Throughout the winter, Wang Defa's family was revolving around women.

The day before the operation, Li Qiyang took her old mother to see the woman, and the scene was the same as the scene of life and death.

Li Qiyang gave Wang Defa 2,000 yuan, saying that it was for his sister's surgery, and said that he didn't want the money for repairing the fruit cellar before, and it didn't affect anything, so Wang Defa took his sister to see a doctor and do surgery.

Wang Defa was very moved, but the money owed should be repaid, and it still has to be repaid. Before the woman went to the county for surgery, people were still very optimistic, since it was a removal operation, and now the technology is no problem, secondly, Wang Defa has gone to the temple to ask for a signature, or a sign, with the blessing of the lama, he is an old man.

The operation went smoothly, and all the cysts in the uterus were removed, and the hospital did another examination of the cysts in order to further confirm them, and it was determined that they were undoubtedly cancerous and had spread.

About a week after the operation last night, when the woman was discharged from the hospital, the doctor called Wang Defa aside and said to him: "The cyst has been removed, but as I told you earlier, the cancer has spread, and judging from the results of this cyst test, it has entered an advanced stage." Removing the cyst can relieve the pain, but it can't save life, maybe it's only half a year, you and your family, you have to be psychologically prepared. ”

"Thank you, doctor, thank you!"

On the day of discharge, the blood on her face still did not recover, and it would take a hundred days to break her muscles and bones, not to mention that this disembowelment had already injured her vitality, and it was not easy to recover.

The woman is a smart person, after a long time, she doesn't feel that she has any signs of improvement, so she feels a little strange, the operation is to get better as soon as possible, it is done, not only there is no sign of improvement, but her whole state is getting worse and worse, she can't understand, she thinks that Wang Defa and the doctor must have something hidden from her.

Wang Defa is indeed commendable from the perspective of being a man and a father, I don't have to say, everything he does, whether it is good or bad, can be found in it for the purpose of this family, and he should let him, except for the attitude towards Wang Chenglong and Wang Laidi.

Women are on the kang all day long, people have little strength, they can't work, three meals a day and other housework, all fall on Wang Defa, Jackie Chan and his brother can still help him do some odd work.

One afternoon, the sun was not bad, and it was quite warm outside, so the woman asked Wang Defa to help her out into the yard to bask in the sun.

"If I don't get sunburned, I'll get moldy."

"Okay, come, you get dressed, and we'll go bask in the sun."

In the yard, Wang Defa's old mother was also basking in the sun, and the woman was a little embarrassed, as a daughter-in-law, how could her body not be as good as the old people in the family.

Basking in the sun, the woman felt like her pores were open to breathe in the fresh air. Wang Defa took a small stool and sat next to it, on the right was his old mother, on the left was a woman, the two most important women in his life, Wang Defa knew in his heart that in the near future, they would all leave him.

"Old man, it's been almost two or three months since this operation was done, why don't I feel like I can recover?"

"You're doing major surgery, it will definitely take time to recover, and you're getting rejuvenated, so you have to recuperate slowly." Wang Defa comforted the woman.

"You're right, but I just feel that my state is not as good as day by day, I don't know if it's because you cook less oil and water every day, or if I don't absorb it, I feel like I'm getting thinner day by day."

When Wang Defa heard this, his heart was sour, why didn't he find this problem, he could only pinch his nose and coax his mouth, and hide the truth from women day after day.

"Old man, tell me, are you hiding something from me? If you tell me something, and if you don't tell me, who else will you tell me? Wasn't the operation too successful, and you were hiding it from me? The woman asked tentatively.

"No, the operation was very successful, really, you can rest assured, everyone's system is different, and the recovery time is fast and slow, you don't care so much, just cultivate well, now the farm is idle, and there is no work to do, this little thing at home, I can still do it, you just put your heart in your stomach, rest assured."

Wang Defa once wanted to tell the woman about it, she had the right to know, and it was not a matter to hide it, but after repeated consideration, she felt that it was better to wait for the New Year, otherwise the whole family, including the woman's mother's family, would not have a good year.

Women are struggling with illness, and Wang Defa is struggling with reality. The real question is, if the woman leaves, what should the family do? How long will he last? He didn't want to think about these things, but he was forced to think about them.

Time is very fast, this year, Wang Defa knows that it is very important for this family and for women, and it may be the last year that the family can spend together.

Although all the family's money was spent because of the operation, Wang Defa prepared for this year very grandly.

Three dolls, only know that their mother is sick and has undergone surgery, I don't know what this means, especially Wang Guisheng, who is still stupid all day long, this year has passed, he has grown up by a year, the age is growing, but the brain is not long, now he is still young, and when he grows up, he is idle, lazy, lazy, not doing business, etc., all kinds of words will be hooked with him, people are terrible, I hope he will always be a fool, if he really understands these harsh words, I don't know if he can withstand those cynicism.

Except for women, I don't know what my situation is, relatives and friends around me can see a clue, everyone who can come in the New Year is here, Wang Defa naturally understands what everyone means.

On the second day of junior high school, Wang Defa went to the woman's mother's house as in previous years, the woman couldn't go, it was not convenient for her to move now, she could only take two children on the bicycle, and Jackie Chan was left at home to serve his mother.

"Brother-in-law, my sister's illness has not improved at all." Li Qiyang said.

Watching a few children go to the yard to play, Wang Defa told Li Qiyang the truth. Li Qiyang looked at the children playing outside blankly, not knowing what to say.

"It's me who I'm sorry for your sister, since I entered the door of my Wang family, I was either doing business, or busy with business, and I was in prison for five years, she was supporting this family with her life! I'm sorry for her. ”

A man, when he said this, cried, this is the first time since he knew the truth about the woman's condition, he broke down, he couldn't hold it back, he had reached the extreme point of bearing

Li Qiyang looked at his brother-in-law and didn't know what to say. Men are not like women, many emotions can be vented with body language, women are in a bad mood, they can make a lot of noise, they can cry as much as they want to vent their anger, what about men? No, most men can only hold it in their hearts, because speaking out will not solve the problem, it will only increase sadness.

"Look at your sister's current appearance, I'm afraid it won't last long, when the new house is repaired, I said that when it's almost time to clean up, take the old lady over to live for a while, your sister has been nagging to accompany the old lady, do you think there is a need for this? If you think it's okay, I'll come and pick it up on the fifteenth day of the first month. ”

Li Qiyang thought about it and felt that this matter, according to what Wang Defa said, would do no harm. Pick up an old mother, watch her daughter being devoured by the disease day by day, let the white-haired person send the black-haired person, I'm afraid his wife will die soon.

"Brother-in-law, I think it's better to forget it, my sister's current situation, I didn't tell my mother the truth, just said that it was a minor operation, you have to take it over, look at my sister's deteriorating body, I'm afraid that his old man can't bear it, and we will lose more than we gain." Li Qiyang said.

"What you said is right, it's that I didn't think about it properly, I just wanted to let your sister accompany the old lady more, and ignore what you said."

"I understand, you also want to make my sister more comfortable, by the way, I installed a phone at home, and when the village was unified this year, many people installed it, if there is any situation, you can call me."

"Okay, okay, if you need help, you must call."

Li Qiyang picked up the child's pen, tore up a piece of paper, wrote down the number and handed it to Wang Defa. He knew why he wanted to keep this number, and Wang Defa also knew that once the person was not good, his mother's family was the most important, and he had to be notified as soon as possible, this was the rule left by his ancestors, and his mother's family did not agree, and no one dared to bury the girl who got married.

Later, until the woman was terminally ill, Wang Defa had been thinking about a question, why is God so unfair, so ruthless to his own home, even if he has done a lot of evil and wants to be retributed, he should have a head, right? Lao Wan was buried, the old father fell to death, the son fell stupidly, he went to prison, and the woman was terminally ill, why is it endless.

He also thought a lot about what the reason for women to get this disease, and even thought about why people get sick. He couldn't think of a reason, so he just blamed it all on retribution.

In fact, if you want to find a reason, Wang Defa ignored one thing. All physical illnesses are painful reminders that something is wrong with our lifestyle or thinking patterns.

This is not a general sentence, since a woman married into the Wang family, except for when she gave birth to a child, Wang Defa regarded him as a woman, other times, women work harder than men, other people's women, heavy work in the field, and a man can help share the burden, what about Wang Defa? I can't share it. For three meals a day, the woman always finishes the men and dolls first, and quietly sits in the kitchen to eat the leftovers that are already slightly cold.

Wang Defa would not have thought about these problems because he did not know where the disease came from. Birth, old age, sickness and death, no one can avoid it, because no one can compete with the forces of nature, especially women's cancer, people are like fish on the knife board in front of cancer.

I hope that Wang Defa can figure out these things, and it is not in vain that a woman will use her life to leave him these thoughts.

In the last few months of her life, the woman didn't ask Wang Defa if she was hiding anything from her, she didn't ask in order not to make Wang Defa uncomfortable, and not to let herself completely despair.

As long as the sun is good, she will accompany the old lady to sit in the yard and bask in the sun, burying her head in the old man's arms, like a child. Things that she used to think were inconspicuous now seem to have become luxuries, and even basking in the sun is a happy thing. She and the children talk less and less, she is afraid to say a word, just one less sentence, even say a word now she also feels very luxurious, she used to scold the three children, scolded, and now watching them hurt people in the yard, they are so distressed, I can't bear to disturb them.

The children seem to vaguely understand what it means to be fucking sick, and it's a holiday, so as long as they play, they are all around the woman, and they can spend more time with her.

On the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, Li Qiyang took his old mother, daughter-in-law and children, and the whole family came to the town to watch the social fire.

The lively social fire is in stark contrast to the mood of the two families who can't calm down, the more lively the street, the more desolate Wang Defa's heart becomes. Everyone forced a smile on their faces, looking at the woman sitting on the rack car, the quilt was tightly wrapped, and the most flexible part of the whole body was the eyes.

After watching the social fire, Wang Defa sent Li Qiyang's family away, and then returned home. Watching the social fire outside, although she was lying on the shelf car the whole time, the woman still felt physically exhausted and was already tired.

It was about two o'clock in the morning when the woman woke up Wang Defa, who was already asleep, and said that she was thirsty.

Wang De took a glass of water and handed it to the woman.

"Old man, I'm dizzy, I feel that my throat and eyes are very difficult to breathe. What the hell is going on? The woman's voice was so weak that Wang Defa could only hear it when she put it close to her mouth.

"The water is not hot, it will be better to drink the water!" In order not to make noise about the doll that was already asleep, Wang Defa lowered his head and whispered next to the woman's ear.

Wang Defa looked at the woman who was already dying, and tears couldn't help but slide down his face.

After drinking the water, the woman seemed to be much more energetic all of a sudden, took Wang Defa's hand and said: "Old man, I don't think I'm okay, I'm sorry, maybe, I can't take care of you and the child, if I really go, be kind to the child, Jackie Chan and Brother Lai, can read into a book, have a chance, your student, let me go to school when school starts, you promise me." ”

"I promise you, I promise you."

"You are a man, it's not easy to live, you can't bear it, just find another one for yourself, you must watch it, you can't hit three dolls." The woman said.

Wang Defa was already crying, the room was quiet, only his cry and the woman's faint gasp could be heard.

"I'm not looking for it, I'm not looking for it, I must have brought the three dolls."

Wang Defa sobbed, the woman lay on the kang and looked at the roof with dull eyes, there was no more language, neither of them knew what to say at the last meeting.

Wang Defa grabbed the woman's hand, sat on the edge of the kang and stayed with her, and when he turned around to see if the woman was asleep, the result was as he wished, asleep, peaceful, never to wake up again, never to be in pain again.

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