essay
Late at night, all the sounds are silent, only the whining of the electric fan, the faint sound of frogs outside the window, accompanied by the sound of me tapping the keyboard, suddenly I feel something, I want to nag something.
So I wrote this essay and shared my journey with readers.
When I first came into contact with novels, I was about junior high school age, and the first novel I read was a book I rented at a bookstore in the summer of the summer vacation, called "Heavenly Demon God Tan".
At that time, I was shocked, and I just felt addicted to it, and I couldn't extricate myself.
After that, I also borrowed martial arts masterpieces such as "The Legend of the Condor Heroes" and "The Legend of the Condor Heroes", but to be honest, it was not attractive to me.
Until I saw another copy of "Ethereal Journey", I seemed to have found the direction.
When I went to high school, I went to study in other places, and without the control of my parents, I became more and more obsessed with novels.
In the three years of junior college, from the initial paper, to the later MP3, to the Internet café, to the night reading in the dead of night.
It's not about studying, it's just addicted to it.
In those years, some books I remember most deeply, such as "Blasphemy", "Zichuan", "Boiling Beast Blood", "Infinite Terror", "Tianpeng Vertical"
All this, even now, I still remember a lot of stories, a lot of plots.
And after reading more, I naturally want to write, and I have also moved the pen, but it all ends without a problem, but my heart and mind are also here.
It wasn't until I graduated that I found a job in a transformer factory in my hometown, worked for three months, earned a monthly salary of 800 yuan, saved 2,400 yuan, and bought the first computer in my life.
It may be the start of a dream, but to be honest, I don't have much self-confidence, and I don't think I have any talent, I just made some settings and wrote some things intermittently.
It wasn't until 16 years ago that I mustered up the courage to release my first book, called "When the Tide Rises"
At that time, he was a real novice, and he had a lot of problems with writing, but he really won the recognition of some readers and made some achievements.
But because it was the first book, I didn't have enough experience, so I collapsed as I wrote.
Then, the second "Wulan", the results were too poor, and the eunuch was too bad.
The third book, "Nightmare Master", was written intermittently, but the results were not very good, so it was a bad end.
Suddenly looking back, when I read it again, the best score was actually the first book, and it was written when I was the most immature, and it was actually the most recognized.
In addition to crying and laughing, I also felt that I might not be suitable for eating this bowl of rice, and I thought about giving up, but there was always some unease.
To be honest, I'm actually quite lazy, slow to code, can't write without inspiration, and likes to delve into details, like to talk about logic, like to do settings, and the writing is not good.
Sometimes when I am not satisfied with what I write, I don't want to send it.
There is also more than one reader who said to me that your "Magic Tide" is the best written, so you can revise and revise this one, change the website, and post it again.
You can make a lot of small money.
To be honest, I'm short of money, and I don't have such a sentence, just rice, not chilling.
But I just can't get past myself, I always feel that if I really do this, it's a blasphemy, and I don't want to do it anyway.
So, I prepared this one again, made a complete setting and outline, and also looked for an editor to look at, overall, the evaluation is not high.
Maybe, it's really outdated, and I can't adapt to the times anymore.
Anyway, this book is written, it's been sent, and I'll do my best to write it.
Because I have a job, not a full-time job, and I can't do anything to break out or anything, I try to tell the story chapter by chapter as well as possible.
This may also be my last book, after all, the boss is not small, at this age, I have a family and a mouth, and in addition to talking about dreams, I am more about taking on the responsibility of being a father and a husband.
Well, after talking about it for so long, I don't actually know what I want to express, maybe I just wrote and wrote, and my emotions exploded, so I wrote this nonsense.
If the readers feel that the ears and eyes are dirty, please forgive me.
It was late at night, so I posted this essay and went to bed.
I have to go to work tomorrow.
When I was a teenager, I was always not afraid of the sky or the earth, and I always felt that I had these hands, and there would always be them.
But gradually, I found out that he was just one of the many living beings, running around every day for firewood, rice, oil and salt.
I wrote this book, I just hope that when you are tired and tired, you can make people smile and talk about comfort, which is enough!
By the way, in the end, I have to thank the reader of 'Gao Tianhao' for helping me improve the setting and sort out the plot.
Help me a lot, so I have to say it seriously.
Thanks, bro!