"Hahaha" WeChat group shook a little,

"I'm getting married, you have to prepare a share of the money" - Du, when I saw Du's WeChat, my heart stopped for a moment, ten years of friendship, you got married first.

Yes, you are married, I bless. I should bless, I should rejoice. However, I can't be happy, because I don't know your lover very well and don't know each other very well, and the most contact is playing a few games on the Internet, which is how I know the most with your lover.

Maybe due to

The reason for the "coronavirus" epidemic, I met your lover in person for the first time at your wedding. Du, can you relate to my feelings at that time?

Can you understand how I'm writing now? I always tell you that as long as you are happy, I will support you in any choice, but seeing your hasty marriage, seeing the scene of that ordinary wedding, and seeing the ceremony of the hasty wedding, I want to ask you, is this what you want?

At that time, I saw that your eyes were more distressed, but what can I do, I tried to persuade myself, tried to tell myself to understand you from your point of view, to bless you.

In my eyes, all wedding procedures are

"In a hurry" to finish, maybe it is not very hasty in your eyes, but it's time to do it. But in my eyes and even in my heart, I am very aware of the existence of some objective factors, and I also know that reality and life are different, and there is a lot of gap between fantasy and practice, but, do you know?

I would like to say, why don't we work hard and at least give ourselves the wedding decoration we want.

I keep echoing that sentence of yours in my head,

"Hey, it's time, there's no way, that's good." Do you know what my mood is like?

I couldn't hold back my tears when I saw you say that, including typing now. If these things are told to others, they will be very puzzled.

Ten years of friendship, why is this happening? Now I know, because you're afraid of me worrying, and I'm afraid I know that you've given up those illusions for your own happiness.

However, you know that I am very distressed by you like this. Although I am relieved now, I still don't have the courage to say these things in front of you, because I know that you are afraid that I will be worried, so you don't talk to me too much, afraid that I will talk to you.

Slowly, you gave up a lot for love and family. You have also suffered a lot in order to have a baby.

Maybe in the dead of night, you shed a lot of tears, and I can even know that you have many grievances and are unwilling to carry them and bury them quietly in your heart.

What a fate! We caught up, no way. Accept your fate, if I come to Aemon more, I will definitely give you the most beautiful wedding scene, now you have less and less time to get together with me for the sake of the next generation, but I can dissolve myself.

Because I know that for so many years, I have relied on you too much, and now, you have your life, and I have also started the trajectory of my own life.

Everything is going in a good direction, isn't it? Du, what is the distance between you and me now?