Life 15

The three words "Wang Mama" are the names that my children in my class gave me when I was teaching at my alma mater. When I was in BJ, some students called me the same way, but unlike my alma mater, I felt that I had a lot of roles and responsibilities as a "mother", and my students came from the most beautiful city - XZ.

We all call the children of XZ "Gesang Flowers", and I am honored to meet the children from XZ on my coaching journey, they are as optimistic as Gesang Flowers. In the year and a half I have been teaching, I am even more grateful to get along with the children. Because I know how fortunate it is to be able to teach children who are born to be Buddhists. Maybe when I was high-definition and couldn't fit into the "smoothness" of those systems, I quit.

Some people say that I was so cruel that I abandoned the children and turned around and left. However, others don't know how reluctant and unwilling I am to turn around. The children used to say to me, "Teacher, you are too tired, why don't you take a break" I just smiled at them, I didn't tell them the truth, because deep down I confessed that they were still young, and it was better to know about the "sleek" system and selfishness of this society later.

There are also people who say that my withdrawal has made some people, but they don't know that there are some things there that I really can't see, because of the principle of self, I choose to turn around. After I left the job, I was thinking, is it my problem? Or is it a matter of the ethos of this society? I don't know anything about it, I just know that deep down I keep telling myself that "the world is as black as a crow", and I want to "get out of the mud without staining" and be a person who stands up to the sky.

Hey, you say. Am I "polluted" by this world? Well, I've been thinking about it for a long time, yo. Don't say it, I'm more or less contaminated with a bit of a culture, that is, "see people and talk about people, and talk nonsense when you see ghosts"!

I have always told myself that in this life, people must do things that do not violate their conscience. Don't be fooled by some things, your eyes should always be open, and your heart must be right. It's a pity that there are some things, some people who do things against their will for their own interests and in the name of thinking about others. You say, can I not quit? Don't say I didn't stop it, because it didn't work at all. Remember, you can never tell the same thing with someone who doesn't agree with you.

This resignation was very decisive because some things hurt my self-esteem, and I was insulted by someone in this unit, but I don't care about these things, because I never deal with immoral people. This resignation seems to be chic, but in fact, it is not impressed.

Hey, I miss the world and the world! The rain didn't stop, and I could only drink the water of self-protection with a glass in my hand. Just because—how can you solve your worries? Only Du Kang! That's it, that's it, I'm quitting.

Those who understand me naturally understand, and those who don't understand me will be harmful if they talk too much.

You say, "Isn't it also self-protection that I turn away?"