Regretful?

How can there be no regrets?

Shangguan Rong suddenly asked her: "Wanwan, if the person you met first was me, would you fall in love with me?" ”

Shu Wan turned around, her eyes were moist and resolute, and there were water marks in her eye sockets, she looked at the night outside the window sadly, and said, "No." ”

The person behind her suddenly lost her voice, and just when she thought that Shangguan Rong had left, she heard him say again: "Now, you don't even want to lie to me......

Shu Wan said: "I was wrong, I shouldn't have given you hope, I responded to you easily, I easily promised what I couldn't do at all, and I should be punished." ”

"In the past few days, with you, I have tried to accept you and fall in love with you, but every time I am with you, I feel that I am a selfish and heinous wicked person! Shangguan, you are really good, you are the purest, cleanest, and most sincere person in the world, but I am not worthy, I really don't deserve your efforts for me. ”

Shangguan Rong stood quietly behind her, looking at her.

"Shangguan, forget about me, in the future, you will meet better people."

Saying these words, Shu Wan's heart felt like a big stone had been removed, and the dull feeling that had been in the past for a long time suddenly dissipated.

"I've tried, Shangguan, but I'm ...... I really can't fall in love with you. ”

Shangguan Rong's face gradually became desolate, but the corners of her mouth always had a smile on her face.

In the end, he walked up to Shu Wan step by step and hugged her into his arms.

"Actually, I have long known that what you like is him, no matter how hard I try, I can't replace his position in your heart, even if he hurts you all over your body, but you always like him."

Shu Wan grabbed the corner of his clothes tightly, like grasping the last straw, and muttered over and over again: "I'm sorry, Shangguan, I hurt you, I'm really sorry." ”

She looked up at him, tears streaming down the corners of her eyes: "But what to do, from the day I fell in love with him, I can't pretend to be anyone anymore, even if he hurts me and stabs me in the heart, even if he once made me feel pain, but I ...... I still love him very much, and if there is no him in this world, I will not even have a reason to live. ”

She looked at Shangguan Rong helplessly and said, "Can you let me go to him?" Whether I live or die, I want to be with him. ”

After being suppressed for too long and too long, Shu Wan was finally completely released in front of Shangguan Rong.

Shangguan Rong said: "Wanwan, I didn't know that forcing you to be by your side made you so miserable, it's okay to say it, as long as you are happy, I won't force you to be with me again." ”

He wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes and said, "Don't worry, the prince is the god of war, he won't die so easily, you can wait for me with peace of mind, and I will go to the north to bring him back safely." ”

……

The cold wind from the north blew to Kyoto, bringing the first snow of the year.

The snow fell so hard that it didn't stop all night.

In just one night, the whole of Kyoto turned into a white expanse.

In the early morning, Xiuzhi opened the door, and the entire Yuwang Mansion was covered in silver, and the plum blossoms in the corner of the wall were bent by the snow.

Xiuzhi held her hands, took a breath of hot air into her palm, and hurriedly closed the door again, preventing the biting cold wind from rushing into the house.

"Miss, miss, it's snowing, it's snowing." Xiuzhi said as she added silver carbon to the charcoal basin, Shu Wan was naturally afraid of the cold, so since the beginning of autumn, the carbon fire in the house has never stopped.

But her health is getting worse day by day.

Shu Wan coughed a few times, her face was very pale, she raised her eyes to look at the snow outside the window, and she didn't know that so much time had passed.

It has been more than a month since Shangguan Rong led the troops to the north, but there has been no good news from the north.

"Does Master Hou have a letter?" Shu Wan asked.

Xiuzhi went to the kitchen and handed the boiled soup to Shu Wan, and said, "I haven't written yet, Miss just take care of her illness, you must not get cold anymore, none of these imperial doctors are useful, please so much, so many medicines are prescribed, Miss's illness is still like this......"

"Miss, drink it while it's hot, you can get better after drinking the medicine."

Shu Wan silently took the soup bowl in Xiuzhi's hand and drank it all in one go.

Although she knew that her illness was getting worse, it was almost time, the frequency of poison attacks was becoming more and more frequent, and the weather was cold, she had another serious illness, and when it was serious, she had a fever for several days, and she did not wake up for a moment until today.

But she didn't want to die so soon, she wanted to wait, wait for the news that Shangguan Rong brought to the north, she must wait for Xiao Yan's news!

As the first snow fell, so did the battle for the crown prince.

The emperor was seriously ill and terminally ill, and he was no longer able to take charge of the government, so Xie Xuan "logically" sat on the throne of the crown prince.

The canonization ceremony of the prince of the East Palace, the Ministry of Rites held a huge momentum.

Xie Xuan was dressed in a brocade robe, standing on a high place, looking around, there was a feeling of looking down on all beings.

This world has finally become his bag!

When Kyoto in Lang Country was holding such a grand ceremony vigorously, the two armies were fighting desperately in the cold north.

The snow wolves pounced fiercely towards the warriors of Lang Kingdom, their eyes cold and bloodthirsty.

In Kyoto, people cheered and celebrated, and the ministers prostrated on the ground, chanting the crown prince Chitose, Xie Xuan felt an unprecedented sense of satisfaction.

In the north, the two armies fought, and the battle shook the sky, and the place where the eyes came was full of war smoke and corpses.

In Kyoto, Xie Xuan rode through the street in a chariot and enjoyed the supreme glory of all eyes.

In the north, the roar of the snow wolves shook the sky, and the blood of the warriors splashed in their mouths.

Shangguan Rong held a sharp sword and cut off the heads of snow wolves, blood stained his robes red, and he was murderous, so that people did not dare to approach.

The adjutant general fought a bloody way, retreated to Shangguan Rong's side, and said: "Master Hou, it's not a way to fight like this, why don't those grandsons in Kyoto send troops to help!" If this continues, I am afraid that the city gate will not be able to be guarded! ”

The northern werewolves and Wusang attacked in a big way, the northern defense line was already in jeopardy, this expedition, the imperial court did not send troops to help, Xie Xuan in order to consolidate his throne, ordered Yang Zhong to send troops to help ten days later.

Shangguan Rong saw that the situation was critical, so he brought troops to help without authorization, but now that Xiao Yan is missing, his whereabouts are still unknown, and the northern werewolves are menacing, and this little force is simply not enough to resist.

Xie Xuan sits firmly on the throne of the crown prince, and now as long as he waits until the emperor dies, he can naturally ascend to the throne.

But as soon as his crown prince's position was stabilized, he received a report of 100,000 urgent battles from the north.

The northern werewolves are attacking in a big way, and if they don't send reinforcements, the northern defense line will collapse immediately, and our army will face the consequences of the annihilation of the entire army.

When this news came out, the government and the opposition were shocked.

Xie Xuan, who was acting as the government of the government, sat on the dragon chair and couldn't come back to his senses for a long time.

"Could it be that without Xiao Yan in my Lang country, there will be no one available?"

He admitted that he was afraid that Xiao Yan would pose a danger to him, so he calculated him, but he never expected this kind of result.