In the end, Shu Wan felt as if her heart was being torn apart.

Immediately afterward, there was another suffocating silence in the room.

There was chaos in her mind, and her heart hurt like a pinprick, and finally Shu Wan couldn't help but speak: "It's late, the prince should go back early, don't let people see it, there will be misunderstandings, this is not good for you and me." ”

Xiao Yan suddenly felt a trace of panic in his heart.

He had the illusion that this time, she really didn't want him.

Where can I take care of any misunderstanding, Xiao Yan didn't say a word, he scooped her into his arms and hugged her, as if he used all his strength, eager to rub her into his body.

In this way, she will always be herself.

"Am I wrong, am I wrong? It was all my fault before, I shouldn't have hurt you like that, and I shouldn't have reconciled with you, Wan'er, you give me another chance and let me make it up to you, okay? ”

"It's just, can you not want me to ......"

Shu Wan was rubbed by him and her nose was sore, and her heart was broken.

This kind of Xiao Yan was something she had never seen before, and he almost put his self-esteem under her feet and let her trample on it.

Proud as he is, when has he ever been so humble.

Shu Wan's eyes couldn't help but redden, she sniffed, and said softly with a hard throat: "Lord Wang doesn't have to be like this, I have already made it very clear." ”

"How can I forgive me? Wan'er, if you say it, I can change it. It's just that you don't fall in love with someone else. Xiao Yan's slightly hoarse voice sounded in her ears.

This time, he was really panicked.

If she really threw herself into the arms of others, it would be better to let him die in that bamboo hut than to hear her say these heart-piercing words with your own ears.

Ten years ago, he had already suffered a heartache, and since then he has become ruthless, cold-blooded and ruthless.

It was Shu Wan's appearance that made him want to protect a person again, that dead heart, after meeting her, was like a dead tree in spring, pulling out new shoots little by little, and finally let love grow wildly, grow green leaves, and bloom full of trees.

It was because he cared too much and was too afraid of losing, so he made too many wrong decisions.

But now, he really let him see her switch to others, so how can he give up.

Shu Wan was once again glad that there was no palm lamp in the house, she could hide her almost collapsed emotions very well, she never dared to look at Xiao Yan's eyes, even if it was through the darkness, she was afraid that Xiao Yan would notice her crying and swollen eyes, and she was even more afraid that she would not be able to help but follow her own mind, retract all the ruthless words just now, and follow him desperately.

But she couldn't, she couldn't be so selfish, and she didn't want him to know that she was willing to take that poison in order to save him, suffer the karma for him, and die for him.

Instead of letting him live with guilt, let him hate himself.

"Lord Wang, from the moment you dropped the letter and went to give you the sachet with your own hands, you should know that we are over."

Hearing this, Xiao Yan's handsome face instantly darkened, and his eyes were gloomy.

"That sachet, I picked it up later, Wan'er, I didn't lose ......," he said, and went to touch the sachet in his arms in a panic.

This sachet was sewn to him by Shu Wan herself, and their names were embroidered on it, how could he really lose it, and how could he be willing to lose it.

Since he picked it up from the lotus pond on the day of the fight, he has been carrying it in his arms and keeping it for good life.

He took out the sachet from his arms and handed it to Shu Wan, only then did he remember that the room was pitch black, and she must not be able to see it, so he reached out to shake Shu Wan's hand, and said affectionately and resolutely: "Wan'er, you see, the sachet is here, I haven't lost it, and I have kept it well." ”

Shu Wan didn't expect that he really didn't throw it away, and he still carried it with him, and she couldn't help but be moved.

Tears fell without a trace, and she withdrew her hand from his palm as if she didn't want to be touched by him, but in fact she wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes.

She turned her back to him, never wanting to touch the things in his hand again, and said coldly: "I have already said what I should say, Lord Wang, it is getting late, you better go back, if you are bumped into by Shangguan, you will not be misunderstood by him." ”

"Now......" she choked up, sniffed, and said, "Now, I just want to stay in the Yuwang Mansion and live quietly, and I don't want to have anything to do with anyone in the palace." ”

Xiao Yan froze suddenly.

In the past few days, he has not dared to come to see her, because he is afraid that she will not forgive him, and he is even more afraid that she will say these words.

Yes, the palace is treacherous, although he is a god of war, he will inevitably have open guns and hidden arrows, not to mention that the overall situation is undecided, how can he protect her.

She was rightly afraid to back down.

It's just that listening to her say this in person can't help but feel uncomfortable for a while.

"So, me and Shangguan Rong, do you still choose him in the end?"

Xiao Yan looked at the back of the window with his back to him urgently and panickedly, so nervous that he couldn't even breathe.

He was suddenly afraid, afraid to hear her answer.

Shu Wan's heart almost collapsed, and her hands clenched into fists.

Why did he have to force her to say these inconsistencies, these words were torture for him, and not for herself.

Eventually, she gritted her teeth and tried her best to remain calm, saying word by word, "Well, he treats me very well." ”

As soon as the words fell, Xiao Yan felt like he had been slammed into his heart by a sharp knife, turning the world upside down and dripping with blood.

"So, I don't have a chance, do I?" He smiled bitterly, and there was a sudden tingling pain in his heart.

Shu Wan turned her back to him and nodded: "Well, when the prince was able to like the new and hate the old, and marry a new love, he should also think that most of the people in this world are the same." After a pause, she chuckled and said, "Shu Wan is just a layman, and she will fall in love for a long time, and she will empathize with her." ”

Xiao Yan staggered back, but he finally didn't have the courage to ask more.

I just felt that every word she said was like beating him.

At last, he turned around, and was about to leave in dismay, but stopped at the door.

Shu Wan never turned to look at him, only to hear his voice fall into her ears.

"Will you come to see me off on this expedition? This time, I am afraid that it will be three months before we can see each other. ”

He originally planned to shorten the time, but now it seems that it is better to stay at the border for a while longer, than to see her deeply affectionate with other men......

Shu Wan's heart tightened, so this goodbye turned out to be a farewell?

She replied in a trembling voice, "That's ...... I wish the prince a triumphant return, and Shu Wan is unwell...... I won't send it off. ”

Xiao Yan felt a wave of loss in his heart.

She didn't even want to give herself a ride?

"Good ......"

Listening to the footsteps behind her, Shu Wan finally couldn't support it, and her whole person collapsed to the ground weakly.

didn't know that Shangguan Rong had been waiting outside the door, witnessing all this.

There was a sound of footsteps behind her, and before Shu Wan could turn around, she heard Shangguan Rong's voice faintly falling into her ears.

"So...... Would you really choose me? ”