I remember when I was in high school, my favorite thing to read when reading novels was the author's various testimonials, and listening to them complain and talk about all kinds of small things in life, I always felt more interesting than the text.

So much so that when I started writing later, I always liked to complain in the text.

Probably because I was too lonely in my heart, and I couldn't find anyone to talk to, so I had to complain to the readers.

However, this kind of thing, most people don't think much about it, they must skip it directly, and a small number of people will not care if they glance at it in a hurry.

In the end, it's mostly just entertaining yourself.

But that sentence still makes sense, some things are held in the bottom of your heart for too long, and it is easy to go wrong.

Therefore, this single chapter is probably to say everything I want to say.

Of course, it still doesn't matter if you read it or not, but writing it might make me feel a little better.

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I had so many thoughts that I didn't know where to start for a while.

After thinking about it, let's start with this book.

1. About this book——

At the beginning, because my mentality had completely exploded, I gave up on myself and was not ready to write a book.

Later, I realized that I still had a lot of stories I wanted to write that I hadn't written, and I was unwilling, so I decided to try again.

In fact, all the books I've written before are infinite streams, and I'll only write infinite streams.

It's the type I'm most confident in, and the type I think I'm best writing about.

But this time, I'm really a little tired, I don't want to write about infinite streams, I don't want to write about fights and kills, so I write some stories that I like.

The supernatural, without a doubt, is one of the least popular classifications at the beginning.

reasoning, that's probably the unpopular of the unpopular.

When these two are combined, it is doomed that the book will not do well.

Then, I deliberately came up with a random title and a nonsense introduction.

It's almost obvious to tell you that I didn't want any grades in this book, I just wanted to write something I liked.

If you have read my previous books, you will know that the books I desperately want to achieve will show your golden fingers in the first few chapters.

And I want to tell a good story, the protagonist probably doesn't have a golden finger.

At the beginning of this book, I casually give the protagonist a golden finger, and he can mess around, but I don't want to give it.

This whole set should be able to dissuade most readers, and it feels pretty good, and I don't care.

Although I seem to be very bad, every story, even every chapter, is absolutely attentive to the extreme.

So what I'm most afraid of seeing is "hydrology", obviously I am so careful in every chapter, and every plot is careful.

Even if it's Kavin, I'd rather have less or even break the change, and I don't dare to mix it with the slightest bit of water, but I will still be inexplicably said hydrology.

At the end of the day, it's still my lack of skills.

I know that I have no talent, I can neither write stories nor people, and many people can crush me by writing about my grades.

But I'm still very compelled in my heart, I've written so many books, none of them can reach the passing line, just like this, and I want others to spend money willingly, that's.

My only merit is probably that I understand the truth of what is wrong, so I care a lot about the comments of my readers.

There was a comment that I didn't like the Virgin protagonist, so I never wrote about the Virgin protagonist again......

There are comments that I don't like routines, so I try to avoid all routine plots......

Some people commented that I don't like the low IQ of the characters, so I try to improve the IQ of the characters in the article......

There is a comment that I don't like the heroine, so I try not to write about the heroine......

Unconsciously, I formed my unique style of writing, trying to avoid all plots that could become poisonous points.

But in fact, I can't eliminate all the poisonous points, I can't satisfy all readers, I can't write interlocking interesting plots, and I can't create vivid and interesting characters......

In the end, I found that I didn't know anything.

At the end of the day, I'm still just a stinky fish and shrimp!

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2. About evil ghosts -

Why did the evil ghost organization appear inexplicably?

This question has been asked by many, many readers, and there are also many readers who have abandoned books, sprayed wildly, and sneered at because of the appearance of evil ghosts.

Some time ago, this kind of review almost wiped out the entire book review area.

Keeping these comments will undoubtedly have a huge impact on the grades, and every author knows that the sooner such comments are deleted, the better.

But I'm still the one who is completely rotten, and I haven't deleted a single comment since the book was opened.

At least this will be more real, and if the poison points listed in the comment area can be tolerated, maybe you can read it happily.

Back to the point, this question is too cumbersome to explain, so I didn't explain it one by one.

Now the unified explanation:

At the beginning, in my outline, the main line of this book was originally to write supernatural reasoning, and after the protagonist became a detective, he pretended to solve the case everywhere.

I still have a certain understanding of reasoning.

If it's an ordinary reasoning article, how many are on the market, foreshadowing and foreshadowing, it's very boring, I can't read a single one, let alone the readers at the starting point?

In order to make the reader feel interesting, I directly compressed the plot of asking and asking everywhere, compressed the plot of foreshadowing and foreshadowing, and each case was solved at the speed of light.

Short, crisp, unconventional, plus reversal.

This kind of writing can indeed be recognized and liked by some starting point readers, but the shortcomings are also extremely obvious.

There is no foreshadowing, the characters can't be shaped, the story is not full enough, and most of the plot relies on the protagonist's mouth cannon to advance, giving people the feeling that it is fake and empty.

Of course, if you can maintain this level all the time, you may be able to attract a lot of readers.

The real problem, however, is that I think too highly of myself.

Each case must be unconventional, short and fast, and even require multiple reversals, which makes people's scalps tingle just thinking about it.

The most terrifying thing is that in order to maintain the characteristics of solving cases quickly, I only wrote a few chapters of a case.

Even if I mix water in the middle, I need to write more than a dozen cases just when I write on the shelves, and I can't guarantee the level.

You don't even need to finish the book, just writing it to the shelves is already an extremely difficult thing.

Of course, this is a difficult task that can be overcome, and what really makes me feel powerless is the speed of updates.

The more brain-burning the case, the slower and more difficult it is to write, and I don't want to learn other people's reasoning plots, Kavinka's pain is unbearable, and it is difficult to guarantee a day of change.

In the final analysis,Update speed is also an extremely important item for online articles,One chapter a day,Intermittent updates from time to time,Whether it can be put on the shelves or not has to be said separately。

At first, I thought I could do it, but then I finally realized that I really didn't have that level.

So,I overturned the outline behind.,In order to ensure the update.,I can only add fighting, killing, killing, and killing in the new outline.,That's how the evil ghost appeared!

There is no doubt that this is a huge poison point for many people.

When they see evil spirits, they think that the book has fallen into clichés, think that they have guessed the plot behind it, and abandon the book after spraying wildly, and will not give me any chance to refute it.

As a result, the already sparse results ushered in a blood collapse, the kind that collapsed to a mess.

Well, it's okay.

Say as if I don't write about evil ghosts, these people will subscribe?

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3. Talk about luck -

I've mentioned more than once in this article that, believe it or not, luck is real.

And I, myself, am a person who is not very lucky, plus I have just experienced big ups and downs, and I am at the lowest point in my life, and my luck is naturally worse.

At the beginning of the book, "luck" gave me a disadvantage.

"I Really Can't Reason" was first released on April 13, and inexplicably chose a supernatural classification.

Interestingly, on April 18th, the supernatural opened an essay call, and there are bonuses and recommendations for getting the ranking.

I'm really, really short of money, and even though I'm an old fighter, I'm participating in an essay in an extremely unpopular category like the supernatural.

Work hard, not to mention the first prize, there is still a certain possibility of mixing the second and third prizes, and it will definitely be a lot better on that day.

But because the book was sent a few days in advance, I couldn't participate in the essay competition, so it was only five days away, and I only needed to send the book five days later to participate in this supernatural essay competition!

The new book inexplicably chose the supernatural, I thought it was a guide from God, in order to let me rely on this essay to turn over, who knew that it was just a teasing.

And again...... Naked teasing!

My head was like it was going to explode, my brain was dizzy, and I almost felt like I was going crazy.

In the following days, I watched comedy and chicken soup like crazy, in order to strengthen my desire to live.

There is no way, moderate depression is severe neurasthenia, I want to commit suicide but dare not commit suicide, I can only grit my teeth and hold on.

Fortunately, the readers' reviews of the new book are not bad, which is a great comfort, after all, there are still so many people who like to read my book, which is good.

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4. Darkness –

Last year was probably the darkest year of my life.

has experienced ups and downs, seen the warmth and coldness of people, and spent half a year in a muddle, and now, he is still in hell.

Because of this, my understanding of human nature has gradually deepened, and people have matured a lot, and they are better at telling stories, and I don't know whether it is good or bad.

Because I only saw darkness in my eyes, the essays I wrote became darker and darker, mixed with a sense of anger.

But I really didn't want any readers to be affected by me, so I tried my best to add some funny plots to make everyone relax.

It's just a novel, you don't have to take it seriously, it's the most important thing to be happy~

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5. Apologize –

I've always felt that since I rewrote the novel, I have been humble enough because I have nothing, even to the extreme.

I didn't dare to refute my comment at all, because when I was in a bad mood earlier, I refuted a comment and was sneered at by other readers, and I still remember it vividly.

But as it turned out, it was not enough.

Just now, because I couldn't stand it because of the depression in my heart, I wrote a meaningless plot chapter on impulse, mixed with some "private goods", I'm really sorry.

So much so that some readers think that I am satirizing them, but if they look a little closer, they can see that I don't actually mean to mock them, just disgusting the sentence.

I was scolded for having a headache, and I was a little unconvinced, so I wrote a few hundred words to refute it, but then I deleted it all, and by the way, I also deleted that chapter.

Here, I still have to apologize to the few readers who scolded me, I forcibly mixed private goods in the article, and I was indeed a little brainless, and you scolded me very right.

If you make a mistake, you must admit it, and if you are beaten, you must stand upright.

I'm really sorry, I'm sorry!

But...... This can't change the fact that you don't agree with me, and I suggest that you abandon the book immediately, otherwise there may be more disgusting episodes for you later.

If you're not happy, you can spray me in the book review area to vent, I said, I won't delete a single comment, don't forget to remember my ID if it's cool, and block it permanently.

The rational personality looked disgusted: "Hey, you idiot, I didn't need to write this, I don't have the most basic emotional intelligence?" A good apology can still keep these readers, do you have to be cheap? ”

The rotten personality laughed: "A dog lying on the ground, being scolded a lot, can't help but show a mouthful of hideous teeth to show his temper, right?"

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6, Xiaobaiwen -

This book has been written for so long, and of course, there has been a time when I completely lost my mind and sprayed a reader.

On the 10th of last month, when the starting point was paid, I also scraped together more than 200 fast manuscript fees for my old books and new books, thinking that I could solve my urgent needs.

Who knows, when it came to the specified time, the manuscript fee did not arrive, and the background showed that it had been paid.

Well, well, "luck" is starting to dominate me again.

It just so happened that it was still the day for recommendations, well, there were no expected recommendations, and it was really "good things come in pairs".

It just so happens that the ghost plot has almost appeared, and there are fewer and fewer recommendation votes and more and more trolls.

Okay, a litany of is starting to bombard my mindset like crazy.

At this time, a reader seemed to have discovered a loophole, and then posted seven or eight articles in a row about this chapter, and began to bombard my mentality like crazy.

The most interesting thing is that he still thinks he has a point in explaining it to other book friends.

I had no choice but to explain it to him in an entire chapter, and in the end, in exchange for a series of cynicism.

Then I sprayed him with a few hundred words, the reader — 1.

It turns out that a lot of old bookworms are like my enemies, and the protagonist can be smart for a lifetime.

But as long as the IQ drops for a minute, these people will seize on this weakness and give me a set of military physical punches.

In the future, I will definitely write a little white text, the kind that can't be white anymore!

The protagonist can have an IQ that is not online for the rest of his life, but as long as his IQ is online for a minute, he will be praised immediately, which is really beautiful.

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7, clown——

In fact, I have built a book friend group before, and it has no meaning or use.

98% of the people inside will never speak, most of them will not vote for your recommendation, and the only way to be lively is to send red envelopes.

But I'm so poor that I can't afford to send red envelopes, so in order to trick the book friends in the group to come out and chat, I can only pretend to be stupid and clown in the group.

So, if I say anything that makes the book friends in the group feel uncomfortable, please don't take it seriously and just laugh.

Since I don't want to infect you with my negative emotions, I can only try to pick a better day to make you happy.

When you're in a bad mood, although you will read the messages in the group, you don't want to type a word, so please forgive me.

It's not that I'm cold, I'm just a little tired, an unhappy clown, I really can't bring joy to you.

After the clown's performance, his funny face will also show a tired look.

Clown...... Also tired!

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8. Thanksgiving——

Although I know that it took me all night to write so much, I can patiently see that there are very few book lovers here.

At most, it can take more than a minute to glance at it a few times or even skip it directly, but I still hope that some book friends can read this last one.

First of all, I would like to thank the book friend "Gnosis Shadow", I really thank you very much.

At that time, the book was going to sign a shipping contract, and the printing document sent the contract was about fifty yuan, well, I didn't even have fifty yuan.

So, I was ready to borrow it in the book friend group, and I explained the situation very sincerely @ everyone, and repeatedly emphasized that it was borrowed.

But in the eyes of the reader, I'm more like a scam? However, the author of the fraud of 50 yuan is really low.

Therefore, the originally lively group immediately fell into a dead silence......

Although I was embarrassed to the point that my scalp was numb, I knew that this is all human nature, and there is nothing wrong with it.

Anyway, I also have the name of a starting point lv3.,If it was before.,A few hundred dollars still don't pay attention to it.。

But now it is a bit ridiculous to give up face and dignity for 50 yuan to borrow it with such fanfare.

Fortunately, at this time, the book friend "Gnosis Shadow" reached out in time and lent me the money to sign the contract, thank you very much!

Originally, the money should have been returned to him when the press fee was issued in May, but who knew that he filled in the wrong bank card, and he didn't get a dime, so he could only delay it until this month, I'm really sorry.

Of course, after that, there were also three book friends, who transferred two five yuan and one ten yuan to me, which is really grateful.

If you can, please chat with me privately in the book friend group, and I will return the money to you.

However, one of the things that touched me the most was a 14-year-old book friend who was in junior high school.

He knew that I didn't have the money to print the contract, so he sent me a 1.5 yuan red envelope, which was his entire net worth!

I remember seeing a warm current in my book, but this time, I really felt that way.

The moment I clicked on the red envelope, it was like a hot current gushing out of my heart, and I couldn't stop crying and crying.

It took me more than half an hour to cry and come to my senses, although in the end I still gave him back the piece of five, but that touch, I think I will remember for many years.

Now he has long since retired from the group to read hard, and the next time he clicks on this book, it may be a few months later, maybe a few years later, maybe he will not be able to see this single chapter again in his life.

But I still want to thank you solemnly here, thank you for this purest but most sincere support, thank you!

Finally, of course, I would like to thank everyone who gave tips and voted for recommendations, and I'm sorry I can't put the names of each of you into a single chapter.

But believe me, I'm really, really grateful to you.

Originally, I thought that I was very unlucky, so bad that I was about to lose it.

But whenever I see those book friends who support me, I feel that I am actually quite lucky, at least some people like to read my broken books.

Thanks!