Su Yuan blinked, realized what he was talking about, and then smiled: "Do you think I was fierce just now?" ”

Gao Yan didn't seem to expect her to ask like this, his expression flashed a trace of astonishment, and then he shook his head: "No." ”

"They bullied you first, and you should fight back." Gao Yan looked at her: "Next time, if someone persecutes you like this, don't compromise and boldly refuse what you don't like." ”

"Just a little." Gao Yan looked at her reddened palm and said softly: "Next time, before fighting with others, be careful not to hurt yourself." ”

Su Yuan shrugged his shoulders: "But no one helps me, I don't work hard, do I want to die?" ”

"I'll help you."

Gao Yan's voice was clear and firm, and he met Su Yuan's incredulous eyes and said, "Next time, if you encounter this kind of thing again, go to the seventh class of the attached middle school to find me, and I will help you." ”

"And." He walked in front of Su Yuan, and the distance between the two suddenly narrowed, so close that Su Yuan could almost smell the clean and good-smelling soap smell on his body, and then he stretched out his hand and took down Su Yuan's hand covering the scar: "Such a beautiful face, what have you been doing with it." ”

Su Yuan's wrist touched his cold fingers, unconsciously shrank back, and complained in a low voice: "Where did you see that my face is beautiful?" If you want to comfort people, you don't need to be so comforting. ”

Gao Yan bent down slightly, looked at Su Yuan with his eyes, and then said with a serious face: "From your eyes." ”

Su Yuan was stunned.

Just when she was stunned, Gao Yan straightened up, walked a few steps behind Su Yuan, walked to the trash can in the alley, picked up Su Yuan's schoolbag that was thrown on the ground, patted the dust on it, and then raised her chin: "It's late, let's go, I'll send you home." ”

This sudden concern caught Su Yuan by surprise.

According to her understanding of Gao Yan's character, he is a very indifferent and extreme person, and many times he can't feel the joys and sorrows of others, and he has no normal feelings.

But now he not only cares about her, but also comforts her, and finally is willing to send her home.

The point is that they have just met now, will he be a little too concerned about this?

Su Yuan looked at him and didn't move: "Are you doing the same to other people?" ”

Gao Yan glanced at her: "What do you mean." ”

"Do you do the same to other people, do you send them home when you see them for the first time?"

Gao Yan paused, and then said slowly: "No." ”

Su Yuan tilted his head: "Then why do you care so much about me?" ”

Gao Yan's long eyelashes drooped slightly, and his lips moved, but he didn't speak after all.

The two were silent for a moment, like a silent tug-of-war.

Gao Yan looked at Su Yuan, who was standing in place and refused to take a step forward, as if admitting defeat, he had to sigh, and then said, "Because you are very similar to me." ”

Su Yuan looked at the second ancestor in front of him, who was not good at studying, and then looked at her who was ugly, poor and inferior, and frowned, not feeling that there was any similarity between the two of them.

She spoke again and asked, "Where is it?" ”

Gao Yan took two steps forward, and then looked back at her: "Let's go, you tell me where your home is, and I'll tell you on the way." ”

Seeing that Su Yuan didn't move, he raised his eyebrows and urged again: "Go, don't you want to know the reason." ”

Su Yuan paused, and then took a step to catch up with him, she was small, she should not be able to keep up with Gao Yan, who was tall and long-legged, but for some reason, Gao Yan seemed to slow down her pace very familiarly, cooperating with her.

Su Yuan walked beside him, without any discomfort, but very comfortable.

"The road ahead, turn left." Su Yuan stretched out his index finger to point him in the direction, then looked at him and said, "Now you can tell me the reason." ”

Gao Yan carried Su Yuan's schoolbag in one hand, walked forward slowly, and then slowly began to say to Su Yuan: "I just said that I am very similar to you, but in fact, our experiences are very similar. ”

"Since I was born, my parents have been arguing constantly, and both of them have cheated, but they still pretend to be affectionate in front of me, which makes people disgusted to watch."

"They created a beautiful family image for me, thinking that I couldn't see it, and after I found out, they also said that it was good for me, all for me, in order not to break this family."

"I was naïve at first, but from then on, they didn't even bother to pretend in front of me, openly brought their cheating partner into the house, and made out in front of me."

"At that time, I felt that I was superfluous in this family, and I even felt that they should not have given me into this world to let me see this disgusting scene. It was at that time that I felt that all feelings were fake and hypocritical, especially between men and women. ”

Su Yuan knew it from the bottom of his heart.

No wonder Gao Yan's emotions are stranger than ordinary people, it turns out that it is because he lives in such a deformed family environment, so the seedlings raised are also deformed.

However, Su Yuan soon discovered another problem in his words.

She raised an eyebrow: "How do you know that my experience is similar to yours?" ”

Gao Yan smiled: "Guess." ”

Su Yuan thought about it, her parents were both killed because of domestic violence and were on the news, everyone in her neighborhood knew about it, and this matter was not a secret to others, so you can know it with a little inquiry.

And even in this high school, there are still many classmates who know her family background and often talk about her experience as gossip.

For Gao Yan, since he is also a student of the attached middle school, it is not surprising that he has heard about her.

Thinking of this, she didn't think about hiding it, but said lightly: "I'm different from you." ”

"My parents don't maintain family harmony in front of me at all, they can't even pretend, they don't want to pretend, and there will always be only quarrels in our family."

"But then it was quiet, because they were all dead, in front of me."

Su Yuan said these words lightly, skimming over the bloody and painful experience of the year, as if these things were as light as a feather.

And what she didn't know was that Gao Yan kept looking at her when she said these words, her eyes were full of complicated emotions, but the most obvious thing was distress.

For a young child, witnessing such a tragedy can imagine how much shadow it left in his heart.

But she didn't care, she told the facts of the year so lightly, I don't know if she really let go or she was already numb.

Gao Yan couldn't help but reach out, rubbed her head, and comforted her softly: "It's okay, it'll be fine." ”

"Everything will be fine in the future."