For the whole night after that, Li Er seemed to be a different person, and suddenly she didn't chatter, but she wasn't used to it.

At night, Xu fell asleep with Lan Lan in his arms, and Li Er suddenly sat up and sighed at the Xu family.

"Let's go, let's go to the door and talk for a while."

Lin Tao got up and went out and lit the fire at the door.

Li Er tiptoed out and sat beside her.

"Something?" She didn't bend so much, and she went straight to the point.

"Mother! My son was so unfilial before, why didn't you kill me? ”

Lin Tao raised his eyebrows and looked at Li Er, this kid had a reflection of the flames in his eyes.

"My son still remembers that when you were a child, you sold your son on the way to Gongjiazhai, but later, you came back and ransomed me! To this day, I can't figure out why you have been with me all these years if you don't love me. Why? ”

Li Er sniffed and said, "The third child said, there is no mother in the world who doesn't love her children, you just don't say it!" Otherwise, maybe except for the fourth child, our brothers are afraid that they will die a long time ago, and they will be sold. ”

"But over the years, you have only eaten the fourth. It's like we're not your sons. I felt uncomfortable, so when the fourth child got married, I deliberately robbed the fourth daughter-in-law. I thought to myself, it doesn't matter if you don't love me, it's okay to hate me! At least I think I existed in your heart! ”

"Over the years, my son has done a lot of evil things, not for anything else! Just thought, if you don't look at me squarely, you can beat me up! But today, after listening to Xiao Lizi's words, I suddenly understood. ”

"You love us! Love me! Your heart is full of this family, and it is all our unfilial sons! As he spoke, Li Er slapped his mouth and slapped it in his face.

"What have I done all these years! I am angry with you, I blame you, and I anger you, but I completely ignore the hard work and hardships you have paid for us and this family! I—I'm so inhuman! ”

Is this the reconciliation between a mother who does not know how to express love and a child who expects to be loved for more than 20 years?

It's a pity that it seems to be a little late.

But she still put her arms around the kid's shoulders, pressed her hand on his head and rubbed it.

"Grown up! Although it has been used for more than 20 years, it is rare that you are finally sensible and grow up! In this world, the easiest thing to say is love, and the most difficult thing to do is love. ”

"What is love? It seems to be a simple word, but it is a lifelong responsibility and a lifelong dedication. I never mentioned it, not because I didn't love you, but because I felt that I wasn't good enough. ”

Li Erwa cried out, shrunk into her arms, and wrapped his hands tightly around her waist.

It was as if as soon as he let go, she would disappear.

Listening to Li Er's cry of grievances and self-blame accumulated for many years, Lin Tao looked up at the sky.

With the memories left by the original owner, she knew that the original owner was also entangled in contradictions.

The child came out of her belly, how could she not have a little emotion?

But the original owner also felt pressured because of this, and life was like a wheel, running over her and crushing her to pieces.

I finally got through it, and the broken bones grew well, thinking that a better day was coming, but unexpectedly, the wheel turned back and crushed you to pieces again.

So the original owner sometimes thinks that the bitter cry of life may come from the child!

If it weren't for them, she might not have lived so hard and tired.

The food for five people at one meal is enough for her to eat two full meals for one person.

If she doesn't have children, no matter how well she dresses and how well she lives, at least she won't go hungry.

That's why she, like most people, sold Li Er when she couldn't survive.

Kids! If you want a few in the future, just give birth!

But when the original owner thought about it, it was her baby! lived in her belly for ten months, and the baby was born after going through the ghost gate!

From crying and crying to sitting and walking, she boiled it out day by day!

If she doesn't love him, can she really survive the helpless confinement with one breath? Got through two full years without sleep? Survive the years of bending over all day to help him learn to walk?

How could she not love them?

Because of these sufferings, there are and only mothers can experience them.

Some people will ask, don't you still have a father!

Father?

In her last life, those fathers felt that earning money to support their families was very hard and amazing!

Opening and closing your mouth is that sentence, don't you just bring a baby at home! Are you so tired?

Are you so tired?

Yes! And more tired than you think!

Can you hold the baby on the tuba? Anyone who is a mother should be fine! Can't untie your pants with one hand? For mothers, it's impossible! Totally impossible!

Can you wake up once every two hours in the middle of the night and go about your normal life during the day?

Anyone who is a mother, you can!

Can you be watched 24 hours a day, without even closing the door to the toilet or shower, and being watched by another pair of eyes?

It's okay to be a!

Can you go three years without socializing, except for grocery shopping, cooking, laundry with the baby, and piling up feces and urine?

It's okay to be a mother!

Can you wipe someone's butt and flush the toilet while eating?

Hehe, I guess only when you can be a mother!

Can you scoop up floating in the water with your hands?

This is really only possible if you are a mother!

Everyone has the same head on their shoulders, and they are all human beings.

Why do you dislike or even disgust it, and everyone who has been a mother has done it?

Quite simply, it's because of love!

Love the little thing that comes out of the belly and only cries except for eating and sleeping.

Love the little guy who is so noisy that you can't sleep, but you are reluctant to scold and even more reluctant to fight.

Love that little nasty who grabs your hands in your rice bowl.

Love the little trick-or-treater who treats your cosmetics as mud and harmony.

If there is no love, you try!

……

This night, Lin Tao had insomnia, and in the middle of the night, she heard Li Er talking in her dreams and calling her mother, which made her raise the corners of her mouth.

Thinking back on every day here, if there was still a chance to travel back, she would also like to have a child.

Listen to her first call to her mother.

Accompany her every time she crawls, walks, and runs.

Watch her sleep next to her and grow up day by day.

Thinking of this, Lin Tao sat up excitedly.

Finished! Her belief in not marrying and having children was actually shaken!

Could it be that she crossed into the original owner's body because of this?

……

The next day, Li Er's face was full of red light, and he couldn't see why Xu didn't know.

And Lin Tao didn't sleep all night, her face was blue and black, and her eyes were bloodshot.

Xiao Lizi came with porridge and firewood again: "Auntie, our shopkeeper said that I will accompany you to the county government office to register in a while." ”

After Xiao Lizi left, Lin Tao also lost his appetite.

hastily drank two mouthfuls of porridge, took the second family, and asked the second family to clean up the house, and went out.

Xu was a little worried.

"Dad, my mother won't leave us in this house, right?"

Li Er, who was clearing the snow, laughed.

"What a joke! That's impossible! ”

"Since you don't live in people, what did the mother tell us to clean up the yard for?"

Li didn't stop on the second hand: "Mother is called, just be scared!" If you really want to live in someone, then our family will move into this house! ”

It's still too late, in the days to come, he will be filial to his mother!