Chapter 225: The Most Vulnerable Place in My Heart
Zhu Quan could feel the helplessness in Wang Mai's heart at this time, and he was so sad now, not to mention the mood when this happened more than ten years ago, it must have been quite painful.
"Brother Wang, then your heart must have been very tormented at that time!"
Zhu Quan handed Wang Mai a napkin, just like he did when they met yesterday.
Wang Mai took the paper, nodded, and said, "Little Brother Zhu, you may not imagine how miserable I was at that time. I don't dare to do this, I don't dare to do there, whenever the work improves, and the boss wants to promote me to be a small leader, I will resign..."
"Why?"
Zhu Quan was puzzled.
"Because as a leader, although it is only a small leader, you can't hide yourself in the safest place." Wang Mai said helplessly: "Because it is inevitable to deal with more people." ”
"Then your wife will not understand, right?" Zhu Quan continued to ask: "Because you finally got a job, and you did a good job, you were appreciated by the boss, and your salary was raised, but you resigned one after another..."
Zhu Quan didn't finish all his words, but the meaning of this expression was obvious.
Wang Mai recalled: "It's not just that I don't understand! ”
He said that after marrying her, in addition to not daring to stand up at work, he also did not dare to speak loudly at home.
He didn't dare to have children, even if his wife asked for everything, he never agreed, every time he did it, he would bring protective measures, and he used what he had just bought.
In this regard, his heart is not only guilty, but also fearful.
Although he has a wife, Wang Mai still hasn't slept peacefully, and his body is getting thinner and thinner, the longer the time, the greater the pressure in his heart, and there is no place to vent.
Wang Mai continued: "During that time, the more she pressed hard, the more I couldn't rest well, and I even developed to the last sentence that she ignored me, and as long as I closed my eyes and slept, I would continue to have nightmares, often dreaming that the police would come to arrest me. ”
"Then I haven't seen you have nightmares now?"
Wu Jinfei muttered.
Wang Mai didn't care about Wu Jinfei's words, and smiled faintly.
Zhu Quan asked, "Brother Wang, did the sister-in-law divorce you?" ”
Wang Mai nodded again, and said self-deprecatingly: "You know, I don't want to be motivated, which woman can put up with me?" ”
Zhu Quan couldn't comment well, so he could only look at Wang Mai quietly, wanting to hear him continue.
Wang Mai explained: "Since she couldn't change my mind and didn't get pregnant, she didn't ask for it anymore, it was like she was dead. ”
"Gradually, coupled with the fact that her mother's family is becoming more and more dissatisfied with me, saying that I am not qualified, I have a hammer in the east and a stick in the west, I have no long-term plan to live, and I am not a good husband..."
"But you have something to hide!"
Zhu Quan helped explain.
"But who knows?" Wang Mai pursed his lips and asked the police for another cigarette: "Who knows, can you understand?" ”
The crowd was silent.
"And I don't dare to say it!"
Wang Mai took a puff of his cigarette and continued.
The complaints of the crowd made Wang Mai's heart very unhappy, but he couldn't tell the truth.
Wang Mai knew that if he continued like this, there would be only two ways, one was to be depressed and break the line in his mind; The other is that he can't bear it anymore and commits murder again like crazy.
And neither of these options can afford Wangmai.
Therefore, there is no other way but to take the initiative to file for divorce.
However, he kept the divorce certificate with great pity.
"Well, it's in my jacket pocket."
Wang Mai told everyone where the divorce certificate was, opened it and looked, and sure enough, it was so.
Not to mention, Wang Mai's ex-wife was really beautiful when she was young.
Wang Mai repeatedly said that his wish, that is, to have a wedding of his own, the kind where all relatives and friends come to congratulate, and to get drunk at his wedding banquet is the happiest thing for him.
After the divorce, Wang Mai, who had no pressure, gradually returned to normal, and after that, Wang Mai began his wandering journey in the Northeast.
From Mohe to other places in Northeast China, in the past ten years, Wang Mai has traveled a lot, wandering everywhere, until he finally settled here.
Wang Mai said that whenever he went to a city, he would go to the designated car wash place at the police station to shine his shoes, get acquainted with the police, and then get some information he wanted to know from the police's small talk.
He knows that the most dangerous place is the safest place.
Zhu Quan finally understood why these policemen had such stunned expressions on their faces when they took Wang Mai to turn himself in.
The faces of the three policemen present were very unhappy!
Oh, yes!
Who would have thought that a person they meet regularly is a murderer/murderer?
"The fact that I have been safe and sound all these years shows that I am a wise person. Good at observing, good at camouflage, good at hiding. I usually like to watch the news, especially current political and social news, and I will pay special attention to avoiding the limelight. ”
Speaking of this, Wang Mai began to talk a little exaggeratedly, which made the faces of the three policemen present even more ugly.
Zhu Quan motioned to Wang Mai with his eyes and said, don't offend the police, it's like sprinkling salt on their wounds!
"I asked you to meet, you are right not to call the police, if you call the police, I guarantee that you will not see me, and the police will not be able to catch me."
Wang Mai had already said that he was excited, and he didn't see the stopping look handed over by Zhu Quan at all.
These words angered the police officer on the side, Zhang Peng opened his eyes, shot a sharp gaze, and interrupted him: "You have to thank your ex-wife, and you have to thank you for the suffering you suffered in the years of exile, if this face has not changed greatly, you dare to do this, so and so?" ”
Wu Jinfei poked his head, stretched in, and said, "Lao Wang, I really believe that you can blow so much, blowing all the time, it's very powerful!" ”
"Let me tell you, I've already called the police in your hometown, Zhao Bin Yan Captain Zhao should know!"
Wu Jinfei paused and asked.
When Wang Mai heard this, he suddenly closed his mouth, and the smug look on his face disappeared: "I know, he escorted me to the previous two prisons." ”
After a long silence, Wang Mai then asked, "He... Is he okay? ”
"Of course Captain Zhou is good! He often goes to your house, and on the phone, he tells me that he is watching your mother's hair turn gray a little bit. Every time he goes to find out the situation, he can't face your mother's tears. ”
Wu Jinfei relayed.
Zhao Binyan is the captain of the criminal investigation team of the police station in Wang Mai's hometown, and he is also the previous leader of Captain Zhou.
Wang Mai turned his head to look out the window, maintaining that position, his handcuffed hands on the small table clasped tightly together.
Zhu Quan knew that Wu Jinfei's words hit the most vulnerable place in his heart.