Chapter 196: You must let go of his hand
In fact, each of them has sadness in their hearts, but she is the lucky one, because her sadness can still be told, and they can only hide it in their hearts, alone in the middle of the night.
"Although the starlight is beautiful, it is fake after all, the moonlight tonight is particularly good, why don't we just go out for a walk?" Qiu Lianyu proposed.
Yushuangyan and Shu Xin's hearts are sad, so they agree with going out for a walk.
At night, the air was getting cooler, and Yushuangyan took Shu Xin a coat of his own, but there was no clothes worn by Qiu Lianyu. So Qiu Lianyu's dress looks a little thin.
"Lian Yu, it's a little cold outside, you have so few clothes to wear, otherwise we'd better go back!" Shu Xin said with concern.
Qiu Lianyu's current physical condition is very clear to her, and his body can't withstand too much toss now.
But Qiu Lianyu shook his head and said: "It's okay, I'm not cold, it's rare for this city to be so quiet, I really want to walk with you like this." ”
The corners of Qiu Lianyu's mouth were lightly raised, as if walking on the street in the middle of the night was already a great happiness for him.
In fact, now in his heart, even every breath of air is happy.
Although Shu Xin was still worried about Qiu Lianyu, he didn't say anything else, and the three of them walked quietly in the night road of the city.
It's almost late at night, and the cars on the street are starting to brighten up, but the lights still make the night as if it were day.
It makes people feel silent but not desolate.
Just as the three of them were strolling, Yushuangyan suddenly looked at the alley, and a person rushed out and hugged her tightly.
Yushuangyan was stunned at the time, and Qiu Lianyu on the side reacted instantly, pulling the man away and knocking him to the ground.
It wasn't until the man fell to the ground that Yushuangyan couldn't see his face clearly.
Actually, Fu Liangchuan!
Qiu Lianyu and Shu Xin on the side were also obviously stunned, they thought it was just a drunkard playing hooligan, but they didn't expect it to be Fu Liangchuan.
Originally, Fu Liangchuan was very drunk, and coupled with Qiu Lianyu's punch, Fu Liangchuan fell to the ground, and it took a long time to ease up.
When he could finally see the scene clearly in front of him again, he hurriedly struggled to get up and stepped forward again to hug Yushuangyan tightly.
"Yanyan, I was wrong, I really didn't expect that to happen that night, I just wanted to fulfill Luo Rou's last wish, so that I no longer feel guilty about her in my own heart, and Luo Rou has no reason to pester me anymore, Yanyan, forgive me, let's start again."
Fu Liangchuan's voice was full of grief and pleading.
Yushuangyan never thought that an arrogant person like Fu Liangchuan could say such a thing in front of others.
Yushuangyan is not a ruthless person, so looking at him like this, there is a slight touch in his heart.
But then she remembered that photo again, and when Fu Liangchuan treated her cruelly many years ago, there was no pity in his eyes.
If she pities him, if she is soft-hearted, then who will feel sorry for her.
It's not that she didn't try to forgive him, but reality slapped her hard and woke her up.
In fact, she couldn't forgive Fu Liangchuan not only because of what happened to him and Luo Rou, but also because of his deception.
If it was really as frank as he said, just to make up for the guilt in his heart and get rid of Luo Rou forever, then what could not be told to her!
Besides, how much alcohol does he have to drink to get to the point of being unconscious, how many words he talks with Luo Rou together, how much heart he has to make friends, how much alcohol he can drink, how much does he believe in Luo Rou, so that he can get drunk in front of her.
"Fu Liangchuan, it's impossible for us, it's impossible again in this life." Thinking of these jade frosts, he gritted his teeth and said resolutely, and then stepped up his comfortable arm and said, "Shuxin, let's go." ”
In fact, Fu Liangchuan's current state made Shu Xin, a bystander, feel a little pity for him, but when he thought of Fu Liangchuan's actions, coupled with the fact that he hurt Yushuangyan in the past, the sympathy in Shu Xin's heart also dissipated.
At the moment when Yushuangyan turned his head, Fu Liangchuan once again stretched out his hand and grabbed Yushuangyan's hand.
Seeing Fu Liangchuan step forward again, Qiu Lianyu suddenly grabbed his arm and wanted to pull him away.
"Didn't you hear Miao say you couldn't be?"
Qiu Lianyu was very annoyed by Fu Liangchuan's stubborn behavior, Yushuangyan had already made it so clear, couldn't Fu Liangchuan return Yushuangyan a peace?
But Fu Liangchuan held Yushuangyan's arm tightly, without the slightest intention of letting go, and glared at Qiu Lianyu fiercely.
Then he turned his head to look at Yushuang Yan, and said with tenderness and sadness in his eyes: "Yanyan, I won't let go of your hand, never, never." ”
Yushuangyan didn't feel a trace of emotion when she heard him say such words, but there was a trace of bitterness.
Never let go of her hand, do you have to torture her for the rest of your life? Obviously he was wrong, why was he the one who was hurt.
Until now, he still refuses to let her go and make her happy? Does he really love her? Maybe it's not love, it's just possession!
Yushuangyan broke Fu Liangchuan's hand that was tightly holding her arm little by little, and then said with a cold face without a trace of warmth: "Even if I don't want this hand, I will let go of your hand." ”
Yushuangyan's resolute appearance made Fu Liangchuan's eyes churn with unconcealable sadness and pain.
And just when Fu Liangchuan was shaking his head, Yushuangyan had already left with comfort and Qiu Lianyu.
After a long time, knowing that Yushuangyan's figure had disappeared, the corners of Fu Liangchuan's mouth raised a smile that he didn't know what emotion was, and then looked up to the sky and howled as if he was crazy.
Maybe this time, he really lost the jade frost smoke.
And when Yushuangyan walked to the corner, she finally couldn't help but squat down.
She thought about Fu Liangchuan's expression, and her heart was twisted with general pain, she was not a ruthless person, but she was no longer a stupid person who would not care even if she was covered with scars.
She couldn't repeat the same mistakes she had done before, she couldn't be in that pain anymore.
As for all the pain Fu Liangchuan has now, he can't blame her, it wasn't she who brought him, but he took it himself.
Now such a result can be regarded as a punishment for him, and she can be regarded as revenge on him!
However, compared to her previous pain, Fu Liangchuan's current pain is far from enough.
How helpless she was at that time, she didn't do anything wrong, but now Fu Liangchuan did something wrong.
Perhaps he should have suffered a more severe punishment.
Yushuangyan clenched her fists lightly, her heart full of hatred for Fu Liangchuan.
Originally, this self who hated Fu Liangchuan had been buried deep in her heart, but now when the pain was lifted again, that hatred swept in again.
Shu Xin and Qiu Lianyu didn't speak, they knew that what Yushuangyan needed most now was quiet company.
After a while, Shu Xin also slowly squatted down and stroked Yushuangyan's back, comforting her.
"Let's go!"
After a long time, Yushuangyan stood up, there was not a trace of tears on her cheeks, she didn't cry, she couldn't cry.
"Keep walking, or go home?" Qiu Lianyu asked softly.
"Do you two still want to go?" Yushuangyan glanced at the two of them and pretended to be relaxed.
The two looked at each other and made eye contact. Then Qiu Lianyu spoke: "It's a little cold, otherwise let's go back and rest!" ”
"Then let's go back." Yushuangyan said softly.
In fact, now she is in no mood to continue walking, she just wants to go to sleep quickly, and when she falls asleep, she will no longer be in pain.
But when the three of them returned home, Yushuangyan and Shuxin would lie down on the bed again, but Yushuangyan couldn't sleep for a long time.
Her mind was full of Fu Liangchuan's look of pain and pleading, saying that she didn't feel touched in her heart, it was false.
But if those hatreds are not rekindled, it is also false.
She now seemed to be in a predicament, and she didn't know how to escape from it.
This whole night, Yushuangyan was in a trance until the early hours of the morning, and it was difficult to sleep for several days, which made her look extremely haggard, and her face was very pale.
"Frost Smoke, your dark circles are very heavy, didn't you sleep well yesterday." Shu asked with concern.
"It's fine." Yushuang Yan said strongly.
But Shu Xin sighed and said: "You look in the mirror by yourself, and look at your bad face now, if you continue like this, your body will collapse." ”
Listening to the comfortable words, Yushuangyan glanced at herself in the glasses.
Indeed, his face was dull and he looked sick.
"It's okay, my face is not good, I'll put on makeup later, just cover it up." Yushuangyan deliberately avoided Shu Xin's last sentence.
Shu Xin said helplessly: "Shuangyan, do you need someone to accompany you, if you need to, I will stay with you for a few days!" ”
Thinking that Shu Xin also has his own work to be busy, and he can't waste time here with him every day, so Yushuangyan shook his head and said: "It's okay, I've been filming late in the past two days, and when I get busy, I fall asleep when I'm tired, you!" Let's go back and draw the manuscript quietly! I'll be unceremonious when I need you. ”
Listening to Yushuangyan say this, Shu Xin also felt that it was time for her to calm down and think about it.
After all, no one can bear the pain for her, and she needs to get out of the situation on her own.
Therefore, enduring the spiritual torment is the only way to welcome a new life, and Yushuangyan always has to experience it, and it can't escape.
"Then when you need me. Don't hold on alone, call me. ”
"Don't worry, I won't be polite to you." Yushuangyan patted her shoulder lightly and said.