Chapter 010: I Want to Die, You
Ma Xiaofei is going to Jinyang tomorrow, and Xia Chunyan wishes him a happy birthday in advance.
The two drank 4 bottles of beer and had a good time.
After eating, it was not yet half past eight in the evening, and when he came out of the casserole shop, Ma Xiaofei was ready to send Xia Chunyan home.
Xia Chunyan suddenly said: "It's still early, Xiaofei, accompany me to the river for a walk." ”
Normally, Xia Chunyan's barber shop closes around 9 p.m.
Ma Xiaofei said, "Okay, then let's go for a walk." ”
The moon is fifteen and sixteen round, and the moonlight is better tonight.
Ma Xiaofei rode a bicycle and took Xia Chunyan Street to the Shenquan River.
The town of Long'an is located in a river loop, surrounded by water on three sides, like a peninsula.
The river flows quietly, reflecting a full moon, the sound of frogs in the fields, and the crickets in the grass.
Ma Xiaofei pushed the bicycle, and the two walked along a bluestone path by the river, and when they reached a stone step, Xia Chunyan proposed to sit.
The two sat down and got very close, and there was a faint fragrance coming from Xia Chunyan's body.
Ma Xiaofei guessed that this was Xia Chunyan's body fragrance, a very charming taste.
Sitting down, Xia Chunyan suddenly asked, "Xiaofei, were you sad when you broke up with Fang Ling?" ”
Ma Xiaofei shook his head and said: "I am not a person with her, I can't talk about sadness, there may be a little regret, she is my first love after all." ”
"You're still in love with her, really?"
"Sister Yan, I can't lie to anyone."
"You're so handsome, you haven't been in love in school, have you?"
"When I was in high school, I just wanted to concentrate on my studies, and the school was very strict, and between male and female classmates, it was also very simple, and there were very few people in love.
Later, when I was in a finance school, several girls did come to me, and I was focused on studying and didn't want to fall in love.
Besides, the living expenses sent by my family every month, plus the living allowance from the school, were only more than 60 yuan, and I didn't want to fall in love, and I couldn't afford it. ”
"When I was in my third year of junior high school in Long'an Township, several boys wrote me love letters and even harassed me.
As a result, these boys were also criticized by the teacher because of my fight, and I was in a very bad mood and was not admitted to the county high school like you.
When I was a freshman in high school in the town, a few boys wrote me love letters, which was very annoying, so I handed them all over to the head teacher, and no one dared to harass me anymore......"
The two chatted for a while about the past when they were in middle school, and Ma Xiaofei suddenly asked, "Sister Yan, the matter of the third brother has passed, haven't you thought about finding another one?" ”
Xia Chunyan glanced at Ma Xiaofei and sighed: "In this Long'an Town, everyone on the street says that I am the widow of the Ma family, the Ma family is so powerful, who dares to ask me." ”
Ma Xiaofei said: "I didn't expect that even I would hide your divorce from the third brother." ”
Xia Chunyan said: "Ma Yong's parents, as well as his eldest brother and second brother's family, actually know about this matter.
They don't explain, and I don't want to.
The streets were full of people saying that I was a widow who had just passed through the door, and some people said that Ma Yong had made me die.
The mouth grows on other people's bodies, and I don't care what they like to say. ”
Thinking of Third Brother Ma, Ma Xiaofei also sighed a little emotionally for a while:
"Third brother, although he relied on his wealth and power to force you to marry him, he is a good person.
He took the initiative to break off with you like this, and he really thought about you. ”
Hearing Ma Xiaofei say this, the corners of Xia Chunyan's eyes were also slightly red:
"You also know that Ma Yong has no culture, so it's good to talk about righteousness.
Killing people to pay for his life, debts to pay back, he brought it on himself, it was his life, and no one was to blame.
I agreed to marry him at the beginning, because I knew that he had never bullied ordinary people, and his heart was not bad.
How did you know that he would be so bold, and he would hide such a big thing and pursue me.
I originally thought that if I marry a chicken or a dog, I will live with him in this life.
When he was there, the Ma family didn't dare to put a fart in front of him.
As soon as he died, you look at the virtues of the brothers of the Ma family, fighting for his house, and deliberately ruining my reputation while guarding against me.
If you weren't also surnamed Ma or a cadre, maybe people would say something behind their backs......"
After chatting with Ma Yong for a while, Xia Chunyan didn't want to mention this person, and was concerned about Ma Xiaofei's stock purchase.
"Xiaofei, are you really sure about buying stocks?"
Ma Xiaofei said: "Sister Yan, I don't dare to say that I am 100% sure, but the probability is very high, I will accept it when I meet it, you can rest assured." ”
Xia Chunyan said again: "It's not that Sister Yan is reluctant to give up money, I'm afraid that if you lose money in stock trading, you won't be able to pay off other people's money."
If you lose money, I still have 50,000 or 60,000 yuan left, and I can lend you some more when the time comes, and you can pay off the loan and borrow money from your classmates.
If you really lose money, quit early, win less than lose, and don't fall into it.
If you lose too much, I can't help you, and when the time comes, what should you do......"
Under the moonlight, looking at Xia Chunyan's worried face, Ma Xiaofei was a little moved.
followed with a smile: "Sister Yan, if I lose money, after repaying the loan and borrowing money from my classmates, I can't pay back your money, you just let me make a promise, okay?" ”
Xia Chunyan was stunned, followed by a glare, and smashed a pink fist on Ma Xiaofei's shoulder.
"I want to die, you don't care what others say about me, you actually ......"
Ma Xiaofei grabbed Xia Chunyan's hand and said softly:
"Sister Yan, don't get me wrong, I keep in mind how good you are to me, I like you."
Xia Chunyan's heart trembled violently, her chest thumped, and her face instantly burned: "Xiaofei, what nonsense are you talking about." ”
The moonlight is like a flower, looking at this delicate and pretty face like a cherry, Ma Xiaofei looked serious:
"You're all gone, and it has nothing to do with the third brother and the Ma family, can't I like you?"
Xia Chunyan was stunned for a moment, and then said:
"Are you stupid, I'm a divorced woman, and I'm older than you......"
Ma Xiaofei hugged Xia Chunyan in his arms:
"Sister Yan, you are beautiful and capable, and you are so good to me, if I can have you by my side, it is my blessing."
Xia Chunyan's heart trembled again, and she raised her hand to caress Ma Xiaofei's cheek:
"Xiaofei, you are a cadre, you are still so young, and the leader values you, and you have a bright future. With me, people will laugh at you. ”
Ma Xiaofei said: "I don't care what others think, I only care what you think, I don't live in the eyes of others." ”
Xia Chunyan suddenly broke free from Ma Xiaofei's arms and stared blankly at the full moon reflected on the river.
After a long time, he sighed lightly: "Xiaofei, thank you for having such a person as me in your heart, but I don't want to miss your future."
I'm running out of time in Yongan, one more year at most.
I want to go to a beauty training school in Jinyang for a while, and after that, I plan to stay in Jinyang and open a store. ”
Ma Xiaofei smiled slightly: "What a coincidence, in fact, I don't want to stay in Long'an, in a few days, I will go to Jinyang's newspaper office as a reporter." ”
Xia Chunyan was surprised: "You are going to work at Jinyang Newspaper, are you transferred?" ”
Ma Xiaofei shook his head: "No, it's difficult to transfer over, I applied for the job first, and I didn't compile it." Here in Long'an Town, there is a policy now, and I can apply for a three-year leave without pay. ”
Xia Chunyan said again: "Xiaofei, you are now the deputy director of the Finance Institute, and many people are optimistic about you." If you go to the newspaper office to work as a reporter, if you can't transfer in the future, won't it be a pity that Long'an will be delayed for another three years? ”
Ma Xiaofei shook his head again: "Sister Yan, I went to Jinyang and won't come back."
Staying in Long'an, I have been in the sky for the rest of my life, that is, I will work at the age of 40 or so, and then I will be transferred to the county seat to work for a few more years, and I will wait for retirement.
My personality is not suitable for this road, and I think it is boring, man, you have to dare to break through, break out of a road, and the sea and sky are in front of you......"
After listening to Ma Xiaofei's words, Xia Chunyan suddenly got up: "Xiaofei, it's time for me to go home." ”
Ma Xiaofei was stunned for a moment, and then said, "Okay, then I'll send you back......"