CHAPTER XIX
On the way back, Wu Wenxu said nothing with a blushing face, it seemed that beating the adulterer just now did not make his mood feel comfortable, but instead confirmed Liu Xiao's derailment, which made him extremely depressed. I tried to persuade me, but unfortunately I had no experience in love, and I scratched my head and just repeated innocuous words like "don't go to my heart" and "want to open a little". I think I used to be envious of his love affair at the beginning, but now I want to comfort him in this matter, which is really impermanent.
I just wanted to turn around and leave when Wu Wenxu, who hadn't spoken for a long time, suddenly stopped me and said in disappointment, "Drink some wine with me." ”
I didn't react for a while, so Wu Wenxu repeated again, "Drink some wine with me." ”
, he's going to use wine to kill his sorrows! At this juncture, don't make trouble for yourself anymore, I was about to refuse, but after thinking about it, Wu Wenxu needs someone to accompany him the most at this moment, wouldn't it be too unrighteous if I left? But if you drink with him, how do you explain it to your parents when you get home...
Just when I was hesitating, I inadvertently glanced at Wu Wenxu, and saw the loneliness and sadness on his face, which reminded me of myself in the morning. These days, I have been tortured by Geng Fan's boyfriend, and I also need to vent the resentment in my chest, our brothers and sons are now difficult brothers, and I can't say anything about falling off the chain when my brother is in trouble!
I made up my mind and nodded at him, and Wu Wenxu was quite moved when he saw this. After discussing it, the two of us decided to go to the west coast to find a place where no one was, after all, the two little B cubs didn't dare to go to the restaurant to drink openly.
The two of us found a bench on the west coast where no one was and sat down, Wu Wenxu bit the edge of the bottle cap with his molars and broke it hard, and the bottle cap fell in response. Seeing that I couldn't bite it open after biting for a long time, he snatched the wine bottle in my hand, and didn't think it was covered with saliva, wiped it with his hand and put it directly into his mouth, and bit off the cap of the bottle in one go.
Wu Wenxu stared at the wine bottle in his hand and brewed emotions, and then poured a big mouthful into his mouth, probably because he was in a hurry and stimulated by the alcohol, which made him cough again and again.
I said in my heart that I wouldn't go around the bend with him, so I said bluntly, "Don't take this matter too seriously, didn't your girlfriend break up with you, maybe he and the man are not together." ”
Hearing this, Wu Wenxu's momentum of biting the cap of the bottle just now instantly turned into nothing, and it immediately wilted like a frosted eggplant. I saw him sigh and mutter, "Don't persuade me, I know this in my heart, she must be on good terms with others, otherwise it would be impossible to have this attitude with me." With that, he poured another sip of beer into his mouth.
"Maybe there's something going on at home, so don't scare yourself." I comforted.
"You don't know." Wu Wenxu shook his head and said, "Two nights ago, the two of us often went out to walk together, but no matter how much I called her recently, I didn't come out, so I must have wandered with others." Wu Wenxu said in disappointment.
I didn't know how to persuade him, but silently picked up the bottle and shook it in front of him, proposing, "Take a sip." ”
Wu Wenxu picked up the wine bottle and bumped it with me, and the two wine bottles made a crisp sound under the impact, and we immediately tilted our heads and poured a big sip of beer.
"Actually, I really like her." Wu Wenxu said such a sentence coldly.
"I can see it." I nodded, "Or you can't be so uncomfortable right now." ”
Wu Wenxu smiled miserably, and suddenly said with a choked voice, "What do you say I didn't do well, why doesn't she like me?" ”
I didn't know how to answer, but after a long thought, I just raised the bottle again.
"I accompanied her to Providence to buy pens within eleven days, and after we were done, we went to Houhai to row again, you said that in the past few days, why did she like others?" Wu Wenxu rubbed his nose and continued.
I shook my head and said with infinite emotion, "This is a girl, people will never understand." ”
Wu Wenxu was very sad when he heard this, and twitched his nose twice. Seeing this, I secretly said that it was not good, and hurriedly said, "Don't cry, don't forget that we are old men!" ”
Wu Wenxu bit his lip and nodded, and said with a forced smile, "I'm embarrassed in front of you today, you are not allowed to laugh at me!" He raised the bottle.
"Where's it, drink!" We drank the beer from the bottle, and at my suggestion, we both threw the empty bottle into the lake. Listening to the sound of "plopping and plopping" twice, the wine bottles fell into the Xihai Lake one after another, causing ripples on the water.
Because I drank so hard just now, I already felt my head slightly dizzy at this moment. Wu Wenxu's cheeks flushed, and he got up and came to the shore to look at the lake in a daze.
I picked up the second bottle of beer and followed Wu Wenxu's example, biting the edge of the bottle cap with my molars and breaking it hard, maybe the alcohol played a role, this time I didn't feel a toothache, but heard the sound of the bottle leaking. This gave me a great encouragement, and I turned the bottle and bit it hard again with my other tooth, and I finally bit the cap off!
I pinched the cap of the bottle and said excitedly, "Look, you see, I bit it open!" ”
However, Wu Wenxu did not react, still standing on the shore and looking at the lake. I was a little worried when I saw him like this, and the excitement that I had just bitten the cap of the bottle dissipated, and I walked behind him and asked tentatively, "You... Are you alright? ”
In the afterglow of the setting sun, I noticed that Wu Wenxu's shoulders were trembling slightly, so I stepped forward and looked over, and saw that his face was already full of tears.
Let him cry, what he needs most now is to cry.
I tapped him on the shoulder and returned to my chair on my own, grabbed my bottle, took a big sip of beer, and sat there quietly. In a trance, Geng Fan's figure appeared in front of me, and all the moments when we were together flashed in front of me like a movie. I remember every word she said, and her smile and smile haunted me. And her fingertips, the cold feeling seemed to be infinitely magnified at this moment, spreading along my fingers, and the whole world was condensed in an instant, and the picture in front of me was frozen at the moment when I said "I like you" to her. I shouted in my heart that I like you! I can't live without you! If I can be with you, then I am the happiest person in the world! I can do anything for you! I can... I can...
Due to the effect of alcohol, I suddenly wanted to do something concrete to prove to the fantasy Geng Fan that I was willing to give everything for her, so I searched around like a demon. Suddenly, I caught a glimpse of the bottle at my feet, yes, it was! I said loudly to Geng Fan in front of me in my heart: For you, I can drink this bottle of beer dry!
As soon as I said to drink, I picked up the bottle and poured it down with my head tilted towards the mouth. One bite, two bites... I stared at the bottle above my nose and couldn't help but breathe, and I couldn't help but feel anxious when I saw the water level in the bottle slowly falling. At this time, the beer has long lost the sweetness of the first drink, and every time I swallow it, it seems to rub my throat with sandpaper. At the ninth sip of the last sip, my stomach couldn't hold it anymore, and the gas and wine gushed out together, and the scene was spectacular, like a fountain in a park on a summer day.
After hearing the movement, Wu Wenxu hurriedly turned his head to look, and found that it was me who had vomited myself, and at this time, he could no longer care about the feeling of loss, so he hurried over in three steps and two steps, and patted me lightly on the back. This time, I not only spit out the nine large mouthfuls of beer that I had just drunk, but also spit out the previous bottle of beer, and immediately felt a lot clearer after spitting up, and the shadow of Geng Fan in front of me disappeared.
I stood up and wiped a handful of the remaining vomit from the corner of my mouth with my hand, and just wanted to find a reason to explain it to Wu Wenxu, when I saw him say with a moving face, "Brother, let you worry about my business!" Don't say anything, there's no place to use me in the future! ”
Belch... It seems that Wu Wenxu misunderstood that I was in trouble with him, and this means that from now on I will be a lifelong friendship.
I scratched my head in embarrassment, "Good to say, good to say... ”
After spitting up, I wanted to drink the remaining half of the beer, but Wu Wenxu said nothing and threw it into the lake along with his unopened beer. After such a toss, I saw that his spirit had recovered a lot, so I gave a few more words and prepared to go home. According to his intentions, he originally wanted to send me back, but I sternly refused, saying that if he really let him send me back, it would be too shameless and shameless, and I had to pee and drown myself alive when I got home.
In a blink of an eye, it was Monday again, and I came to school with apprehension, firstly, because the matter with Song Dehui was not over, but more importantly, I didn't know how to face Geng Fan.
As soon as he came to his seat, he saw Wu Wenxu coming over excitedly and said, "Coming?" I'll tell you something! ”
I couldn't help but be surprised to see him like this, how could he judge the two of them today when he was still looking for death and life last Friday, so he asked puzzledly, "What's the matter?" ”
Wu Wenxu lowered his voice and said, "You know, I met Liu Xiao last night!" ”
"Oh? Are you two reconciled? I said unexpectedly.
"Tigan isn't upset!" Wu Wenxu pretended to be angry and said, with a smug look on his face.
"Look at your virtue, Nei Tian doesn't know who is looking for death by the river and almost jumped into the river!" I scoffed at his words and couldn't help but sarcastically.
Wu Wenxu scratched his head shyly and smirked. Although I joked with him on my lips, I was really happy for him in my heart, and finally a lover finally became a family. But at the same time, I couldn't help but feel jealous, and I didn't know when I and Geng Fan would be like them.
"Since she didn't have a new boyfriend, why didn't she meet you a while ago?" I asked curiously.
"Don't mention it, guess what?" Wu Wenxu pretended to say mysteriously.
"What's wrong?" I asked.
"Her parents are getting divorced!" Wu Wenxu said triumphantly.
I had a black line on my head, gave him a white look, and said, "Why are you so happy that her parents are divorced?" ”
"You don't understand this, I didn't know that her parents were divorced before, but now that I know, I can take this opportunity to accompany her more!" Wu Wenxu said excitedly.
"You're taking advantage of the fire!" I scoffed.
"Go, go!" Wu Wenxu said unhappily, "I'm calling it charcoal in the snow!" ”
I just wanted to hurt him again, but when I inadvertently looked up, I suddenly found that Geng Fan was turning his head to look at him, and the whole person suddenly froze on the spot. I tried to read my inner thoughts from her eyes, but in vain, and when I found out, Geng Fan turned his head expressionlessly.
What the hell does she mean by that? Is she always watching herself, as I hoped? Or has she already made a decision? She won't be the last to choose me, will she?
"What do you think?" Wu Wenxu suddenly patted me and asked.
I was instantly pulled back to reality, and I was so distraught that I didn't bother to explain to him. Hey, what is it? When I was packing up my books, I accidentally found a folded note in the hole in the desk, and when I opened it, I saw that the note read: surnamed Geng, don't leave school at noon.
My heart tightened, knowing that only Geng Fan called me "surnamed Geng", this note must have been placed here by her, but what did she have to say to me alone...
I was in a trance all morning, and as the bell rang for the end of the last class, I exhaled a long breath, there is a blessing or a curse that cannot be avoided, so let the storm come more violently!
Instead of going straight to the cafeteria as usual, I made a random excuse to stay in the classroom. When the last student walked out of the classroom, I saw Geng Fan get up and walk towards me. Seeing her getting closer and closer, I felt as if I was standing on the edge of a cliff waiting to jump, either soaring into the air or falling to the bottom of the valley to pieces.
Geng Fan leaned on Wu Wenxu's desk with his hands in his pockets, looking at me with interest, but I was stunned and didn't know how to speak. For some reason, she was so petite that she looked extraordinarily tall at the moment.
"Let's talk about it!" Geng Fan was the first to speak.
"Say... Say what? "I was so nervous that I stammered.
"Tell me what you think." Geng Fan said.
"What... What do you think? "I don't know what it means.
Geng Fan joked, "Look, you see, you started to spit and spit again, didn't you say it very happily that day... Her face flushed, and the rest of the words were unspoken.
I was so embarrassed that I didn't dare to look up at her, and muttered, "Inside... I'm ... ”
"Do you want to be friends with me?" Geng Fan asked suddenly, catching me off guard.
"I... I... My mind went blank with nervousness, and I didn't know how to answer, but deep down a voice cried out, "Yes, I just want to be friends with you!"
"You heard I have a boyfriend, don't you?" Seeing that I didn't answer for a long time, Geng Fan continued to ask.
Hearing Geng Fan mention his boyfriend, I only felt that the whole person twitched, and with the loss in my heart, an indescribable pain slowly spread from my stomach.
I gritted my teeth and nodded.
"Now that you know I have a boyfriend, do you still want to be friends with me?" Geng Fan asked pretending to be surprised.
The pain in my stomach made me irritable, and I lowered my head as if I was angry.
Seeing that I was so persistent, Geng Fan was speechless. She was silent for a long time, and then asked softly, "That... What do you like about me? ”
"I..." I am extremely sure that I like Geng Fan, but I can't say what I like about her for a while. When I ask myself, I am attracted by her beautiful appearance, and I still know very little about her in other aspects. But can I tell her that she just likes you to be pretty? Of course not! I'm not stupid enough to be that ...
Geng Fan was slightly disappointed when he saw me stammering, and smiled gloomily, "Since you are still unsure, I won't force you." She paused, then said, "Then tell me when you're ready." ”
Hearing this, I woke up like a dream, if I could say what I liked about her just now or simply confess boldly, would Geng Fan accept me?!
Seeing Geng Fan turn around and walk out, I stood up suddenly, plucked up the courage to look at her back, and asked word by word, "Then do you like me?" ”
Geng Fan stopped when he heard this, groaned slightly, looked back and smiled, "At least I don't hate it!" With that, he walked straight away.
At least it's not annoying... I stood there and pondered the meaning of her words, did this mean that she liked me a little bit? Thinking back to her expression when she spoke just now, I became more and more sure of my inference, and suddenly I had a feeling of flying through the clouds...