Shu Wan couldn't sleep, and wanted to go to the yard to breathe, but she didn't expect to see Xiao Yan standing under the tree as soon as she opened the door, and she didn't know how long she had been standing.

Thinking that he was going to go on the expedition tomorrow, Shu Wan's heart couldn't help but feel sour and colic, so she stopped him.

Looking at each other, the two were speechless for a while.

After a few steps, Xiao Yan just looked at her fixedly, under the hazy moonlight, he couldn't see what kind of expression was on the other party's face, but they both felt that they were obviously close at hand, but the two seemed to be far apart.

Qingfeng silently retreated, leaving the space to the two of them.

In the end, Xiao Yan opened his mouth first, and he said in a low voice: "I'm going to go on the expedition tomorrow." ”

Shu Wan stood quietly in place, listening to his voice, her eyes reddened.

Xiao Yan said to her carefully: "I just want to see you this time, and I don't mean anything else." ”

"Shangguan is seriously injured, I won't let him follow me this time, don't worry."

Shu Wan's heart was suffocated, and she suddenly raised her head to look at him, her eyes were surging with emotion, but the words were always blocked in her throat and she couldn't speak.

She cares about him the most.

Summoning up the courage to walk to Xiao Yan's side, Shu Wan tried her best to calm her messy mind and said, "The prince must return safely." ”

"Shu Wan." Xiao Yan suddenly solemnly called her name.

Shu Wan forced tears into her eyes and tried her best to pull out a smile: "What's wrong?" ”

He reached out to hold her face and looked at her deeply, but Shu Wan didn't dare to look directly into his eyes, and kept lowering his eyelids.

He said: "Live well, wait for me to come back, after I leave, no matter what happens, don't be impulsive, if you encounter danger, hide far away, everything will wait for me to come back." ”

Shu Wan's tears finally couldn't be held back and burst out of her eyes.

She knew she couldn't wait for him to come back. Two months at the latest, or less than two months, and he will die.

She bit her lip to prevent herself from crying, nodded fiercely, and said, "Then you have to live well and come back alive." ”

His fingers touched the wetness on her face, Xiao Yan's heart moved, and he gently wiped away her tears with his fingertips, and he said, "Are you caring about me?" ”

Shu Wan didn't answer, but kept her head down, and the tears in her eyes couldn't be wiped clean.

She was worried about him, worried that he would be hurt, worried that he would be plotted by an adulterer like he had done three years ago, and even more worried that he would never come back.

This goodbye is forever, she still has a lot of things to say to him, she wants to talk to him, but she can't say it, she can't let him be distracted on the battlefield because of her business.

Because, he is not Xiao Yan who belongs to her alone, he is the god of war of the tens of millions of people in Lang Kingdom, and he is their hope.

Xiao Yan said again: "As long as you live well, whether you choose me or Shangguan Rong, even if you will not be with me in the future, I will depend on you." Just, you're all right, wait for me to come back. ”

By the end, his voice had become almost hoarse.

I don't know what kind of mood he had in mind to say that last sentence.

He actually wanted to tell her that if he could return safely, he wanted to marry her openly and always be by her side.

When the war subsides, he is willing to give up the position of the king of war and only be an ordinary couple with her for a lifetime.

He wanted to go back to the small bamboo hut in the mountains with her, as in the past, hunting wild vegetables, planting flowers and plants, and living a carefree life.

But he didn't say it.

Because he didn't know if she thought the same as him in her heart, whether she missed her life with him in the small bamboo house, whether she wanted to be with him, and whether she ...... I really fell in love with Shangguan Rong.

He respects her, so he will also give her the right to choose freely.

Shu Wan raised her head and looked at his face with her eyes open.

His appearance seemed to be clearly presented in front of her again.

She opened her mouth, her throat sour, but she couldn't say a word.

She only listened to him and finally said: "Don't worry about me, I only have one wish, that is, I can see you well when I come back, as long as you are good, whatever you want, I will give it to you, even if you want to be with Shangguan Rong...... I also agree. Did you hear me clearly? ”

"Don't worry, I've left the best secret guard around me for Shangguan Rong."

Shu Wan's eyes trembled, and finally said, "Then what should you do?" I want you to live too. ”

Xiao Yan froze slightly, then pressed against her forehead, and said to her: "Okay, they are all alive." As long as you don't do stupid things, it's up to you. ”

Shu Wan couldn't cry, grabbed the corners of his sleeves with both hands, and said with a thick cry in her voice: "I won't do stupid things, don't worry about me, you take care of yourself, you must return safely." ”

Xiao Yan said: "Then will you wait for me to come back?" ”

Shu Wan's heart suddenly felt as if she was being grabbed by something, and it hurt so much that she couldn't breathe.

How should she answer him, in two months, it will be her death, and even the gods can't save it......

Seeing her hesitation, Xiao Yan already had the answer in his heart.

He reluctantly let go of her, and said with a bitter smile: "It's okay, none of this is important, Kyoto is not a safe place now, it's not a good thing for you to stay by Shangguan Rong's side." If something happens, he will definitely protect you. ”

Shu Wan's hand holding the corner of his sleeve tightened, wanting to say something, but when the words came to her mouth, she still swallowed them alive, and finally she only said: "You must be more careful when you go on this expedition." ”

She wanted to hug him again and feel the steadiness and warmth of his embrace, but in the end she silently released the corners of his sleeves.

In the end, Xiao Yan couldn't hold back and took her into his arms.

He didn't know if he would have a place for him in his heart when he came back, but at the moment, he just wanted to hold her tightly in his arms.

"I'm leaving." After a long time, he easily let her go.

When he left, Shu Wan stood in place for a long time, and she watched him walk out of the courtyard gate, and his figure disappeared around the corner.

She didn't come back to her senses for a long time, as if as soon as he left, her heart drifted away.

On the day he set out, he was followed by 3,000 elites, he was dressed in armor, with a sword hanging from his waist and combat boots on his feet.

He already has a cold personality, and with the cold and powerful armor on his body, the whole person is even taller.

Tall and handsome, a pair of deep and cold narrow eyes stared straight ahead, and his jaw was raised high, as if everything in front of him was not enough for him to care.

Until his eyes caught a shadow, he froze slightly, and refused to move away.

Shu Wan stood in the crowd and looked at him for a moment.

Through the crowd, Xiao Yan still saw her at a glance.

She stood there, like everyone else, looking up at him.

The horse's hooves were brisk, Xiao Yan was gradually approaching, and when he was closest to her, he deliberately slowed down, the two of them were only a zhang, but they didn't speak to each other anymore, and a thousand words were hidden in the eyes that looked at each other.

Seeing Xiao Yan disappear into the street little by little, pedestrians on both sides of the street resumed walking, and the bustling streets became lively again in an instant.

Only Shu Wan stood silently in place, staring at the direction of the team, staring for a long time.

"Goodbye, my ...... Ayan. ”