but helpless.

He also hates and hates himself now, but what is the use of being himself at that time, it is already too late.

Hearing this, Qiu Lianyu sighed and then let go Fu Liangchuan and said softly: "Whether you don't remember anything at the time, you did it, and I won't forgive you this time with your misty character." ”

"Can't you do it?" Fu Liangchuan tentatively asked her to tell Qiu Lianyu all this, hoping that he could help him come up with ideas, but he didn't expect such a result.

Qiu Lianyu shook his head and said, "No." Fu Liangchuan, I've never been helping you, I just want to see Yushuangyan happy, but you have brought him such great pain, so I won't help you anymore. ”

After finishing speaking, Qiu Lianyu left without looking back, he didn't see Fu Liangchuan's expression clearly, Fu Liangchuan didn't catch up, Qiu Lianyu guessed that he should have regretted helplessness at that time.

At the end of his thoughts, Qiu Lianyu looked at his phone, his fingers tapping on the keyboard: Miao, no matter what, you have to be happy, you must be happy.

But when he was about to press the send button, he felt that something was wrong, and then quickly deleted it and threw the phone aside.

And Yushuangyan was still chatting with Summer at this time, complaining to each other.

Talking, it seems that the emotions between the two people have been vented to a certain extent, and gradually the two people began to stop talking about those unhappy things, but also began to tell some happy experiences in the past.