After 4 o'clock in the afternoon, Ma Xiaofei on the bed, sweating profusely, and then woke up suddenly.

Turned over and sat on the edge of the bed, as if he had just passed a 100-meter sprint, panting heavily.

This psychological shadow area, seeing that every day is bigger than a day, taking sleeping pills is not very effective.

Touching the thumping chest, Ma Xiaofei reached out and pressed the play button of a Yanwu dual-card recorder.

"Today I watched the snow drift by on a cold night

Drifting away with a cooled heart

……”

In the sound of music, Ma Xiaofei lit a cigarette, took two puffs, and his heartbeat rate slowly decreased.

I just took a nap and had nightmares again.

The same scene is repeated in dreams:

A heavy truck and a concrete mixer truck smashed him into a discus with people and cars......

This dream, in fact, is real, and it happened during the May Day holiday in 2022.

Those people were too ruthless, secretly put down a big trap, and in the end they didn't give him a chance to live......

Back in the past few days in 1995, Ma Xiaofei would have nightmares every night, and he couldn't escape when he took a nap.

I can only sleep three or four hours a day, like those days in April 2022, when I was under great pressure and was about to jump off a building.

I couldn't sleep well, I had a nervous breakdown, and I was in a trance every day, which also affected Ma Xiaofei's thinking about the future.

What Ma Xiaofei thinks about is that he must be stable in every step of his choice.

Otherwise, in the previous life, the blood and hatred of being calculated and destroyed by others will have no hope of revenge at all.

Those people are not only very strong, but also very patient in planning, and it took him a full 6 years to lay out the next set......

In the eyes of others, the current Ma Xiaofei is young and promising, second to none among the young cadres in Long'an Town, and has a great future.

Ma Xiaofei used to think so, but it wasn't until he broke his head three years later that he realized that he was not that material at all.

He is a cheeky person, and he can't pretend to be a coward.

Returning to this era, Ma Xiaofei knows very well that if he goes down this road, he will have no chance to take revenge in this life.

If you can't take the official career, you can only take the business road, where did this first pot of gold come from?

In the past few days, Ma Xiaofei has been thinking about this problem repeatedly.

This is also the problem that causes him the most headache.

Ma Xiaofei's memories of 1995 revolve around this town of Long'an, which has only seven or eight streets and alleys.

Fortunately, this morning, in the reading room of Jinyang Daily, I found the answer.

On the balcony, Ma Xiaofei washed his face with cold water and looked at the young face in the mirror in a daze.

Big eyes, high nose bridge, thin face shape is very upright, after cutting the inch, the whole person looks much more energetic.

With a height of nearly 180 cm and a weight of 58 kg, this appearance starts at 80 points.

It's the bloodshot in the corners of the eyes, it's still so much, and it has to be extinguished.

Walking into the living room, Ma Xiaofei saw the sand cover on the square table, covering a bowl of mung bean soup, and remembered that Xia Chunyan had said that he would make mung bean soup for him.

After drinking this bowl of mung bean soup, Ma Xiaofei made a decision in his heart.

Such a woman, if she misses it again in this life, she will be a special fool.

It's just that the most important thing now is to get the money first......

Holding the teapot, Ma Xiaofei went down the dormitory building, the huge government compound, and there were few people in sight at this time.

This weekend, a lot of people will be playing cards in the dorms.

During this period, it was the spring rush season in the rural areas, and the work of township and town cadres was quite leisurely.

Except for coordinating some water conservancy and irrigation work, all functional departments will not arrange for the village.

On the first floor of the office building, except for the government office, there is no one on duty.

Walking up to the second floor, opening the office of the Finance Office, and making a new cup of tea, Ma Xiaofei took out the key, opened the desk drawer, and found his credit union passbook first.

Take a look at the deposit balance: $2,200.

Ma Xiaofei really wanted to take a sip of himself.

I have been working for almost two years, and I have a salary bonus of about 5,000 yuan per year.

He has also been contributing articles to newspapers and magazines, and his annual income from manuscript fees is still two or three thousand yuan.

But he only saved more than 2,000 yuan.

plus the cash in the wallet, it is less than 3,000 yuan.

There are still three days to go, and the "5.18 market" of large A shares is about to begin.

The broad market indices have skyrocketed by 60%, and if the stocks are well chosen, it is possible to double them.

Capital, what is needed now is capital!

Ma Xiaofei found out the extra-budgetary account book he was in charge of, and looked at the deposit balance, there were more than 380,000.

This money is very tempting to the current Ma Xiaofei.

Ma Xiaofei smoked two cigarettes in a row before closing the account book and shook his head helplessly.

You must not be contaminated with public funds, and in this life, you can't make a wrong step!

Locking the drawer, Ma Xiaofei thought for a while and calmed down.

If you can't touch public funds, you can only sell this face.

After sitting in the office until almost 6 o'clock in the evening, Ma Xiaofei was a little hungry, so he left the government compound and walked to the barbershop.

Xia Chunyan was doing hair for a woman in her 30s, and Zhao Xiaofang stayed by the side, watching her operate intently.

The woman who is doing her hair is known to Ma Xiaofei and is named Lu Li.

This woman is the wife of Lao Wang, who runs a non-staple food store next door, and has a leg with the stationmaster Zhou of the electric tube station.

Everyone on the street knows about this matter, including Lao Wang himself, and people don't care at all.

Ma Xiaofei has heard that Lu Li goes to a big city in the south to work for a few months every year.

Last winter, the old Wang's house was renovated and a three-story small western-style building with two facades was built.

Ma Xiaofei beckoned: "Xiaofang, go cook, I'm a little hungry." ”

Zhao Xiaofang said: "I'm just about to cook, make your favorite tomato omelette, what's up?" ”

Ma Xiaofei nodded: "Okay, let's go quickly." ”

Xia Chunyan helped Lu Li finish her hair, and Zhao Xiaofang entered the store with a tray and made three bowls of tomato omelette.

Zhao Xiaofang handed the big bowl to Ma Xiaofei: "Brother Xiaofei, I fried two eggs for you......"

After eating, Ma Xiaofei held the teapot and walked around the street, and the sky gradually darkened.

I went back to the dormitory to change my clothes, brought a shoulder canvas bag, and went to the barber shop again, it was already half past seven in the evening.

After entering the store, Ma Xiaofei said: "Sister Yan, I'm going to the county seat and borrow your bicycle to use." ”

Xia Chunyan was surprised: "It's almost dark, the county seat is so far away, if you have something, go to the motorcycle." ”

Ma Xiaofei said: "It's fifteen today, the moon is quite big, 50 miles is not too far, and it doesn't take two hours to ride." I haven't slept well these days, and if I'm tired, maybe I'll be able to sleep better. ”

Xia Chunyan shook her head, found the car keys, and advised: "The county seat is full of dirt roads, and there are many hillsides, you should be careful, don't fall." ”

Ma Xiaofei said: "Sister Yan, you don't have a car to ride tonight, so live in my dormitory." ”

Xia Chunyan smiled slightly: "Well, then I will live in your dormitory, do you live in a hotel in the county?" ”

Ma Xiaofei said: "I have a lot of classmates in the county, and some of them live in a place. ”

Ma Xiaofei opened a two-six-lap phoenix bicycle in front of the store and was about to set off, but he heard Xia Chunyan shouting behind him: "Xiaofei, you wait first......

When I looked back, I saw Xia Chunyan running to Lao Wang's non-staple food store next door and took three bottles of Wahaha mineral water.

"It's getting dark, and if you want to ride such a long way, you don't bring two bottles of water, what if you're thirsty on the road?"

There was a hint of anger in these words, which made Ma Xiaofei's heart warm and said:

"Sister Yan, when I come back tomorrow, please go down to the restaurant."

Xia Chunyan put the mineral water into the basket and smiled:

"Okay, then I'll be waiting for your meal. By the way, you can bring another towel......"

Xia Chunyan went into the store again and took a clean towel.

Ma Xiaofei turned over and got into the car, and as soon as he got out of Long'an Town, he took off his shirt, leaving only a cotton white vest with two tendons.

The feet began to stomp wildly, and they sped all the way away......