Chapter 246: Sporadic

Ji Xun raised his head in a daze when he heard this voice, and his eyes were red.

Jin Linchen stood in front of her, he was dressed in black, but he didn't blend in with the night, he stood in front of her who was squatting on the ground crying, just like the day they first met.

She slowly stood up and looked at the man's face, but she couldn't lose her temper.

The lights outside were not particularly bright, but Ji Xun could see that Jin Linchen seemed to have lost weight, and he was not as high-spirited as he was at the beginning, and he looked like no one could do anything about him.

"These days, are you okay?"

Ji Xun opened his mouth with a trembling voice, his eyes locked on Jin Linchen, as if he would leave without saying a word in the next second.

Jin Linchen smiled, "It's not good." ”

Ji Xun was silent, looking at him and not knowing what to say.

"Congratulations, I know you've won."

Jin Linchen's hand raised slightly, and fell silently.

His gaze was also fixed on her, and the temperature in his eyes seemed to be warmer only when he saw her.

Ji Xun sniffed, "When did you come back?" ”

"It's been a long time."

She pursed her lower lip when she heard this, "Then what, don't look for me." I've called you a lot, and you haven't answered before. ”

"I guess I was busy at the time."

Ji Xun was suddenly a little overwhelmed in his heart, and Jin Linchen's attitude was very different from his usual appearance.

She was suddenly scared of what he would say next.

"Jin Linchen, should you change your assistant, why is he talking nonsense......

Ji Xun's tone was a little anxious, but his voice was still very soft, as if he was whispering something, and with a little childlike clear desire.

Jin Linchen finally lowered his gaze, "He has followed me for a few years, and he won't talk nonsense." ”

Her eyes widened slightly, and tears instantly filled her eyes, obviously it was normal, why did she feel so sad.

So, what he said was not to spread nonsense, just to ask himself not to contact him again.

Ji Xun knew that he really shouldn't delay Jin Linchen, but in this case, his friends couldn't do it.

"Jin Linchen, if you feel tired of getting along with me, we can not have that kind of relationship, like before...... No, you can't. ”

She spoke very slowly, grabbed her hand and let go, her eyes moved away from his face, and fell little by little, as if she didn't dare to face Jin Linchen.

He's so good.

And it should.

But Ji Xun still wants to fight for it, she is too unfair to him, even if she is friends with him, let her do something for him.

Jin Linchen looked at Ji Xun slowly, he saw the woman's shoulders trembling slightly, her voice choked, the whole person closed her lips tightly, and screamed in her heart for him to hug the woman in front of him.

But I can't.

She didn't like it, she just felt guilty.

He couldn't accept this guilt, and he didn't want to see her unhappy.

Jin Linchen tried his best to restrain himself.

"Ji Xun, I think we should all face our hearts, I don't want to bind anyone for a lifetime, and I don't want the woman lying next to me to love me instead of me.

You're not wrong, I'm not wrong, I came to you for profit from the beginning, I want to use you, all the help to you before will be offset in the past, City A is where you grew up, and you belong there. ”

When Ji Xun heard Jin Linchen's words, he raised his head and stretched out his hand to grab the corner of his clothes, but he still couldn't make such a move.

She shouldn't have disturbed his life, he had done enough.

Maybe in the future, he will meet a woman who loves him very much and belongs only to him.

"I'm sorry."

For the first time, Ji Xun felt that this sentence came out of his mouth so pale.

"Let Ah Jian send you back, and in the future, live well."

As soon as she heard Jin Linchen's words, she noticed that Ah Jian had stepped out of his car and was coming this way.

Ji Xun had a hunch that this was the last time she saw Jin Linchen, and he wasn't joking.

She couldn't control her tears, but she still held back stubbornly, she couldn't love him, and she shouldn't give him any illusions.

"Jin Linchen, you will also live happily in the future."

"Send her back."

Jin Linchen didn't respond to her words, but just said to Ah Jian, who had just come over.

"Okay boss."

After Ah Jian finished speaking, he beckoned Ji Xun to go with him.

Ji Xun glanced at Jin Linchen, didn't dare to stay in front of him for a long time, and numbly raised his steps to follow Ah Jian.

She walked a few steps and turned her head, and the man stood there with his back to her, looking extremely lonely.

It was only when he turned his back to her that she dared to look at him for a while.

Ji Xun knew in her heart that she couldn't consume his feelings anymore, because it was possible that she would be disappointed in the end.

She stared at the person standing there for a long time, and the man seemed to know that she had not left, and had not looked back.

He stood upright in the dim light and shadow, virtual and real, the faint light fell on him, and was shrouded by the night, and the once blazing wind and moon will be buried, and finally only the scattered folds of the years will be left.

Ji Xun's breathing suddenly suffocated, and she slowly turned around.

After getting into the car, she never saw the man clearly.

The scene she had just made, she thought she would remember for the rest of her life.

The sound of the car getting quieter and quieter, and finally it was eliminated by the dust, which was not equal to the sound of the cicada.

Jin Linchen slowly turned around at this time, facing the direction of the departure of the person he could no longer have, his body couldn't help but tremble, and the most hidden part of his heart collapsed after all.

It was the first time he felt the pain of his heart.

Never meeting, perhaps, is the best reconciliation for him.

Not every time you break into someone else's life, you will become a part of the other person's life, and since you bother, you will silently quit.

He shouldn't be so selfish, he should let her go.

Jin Linchen sat in the corner, took a box of cigarettes from his pocket, took out one and lit it.

He smoked there alone for a long time, and the soot of Mars fell on his hands, and he didn't feel pain.

How could he not be selfish, if Ji Xun really reached out and grabbed him just now, even if he gave up his life, he would have to rob Fu Yanhan of someone.

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That's all for the part of the book about Ah Jin.

He is the most distressing of all the male supporting characters I have written, and perhaps with my pen power, I can't really reflect his heart that is hotter than anyone else.

I thought about letting Ah Jin take the throne before, but Ji Xun didn't love him, her feelings of gratitude and guilt couldn't match Jin Linchen's pure heart.

So that's for the best.

I don't know if he will fall in love with someone else in the future, but no matter what, he will be happy without Ji Xun.

It is only now that I realize that I can't love every character in my pen equally, and there is no way not to favor Jin Linchen.