Since Wang Mai said so, the few people present couldn't say anything, so they could only continue to listen to him.

Zhu Quan is the most indifferent!

As a journalist, he hopes that Wang Mai will be as detailed as possible.

Many times, a casual detail can reveal an unknown secret.

Zhu Quan listened to Wang Mai say that he was "kind to others", and it was not difficult to conclude that although Wang Mai's behavior was out of self-preservation, the people around him thought he was a good person.

Since he is a good person, of course, he is not a good person who is issued a "good person card" by a girl, and he must be liked by some simple girls.

After all, at that time, the folk customs of China were still very simple, and they had not been tainted by the extravagance of British and American capitalism.

I remember that there was such an example in the "Xinhua Dictionary" at that time:

Zhang Hua was admitted to Peking University;

Li Ping entered a secondary technical school;

I work as a salesperson in a department store:

We all have a bright future ahead of us. ”

Right now...

Don't mention it!

Taking advantage of Wang Mai's saliva, Zhu Quan asked what he was thinking: "Brother Wang, did you know the female student you said when you opened a ramen shop?" ”

Wang Mai nodded and said, "She is a female college student who often comes to me to eat ramen, and I don't know what she loves about me, but I just say that I am too nice and kind." ”

"It's very normal for a female college student to be seen by a female college student every day, and she has feelings of admiration for you, and gradually falls in love with you."

Zhu Quan opened his mouth and said.

"Haha, Brother Zhu, you are worthy of being a reporter, and what you say is so pleasant."

A long-lost smile appeared on Wang Mai's face.

According to Wang Mai, this female college student has a high degree of education, is beautiful, and is very understanding, and he never dreamed that the other party would fall in love with him.

One is really in love, the other is in love with a long drought, and under the heat of dry firewood, the two soon lived together.

So, the next step should be the "piano and song" link?

It's just that...

Zhu Quan listened to Wang Mai's narration, while recalling the impression of seeing Wang Mai for the first time, how to look at it and how he felt that Wang Mai did not look like two people lived, but lived alone for a long time.

Moreover, Wang Mai was in Xinjiang at the time, but now he is in the Northeast, so what happened to Wang Mai over the years?

The more doubts Zhu Quan had in his heart.

Also puzzled were three police officers, including Zhang Peng and Wu Jinfei.

However, everyone didn't ask questions, just listened to Wang Mai continue to speak.

"Hey...," Wang Mai sighed and continued, "I just didn't expect it! When I fell in love with her and really lived with her, I found that it was less and less what I thought, and it was definitely not the life I wanted. ”

"Is it the money?"

Wu Jinfei poked his head in again and asked.

Wang Mai glanced back at Wu Jinfei and didn't answer, but just raised his hands that were roasted by handcuffs, and made a pair of scissors between the index finger and middle finger of his right hand.

"Lao Wang, smoke!"

Wu Jinfei lit a cigarette for Wang Mai.

Wang Mai took a sip, refreshed, and seemed to dissipate most of the depression in his heart.

"After living together, she seems to have changed as a person, and she will never see the warmth and loveliness she used to be." Wang Mai seemed to be relieved for the most part, and the tone of her speech was not so sad: "She always thinks that my ramen business makes too little money, and keeps asking me to go out, leave Xinjiang, and venture boldly." ”

The reason why Wang Mai is relieved most of the time, but not that he is completely relieved, is because Wang Mai has always replaced the female college student with "she", instead of replacing it with the nickname "so-and-so".

"It's not that I don't want to break in, where do I dare to break through with a murder case on my back! During an argument, she said I was a wreck. I love her, but I can't give her what she wants, and I can't tell her the fact that I'm a murderer. ”

After Wang Mai finished talking about the quarrel between the two of them, he finally said the reason why the two "broke up".

From Wang Mai's narration, Zhu Quan noticed that Wang Mai still liked it very much in his heart... No, it's 'love' for her.

Wang Mai said that he was in great pain, so he decided to leave, and on the day he left, he didn't say anything, only quietly took away the ID card of 'Jin Zhaoyan'.

Wang Mai sighed again and took another puff on his cigarette.

The day he opened the ramen restaurant was the most glorious moment of Wang Mai's life.

During that time, he really wanted to be a normal person again, so he wanted to have a home.

But there is no regret medicine in life, after leaving, Wang Mai's heart hurts, he doesn't want to live anymore!

"At that time, I began to be confused, I ran away like this, when will it end? What's the point? I feel like life is worse than death. ”

Wang Mai said while smoking.

Wang Mai said that he originally planned to go south, from Xinjiang to Yunnan, and then smuggle through the Yunnan border, but he got on the wrong train and went directly north to the northeast.

Wang Mai thought to himself, it's all borders, where to go, not to go?

So halfway through, Wang Mai didn't jump out of the car and continued to ride directly.

But after arriving at the border, he didn't want to leave, and the pain of falling out of love made him want to take drugs, but he was unfamiliar with life and couldn't find the source of drugs, so he could only borrow wine all day to drown his sorrows.

Soon, the money ran out.

Wang Mai said that at that time, he had no love in his life, so he decided to commit suicide.

After making up his mind to die, Wang Mai went to the restaurant he frequented to buy some food and drinks on credit, and then bought a bottle of pesticide to prepare for the last dinner.

He cried while drinking, thinking about his parents, his family, his first love, and even more about that female college student.

He regretted why he didn't study well and why he ended up like this.

Thinking about it, Wang Mai got drunk before he knew it.

Later, it wasn't until the landlord came in and asked him for rent that he woke him up and found the bottle of pesticide.

Seeing that he couldn't explain clearly, the landlord threw away the "enemy killing" and kicked him out of the rental house.

If you can't die, you can only look for a job.

Wang Mai said that he wanted to find a temporary job at the car wash, but when he asked about the low salary and was discouraged, he unexpectedly saw a shoe-shiner.

It was a split second that he decided to stop working for people, but to shine shoes and become a freelancer.

At that time, Wang Mai had less than 100 yuan left in his pocket, so he used 25 yuan to ask a carpenter to make a shoeshine box, and spent another 40 yuan to buy shoe polish and shoe shine brushes and other utensils.

Hearing this, the three policemen present had indescribable looks on their faces.

Right!

It's a shoe-shiner!

Wang Mai has been this shoe-shiner, and under the noses of these policemen, he has lived unharmed for more than ten years!