Su Li thought that not long ago, the two of them were watching the aurora in Northern Europe, a large area of pale green fluorescence flashed in the sky, the endless snow was colored, and the ghostly natural legend bloomed above their heads, so low that it seemed that they could touch the sky with their hand.

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The young man looked at her stupidly, the smile on the corner of the other party's mouth was rare gentleness, like an aurora that flashed above his head and disappeared in a few seconds, eternal in an instant, for him, it was a heart-pounding gift.

Su Li covered his cheeks and covered his embarrassed appearance with his hands, and felt in vain, what kind of bad appearance did he have never seen before?

He fainted at the school gate, all the shots on the basketball court failed, he was embarrassed by being caught in his complexion, he fell down in the snow, and finally he was forced by Liu Haoyu to press on a plate filled with chili oil at the party......

The man witnessed all his unspeakable moments.

He once couldn't raise his head in front of the other party because of his extreme inferiority, and cowardly fled to the roaring shout, time can't erase the scars, and the brand she hit on his body was like a maggot on the tarsal bone, and it couldn't be removed until the flesh and blood were dripping.

…… Hate her?

hated.

He even thought about her dying.

However, I don't know when the secret mind that was nipped in the bud by his own hands revived, continued to grow wildly, and grew into a towering tree uncontrollably in a distorted and oppressive environment.

Love and hate are one in psychology, they are the two poles of emotion, they each occupy one end of the scale, a point of hate needs equivalent love to equalize, ordinary people hate because of love, and he may be the opposite, or the two alternately.

Just like the ultimate possession of Zhang Ailing's "Lust and Caution", the relationship between the tiger and the servant, the female prisoner will fall in love with the servant, and the condemned prisoner will fall in love with the executioner. The slave completely renounces himself and is dominated by his master, making himself a part of the other party, and thus gaining power that he cannot have.

People with extreme inferiority complex and weakness, under this deformed transformation rule, can get what they want, and he is not only that, but he is also an outlier in this world, and the world can't give what he begs for at all.

Su Li recalled what Bo Qing had said in his ear on the night he was threatened by Liu Haoyu.

She said: "Separation, you can't get rid of the shackles of the world, but you want to escape the eyes of the world, I can help you, I can build the world you want, and staying by my side is your ultimate choice to freedom."

She added, "...... Northern European aurora, South American rainforest, desert north and south of the Yangtze River, poetry and distance, no matter where, as long as there is a place in this world, it will spread under your feet, this is the ideal freedom, believe me, the contract is not a bondage, but a pass to freedom."

Perhaps from that moment on, he sold himself to the devil.

He wanted to surrender at the feet of this man.

Even if so many things happened later, there was still a thread in his heart that bound him and bound him.