Chapter 41: Not His Belonging
Chi Jiahe was silent, thinking of the emotions that were inadvertently leaked from carefree, and inexplicably felt that he was far more mature than they imagined.
At least some of the eyes are not what he should have at his age.
But the matter has come to this point, and she can't say anything more, "Even if you bring people into the mansion, it's really not good to drive them out again, but is it just that you've been raising them in the mansion all the time?" He can't stay in the mansion all the time, he will leave the mansion sooner or later, if he is seen, how will you explain his identity? ”
Now that he is still young, it is also the age of reading, Lian'er does things properly, so she simply invited Mr. Teacher to teach him to read and write.
Although he is young, he is very studious, but he has not been exposed to it before, so it is a little difficult to learn, but he has made great progress in this day by day.
She went to see him from time to time, and inexplicably felt a sense of satisfaction that she was developing.
Chi Jiahe saw her distracted, and continued to ask: "You were so good to Lu Nian before, and now you are so good to Wuwu, just because of their former slave status?" Or is it because of something? ”
After speaking, he shook his head disapprovingly, "Sister, you wouldn't have been like this before." ”
Lu Nian, who came over, heard this question, and the ghost stopped his tracks, pursed his lips, and turned around to leave.
But the body was like being nailed to the ground, stiff and heavy enough to move.
Then I heard Chi Suihe's voice sound: "There are tens of thousands of mansions in Ande? That's not my style, there are so many suffering people in this world, how can I, a weak woman, help.
It's not difficult for me to just take a hand when I happen to meet them, but it can make them live better, and if it's Golden Harvest, you will also help. ”
She swore by this, because she was the one who was originally tied to Lu Nian.
Chi Jiahe paused, thought about it and smiled: "It's that I'm too small." ”
Chi Suihe patted her hand, "Jiahe can rest assured, keep an eye on everything, I know." ”
Suddenly, I panicked, and pulled her out of the door, looking left and right but no one was seen, a little strange, "Why did Lu Nian go for so long and haven't come back." ”
And Lu Nian has already left, he is walking aimlessly in the mansion alone, and he doesn't know where to go.
This is the young lady's home, but it is not his.
It turns out that in Miss's heart, everyone is the same?
Including him.
That's what it is, and it should be.
Lu Nian couldn't tell what he was feeling at this time, was he sad? It doesn't seem to be, he is not qualified to influence Miss's thoughts, and he is not sure what role he plays as Miss.
He didn't even know why he had an inexplicable hostility towards Carefree, but every time he saw that the young lady was kind to Carefree, he would feel like the territory was being violated in his heart.
But Miss is Miss, not his property.
Mademoiselle was so kind to him, and he should be ashamed of his thoughts, and ashamed of his childish and gratuitous behavior of competing for favor.
The two thoughts were knotted in his heart, and Lu Nian unconsciously returned to his room and sat on the bed in silence.
In the evenings of the past few days, Miss will secretly come to give him medicine, he has refused many times, but Miss is still so persistent, sometimes he can't understand where Miss's persistent care and care for him comes from.
Lu Nian suppressed his fluctuating thoughts and slowly closed his eyes.
She has been here so many times, and it seems that this place is also contaminated with the smell of young lady, and the wisps of it penetrate into the heart, making people's hearts gradually rise up with demonic obstacles and evil thoughts.
If only Miss could only see him, only so good to him....
When he got up again, Lu Nian turned his face sideways and looked at himself in the bronze mirror not far away, his face was calm and unfazed, and no one could see what he was thinking.
Raising his hand to touch his shoulder and neck, the wound was almost healed under the care of the young lady, and the young lady's bandaging skills were gradually refined, and the time spent each time was getting shorter and shorter.
Only then did he come back to his senses in fright, it turned out that he had been so greedy for the time he spent alone with the young lady.
After a while, Lu Nian slowly untied his shirt, ripped off the gauze that had bandaged the wound, and then slammed his fingertips into the wound.
The sharp and tingling sensation came to his brain, Lu Nian bit his lip and closed his eyes, felt the liquid flowing in his hands, smelled the faint smell of blood in the air, and smiled with satisfaction.
Yes, he knew that his methods were despicable, but so what?