Chapter 38: Despair and Hope
The Lord God once again proved that it was powerful beyond Lin Kun's imagination.
If the Lord God wants him to die, he will have to die, if the Lord God wants him to live, he can live, and he will be the kind of person he wants him to become!
Because, the Lord God can even modify his memories at will.
In other words, even if the main god deliberately killed him in his previous life for his own plan, the main god only needs to modify his memory to make him think that he was surrounded and suppressed to death by some enemies.
It's too simple for the Lord God, isn't it?
Everything after Lin Kun came to this world was in the plan of the Lord God.
To him, the other party is God, an invincible God, an unreachable God, a God that he can only look up to forever!
But from now on, Lin Kun no longer has to worry about this "god" interfering in his life.
Because now he is just an outcast, without any use value, in the eyes of that high "god", he is not even as good as an ant!
This time, Lin Kun can really live the rest of his days comfortably like a salted fish, he should be happy.
No more intrigue, no more worrying about how to live, no more thinking about getting stronger.
"Hahaha!"
"Hahahaha!"
"Hahahaha!"
Lin Kun covered his face with his hands, pulled his hair tightly, and began to laugh wildly.
He was so happy that he was going crazy!
He collapsed to the ground laughing, rolling all over the ground, and as time passed, the laughter became more and more hoarse, until his throat could not stand it, and he laughed maniacally while coughing, and he did not care about a few mouthfuls of blood in his mouth.
Outside the window, the bloody rain continued, and the rumors of the end of the world made people panic.
In the room, the crazy smile lasted for an unknown amount of time, and it didn't stop until the moment when Lin Kun really couldn't make any sound.
He lay still on the ground, motionless, and if it weren't for the faint breathing, it would definitely make people mistake it for a corpse.
He didn't know what the meaning of his life was, once he lived only for himself, and now, he didn't even know who he really was.
The Lord God can modify his memories at will, and it is possible that even those memories of "him" in his previous life are false.
Maybe he didn't exist at all in his previous life, maybe he was just a little unlucky guy who was chosen by the main god as a pawn.
Maybe that virgin-like Lin Kun is the real him!
He used to think that he could see everything clearly, but only now did he finally realize that he couldn't see anything clearly.
……
The rain of blood, I don't know when it stopped, and the end of the world has not come.
People all over the world are rejoicing that "it's good to be alive", but Lin Kun has never figured out the meaning of his life.
During this period, Yu Huilai knocked on the door many times and made many phone calls, but Lin Kun ignored it.
"Meow~"
A soft cat meow suddenly sounded in the room, but Lin Kun ignored it, not even rolling his eyes.
"Meow~"
"Meow~"
"Meow~"
The successive cries finally made Lin Kun feel a little irritable, and he turned his head slightly and looked in the direction where the sound came from.
I saw that on the windowsill, there was a little milk cat standing not much bigger than an adult's palm, with black hair all over her body, and even two bright big eyes were pitch black, looking very cute.
Lin Kun just looked at this little thing quietly, and this little thing was not false at all, calmly staring at him, and his mouth kept "meowing".
This cry was really annoying, Lin Kun's eyes were condensed, and the murderous aura was overflowing, and the ordinary vicious dogs on the street were shocked by his surging killing intent, and it was estimated that they would have to run away on the spot.
And this little thing, without any reaction to his murderous appearance, continued to meow.
Lin Kun had a headache when he heard this, so he grabbed a remote control next to him and threw it at the other party.
"Smack!"
The remote control slammed against the wall, making a crunching sound, and the little thing didn't respond at all, still calling tirelessly.
Lin Kun couldn't bear it anymore, so he was about to get up and drive this little thing away, but because he hadn't moved for too long, and he hadn't eaten for a long time, as soon as he got together, his eyes were dark, and he almost fainted on the spot.
At this time, the two feelings of thirst and hunger swept over like a tide.
It is impossible for a person to starve himself to death, and when he is really hungry, there is no room for a second thing in his whole brain except for eating.
Lin Kun is like this now, he only has food in his mind, and he doesn't have the heart to think about other things at all.
He stumbled to the kitchen and opened the fridge, which contained only a few bottles of milk and a few eggs.
I opened the cap of the milk bottle and poured it into my mouth, and the first sip was like drinking water, without any taste.
After a few sips, the taste gradually recovered, and the sweet taste filled the entire mouth, and the stomach felt a lot more comfortable.
Immediately after, he brought another glass, beat a few raw eggs into it, then sprinkled a little white sugar, stirred, and drank it in one go.
It was only at this time that Lin Kun's brain gradually woke up.
At this time, he really figured out that it was actually good to be alive, why did he think so much?
Of course, if he was given another chance, no matter how much suffering he had to endure, he would have to overthrow the so-called Lord God!
The little black cat had jumped on the table next to him, looked up at him, and called tirelessly.
Lin Kun brought a plate, poured the leftover milk he had just drunk into it, and put it in front of the little black cat.
Who knew that this little thing didn't even look at it, but looked at the unopened milk bottle in the refrigerator and continued to call.
Lin Kun thought about it, took a new plate, opened a brand new bottle of milk, and poured it into it.
Now the little thing seemed to be barely satisfied, lowered its head, and stretched out its little pink tongue to lick the milk one by one.
In these years, a cat has a mental cleanliness fetish, and would rather not drink milk than drink Lin Kun's saliva.
Lin Kun saw that this little thing was indescribably well-behaved and cute when he drank milk, and couldn't help but want to reach out and touch its head.
The little black cat was very vigilant to avoid his dirty hands, and shouted at him dissatisfiedly.
This inspired the evil taste in Lin Kun's heart, and if he didn't let him touch it, he wanted to touch it, holding down this little thing with lightning speed, and ravaging it wildly with his dirty hands.
The end of this is also obvious, the little black cat directly exploded, causing a few more bright red scratches on his arms.
At this time, Lin Kun found that his clothes were in tatters, and his whole body was dirtier than that of a beggar, which was really uncomfortable.
He decided to wash and change his clothes before going downstairs for a bite to eat, as a few eggs weren't enough.
Of course, in order to prevent this unusual little black cat from running away, he rudely grabbed the little thing together and went into the bathroom.