Chapter 186: Not in the Future......

When Xiao Yan was alone, he often recalled every lingering with Shu Wan, but at that time, he always suppressed the truest feelings in his heart.

Now, finally, there is no need to suppress it anymore, and it is crazy and unscrupulous.

He heard her whisper, heard her whisper his name in his ear, and he responded again and again, deepening the kiss again and again.

It seems that neither of them expected that a consensual kiss would be such a wonderful feeling, and they used to be always suspicious, calculating, and taking advantage of. Now, both of them no longer suppress their hearts.

As long as she is still conscious, Shu Wan will always want to rub his chin and kiss the corner of his lips.

And Xiao Yan always picked her lips, and then kissed her very passionately.

Later, she didn't have the strength to kiss him anymore, so she only obediently snuggled into his arms.

The only gap was blocked by the planks, no fresh air was letting in, and oxygen was only getting less and less in this small space.

Xiao Yan also understands this truth, I am afraid that it will not take two sticks of incense again, and the oxygen here will be completely exhausted.

And they, too, will die......

Shu Wan leaned on his arms, her consciousness had begun to drift a little, and she called him softly: "Ah Yan." ”

"Hmm."

"Are we dying?"

"Are you afraid?"

Shu Wan shook her head: "With you, I'm not afraid." ”

Xiao Yan hugged her tighter, gently pressed his chin against her forehead, and kissed her gently and delicately.

She said, "Ah Yan, if you have a next life, will you want to marry me?" ”

Xiao Yan said: "Didn't I marry you in this life?" ”

Shu Wan said: "But didn't you divorce me?" ”

Speaking of this, Shu Wan suddenly felt very sad, she had never disassembled the letter of resignation that he gave herself.

Xiao Yan: "When will I abandon you?" ”

Shu Wan said: "When you were in Beirong, you threw the book of resignation at my feet, how could you forget?" ”

"You haven't opened it?"

"I didn't see it."

"What about the book of resignation?"

"Burned ......"

Xiao Yan hated iron and steel: "Why don't you open it and take a look?" ”

Shu Wan said: "What's so good about the book of resignation, there must be something I don't like to read, so it's better to burn it directly." ”

Xiao Yan sighed inaudibly: "However, I didn't write anything in that letter of resignation, so I can't count it." ”

When Shu Wan heard this, her eyes suddenly lit up, and she looked up at him from his arms, and her tone was full of excitement: "Really? ”

Xiao Yan: "Hmm. ”

Shu Wan couldn't help but chuckle: "Ah Yan, why didn't you tell me earlier?" I thought you hated me all along. ”

Why didn't you tell her?

Xiao Yan touched her head and smoothed the messy hair on the top of her head for her.

There are many crises around him, I don't know how many people are waiting to take his life, he really doesn't dare to gamble with her life.

He is the living king of Hades, a cold-blooded and ruthless murderer in the eyes of others, so he can't have a weakness.

Therefore, he would rather she hate him, would rather her stay away from him, and he would not like to be used as a target by others as a threat to him like today.

Shu Wan hooked his hand: "Ah Yan, why don't you speak?" ”

Xiao Yan said: "I really hated you at that time. ”

hated that she didn't choose him, but went with Wen Tingyu.

But what's the use of choosing him, he doesn't seem to be able to protect her.

Before the Shu family got Zhaoxue, she was still guilty, how could the emperor tolerate her, and how could the hidden enemies around him tolerate her......

To put it bluntly, all he hated was himself.

I hate myself because I am not strong enough to overturn this imperial power......

Shu Wan's heart was suffocated, every time she thought of that time, when Xiao Yan didn't hesitate to shoot arrows at her, her heart still hurt very much.

"I think so, at that time, you should have hated me, otherwise the arrow would not have been shot out of your hand."

But she didn't know that when the arrow was fired, his hand was so shaky that he couldn't even hold the bow.

He didn't dare to imagine if that arrow deviated by one millimeter, whether Shu Wan would really die in his hands.

But the emperor did not trust him at all, and sent spies to his side, and he had to do so.

Otherwise, if it was the emperor's turn to make a move, she would really die......

"Not anymore." He kissed her lips and rubbed her hair tenderly with the side of his face.

Shu Wan smiled, but tears slipped from the corners of her eyes.

But...... I'm afraid there will be no more.