Chapter 204: It's just that she's so reluctant......
Shu Wan frowned, but there was a vague smile on her lips.
"Ah Yan, I don't hurt ......"
But before she could finish speaking, warm blood spilled out of her mouth, choking her words at once.
At this moment, the sky was obviously very high, but Xiao Yan had a feeling that the sky was falling, which made him breathless, so that his internal organs were hurting, and his limbs were hurting.
Xiao Yan slowly stretched out his hand, hugged Shu Wan's body, pressed her head to her heart, kissed her forehead over and over again, her voice trembling and almost unable to say a complete sentence: "Wan'er, you will be fine, not afraid, not afraid ......"
Shu Wan reached out to touch his face, but Xiao Yan grabbed her hand in time and put her palm on the side of his face.
"I know...... My Ayan has always been lonely, very eager to be loved, very eager to be cared for......" Shu Wan smiled at the corner of her lips, but tears slipped uncontrollably.
She used to only think that the man in front of her was cold-blooded and ruthless, an emotionless executioner.
But after getting along, she found that indifference was just an armor mask he used to protect himself, and he was just a poor person who no one loved and no one cared about......
Therefore, when she pretends to care about him and pretends to please him, he can't help but want to get close to her, even if he knows that she is just playing with him and just using him as a pawn for revenge, he is willing to drink to quench his thirst.
If a person has never seen the light, he will not feel that the darkness is terrible, but Shu Wan is the first ray of light that shines into his lonely and dark heart, so he cherishes it and carefully hides this light in the deepest part of his heart......
But now, the light was about to disappear before his eyes.
Shu Wan clasped Xiao Yan's hand tightly, and the sticky blood stained his fingertips.
She is so reluctant to him, without her in this world, will there be anyone who can see through his pretended to be strong, see through his pretending to be indifferent, and will there be anyone who cares about him and loves him from the bottom of his heart......
Her Ah Yan, without her in this world, will she be lonely?
Xiao Yan stretched out his fingers and interlocked his fingers with her, and he coaxed her with a very soft and panicked voice: "Wan'er, don't be afraid, you won't die, the husband will take you down the mountain now, take you to the doctor, we will also go to put the river lantern, put the Kong Ming lantern, and go to the old moon tree to make a wish......"
Shu Wan listened carefully and nodded lightly, but blood continued to gush out of her mouth.
Xiao Yan wiped her over and over again with his hand, repeating over and over again: "Let's go to the old moon tree to make a wish, make a wish that we will be together forever, do you say it's okay to grow old together?" In the end, Xiao Yan's voice was hoarse.
Why didn't he die, why was he so useless! Why is it just a back, but it also makes him lose his square inch.
If he had been a little more cautious and thoughtful, would all this have been different, and would his Wan'er be waiting for him at home now......
Warm tears fell on the back of Shu Wan's hand, and the dignified seven-foot man cried in front of her as if no one was around.
Shu Wan's forehead was weakly against Xiao Yan's chest, as intimate as usual, her cold fingers gently rubbed his face, and said softly: "I have already been under the old tree...... My wish is that my Ah Yan can live a long life and be full of children and grandchildren......"
It's just that in such a bright future, I'm afraid she can't participate......
As soon as she finished speaking, black blood spilled out of her mouth again, and her mouth was full of it.
She was dressed in a moon-white dress, which was specially selected to date Xiao Yan today, but now half of her face was wet with blood, making her face paler than snow.
Her breathing gradually weakened, and at this moment, she snuggled in Xiao Yan's arms, and it didn't seem to hurt much, only the cold of the sky remained, cold to the bones.
She slowly closed her eyes, as if she had returned to that snowy day, she lay in the snow, watching the Shu family being raided, and watching her father die tragically in the snow.
And now, she's finally going to her family......
It's just that she is so reluctant, she is reluctant to let Xiao Yan and leave him alone in this world.
If there was no her in this world, she would make a wish before she died, wishing her Ayan to be free of illness and disaster, live a long life, and have a full house of children and grandchildren......
Later, Xiao Yan called her over and over again in her ear, but she was no longer able to respond to him.
She felt so tired that she wanted to sleep for a while.
Xiao Yan couldn't wait for her answer, and almost roared frantically: "Wan'er, don't sleep, talk!" ”
"I beg you, open your eyes and look at me."
"Please don't leave me, please ......"
But she couldn't open her eyes, and she couldn't say a word.
Xiao Yan's eyes were scarlet, and he turned around and shouted at the person behind him: "What about the doctor? Why hasn't the doctor come yet! ”