Chapter 90: The Inner World of Your Being

Wang Chenglong went to the county high school with the first place in the town, which made Wang Defa very proud, but also a trace of emotion.

Time flies, and there doesn't even seem to be a chance to blink. Back then, on the day Wang Defa's father was buried, Wang Chenglong's eyes are still unforgettable. Now, she's a high school student.

When Li Yueping was alive, she said more than once that Wang Chenglong, a child, can become a big thing, and as it is now, she is still accurate.

The time of the doll, one semester, one semester passed very quickly. Wang Defa's days are also fast, and the wrinkles on his face have also begun to record most of his hard work.

When the new semester started in September, Wang Defa's family was busier than any other school season.

Wang Chenglong went to the county to study in high school, he wanted to live in the school, Ma Xiu'e was busy preparing the bedding in the dormitory, Wang Defa sat on the sofa, and told Wang Chenglong to count all the things that should be taken to see if there was any left.

The other three, Brother Lai, Guisheng and Yuting, saw that the adults were busy with their sister's schooling, and when they couldn't take care of themselves at all, they were still a little unhappy, and the three of them made an appointment to go out to play.

There is one thing that Wang Defa discovered himself. Wang Chenglong gave his three younger siblings a start, and also inspired them. My brother is already in the second year of junior high school, and in another year, she will also take the high school entrance examination.

Under the influence of Wang Chenglong, her brother's every move is becoming more and more like her sister, and she has inadvertently expressed more than once that her choice is the same as Jackie Chan.

This makes more than 10,000 hair headaches, these two girls, their personalities seem to be different, and their younger brothers are a lot softer, but in their bones, like Li Yueping, they are a character who does not admit defeat and does not believe in fate.

It is estimated that other people's families will not be able to produce a talented and intelligent girl like Wang Chenglong, nor can they produce a girl with a good personality and can endure like Wang Laidi.

The least thing that worries him is that Guisheng is born, after so many years, after giving up treatment, the child's condition has not deteriorated, but it has not improved, and the action is stupid, but the person has grown a lot taller, but his brain has been stuck in the past.

Guisheng is very obedient, if he wasn't a fool, Wang Defa would definitely do everything to cultivate this unique seedling of the Wang family. For Guisheng, Wang Defa looked back at everything he had done for him, and the most correct choice was to listen to Mr. Lei's words and let Guisheng study, live and grow on campus.

It is precisely for this reason that the children in the neighborhood, especially Wang Guisheng's classmates, will blurt out when they are reprimanded by their parents for not studying well and doing badly in the exam: "What happened to me in the exam?" I did better than Wang Guisheng in the exam! As soon as these words came out, the parents who provoked them were even more angry, "Unpromising guy, why don't you compare with Sister Wang Guisheng?" Are you better than you are with a fool? ”

Wang Defa heard this in his ears, he didn't feel it in his heart, but he couldn't refute it, whoever let himself give birth to it, the good one is good, and the stupid one has no bottom line.

As in the past, the registration time for the start of school was two days, because Wang Laidi was clamoring to send his sister to the county seat, and in desperation, Wang Defa decided to go to the county seat to send Jackie Chan to the county seat on the first day of registration.

Early the next morning, Wang Defa loaded all the prepared things onto his truck. Before leaving, Wang Defa went to his old mother's house and made some settlement, and the soft buns and water cups that Ma Xiu'e had already held were neatly placed on the small square table on the kang.

"Mother, if you're hungry, you can make do with something to eat, and send your eldest granddaughter to high school today! I'll go early and come back early! ”

The old lady nodded, squirming her mouth as if to say, "Go! Go ahead! ”

Wang Chenglong sat in the passenger seat, which was also the first time she sat in her father's passenger seat. Ma Xiu'e sat in the second row with the other three children, and the family talked and laughed along the way, this kind of scene was very similar to the home that the four children longed for.

"Jackie Chan, you have also grown up, and now you have to live in the school, in the school, less friction with your classmates, and concentrate on studying." Wang Defa drove a truck and chatted with Wang Chenglong.

"Got it."

Since before the high school entrance examination, Wang Defa took Wang Chenglong to Li Yueping's grave and the lama temple, the gap between father and daughter seems to be much less, what ideas does Wang Chenglong want to tell him Wang Defa, Wang Defa is also willing to listen to Jackie Chan's words. In the past, the needle's fierce temper towards Mai Mang, both of them have been reined in.

"Every weekend, you must go home, cook by yourself in the dormitory, you must cook it, and when it is too late, you will eat the steamed buns that your mother brought you, and you should be in a hurry! Leave you twenty yuan of pocket money a week, don't spend it indiscriminately, put it away, don't lose it. ”

"Got it."

"Jackie Chan, your dad said that you have to come back every week, you must come back, mom will make you something to eat, and change your hunger for a week."

"Got it."

"Sister, it's good that you live and eat at school in the future, you don't have to be tied to your back at home anymore, you won't be free anymore!" Wang Laidi stretched his head to her sister from the second row and said enviously.

What he said said said was the voice of Wang Chenglong and Wang Laidi, but Wang Defa was uncomfortable listening to it.

"Brother, why are you talking? It's like a prison at home! Wang De replied angrily.

The word "prison" is a forbidden word in Wang Defa's dictionary, but he didn't expect that two words that have not been mentioned for more than ten years came out of his mouth.

Everyone was silent all of a sudden, and Wang Chenglong was silent, before she changed, she would definitely say: "You are most familiar with prison!" "It's different now, there is no child who doesn't understand their parents, it's just that the time has not yet come, time, growth, and experience will make a child more mature.

Along the way, Wang Defa's car drove unhurriedly.

The registration process was very smooth, and the teachers also did a good job of arranging all the boarding students, one was the first Wang Chenglong in the town, and the teachers were all surprised to see him.

Wang Defa of County No. 1 Middle School has been here before, not to study, but to worship the Confucian Temple.

In the center of the campus, there is a Confucian Temple, and people who have gone out of the county and have completed their studies have basically come to the Confucian Temple to worship.

Walking on campus, there is no such frolicking figure in the junior high school and primary school campus, and occasionally you can hear the sound of reading in the classroom, and when you enter the third year of high school, the holidays will start early, and at this time next year, they may say goodbye to the campus and go to the north and south to find their dreams.

Because she was worried about the old mother at home, after taking Wang Chenglong to familiarize herself with the campus, she saw that everything was settled, and after another verbosous instruction, she took Ma Xiu'e and the three children out of the school.

When passing by Xinhua Bookstore in the county, Wang Defa took his three children to buy his own reference books for the new semester, and he chose the books very seriously.

Yuting and Guisheng are two children who are born with defects, so Wang Defa and Ma Xiu'e gave more love and mercy to these two children. Time is fast, they have to think about the future of their two children, the two eldest daughters, what will be their fate in the future, Wang Defa feels that he can no longer sit in the master, the only thing he can do is to be a competent father.

As for Yuting and Guisheng, he has more responsibilities on his shoulders, and none of them are parents who are not worried.

After the start of the new autumn semester, the children were busy with school affairs, and Ma Xiu'e and Wang Defa were busy with things in the fields and orchards.

Wang Defa never dreamed that when he was busy with things in the orchard and harvesting apples in his fruit cellar, something that Guisheng made him unforgettable in his life happened.

It has been five years since Mr. Lei was transferred away and persuaded Wang Guisheng to return to school, and in the past five years, Wang Guisheng has slowly stopped causing trouble at school, the teacher also understands his situation, and the students also know his situation. Other times, it's no longer a surprise.

Wang Guisheng's parent-teacher meeting after each exam is the most relaxed parent-teacher meeting held by Wang Defa, and it has always been like this.

The teacher analyzed the academic performance, and it had nothing to do with Wang Guisheng; The teacher's analysis of school performance has nothing to do with Wang Guisheng. In short, this parent-teacher meeting, Wang Defa doesn't matter if he or not, the content has little to do with him and Guisheng. It's just out of love and understanding for his son that Wang Defa has participated in this meeting every time, he doesn't want his son to be said by his classmates, and there is no one to hold a parent-teacher conference.

After the midterm exams in the fall semester, Ma Xiu'e went to Hu Yuting's parent-teacher conference, and Wang Defa went to Wang Guisheng's parent-teacher meeting. And this meeting will make Wang Defa unforgettable.

The parents' seats are basically the children's seats at school, and Wang Defa is arranged in the last row, the farthest from the teacher.

On the blackboard, the three words of "Parent-Teacher Association" were written in chalk, and under the three big characters, there was a dash, and it was written "Caring for Growth, Protecting the Theme of Childhood". Wang De sent it to his four children and held countless parent-teacher conferences, and today's title made him a little curious.

After the homeroom teacher made a summary on the stage, the teachers introduced the subject, put forward some requirements for parents, and explained the importance of family education, and the homeroom teacher walked to the podium again.

"Dear parents, thank you very much for your support in the first half of the semester for the teaching tasks of our class. In order to respond to the call of the county education bureau to carry out activities to care for the healthy growth of children, the last part of this parent-teacher meeting, I would like to read an essay to all of you, let's experience together, in the family, what kind of role parents play. ”

The parents below were already nervous in the nervous analysis just now, and when they heard that the teacher was going to read the composition, they all felt that a moment of relaxation had come.

"Title: "My Mother", by Wang Guisheng." The head teacher began to read on the stage.

Wang Defa was stunned, it was Wang Guisheng's composition, and suddenly, he didn't know whether he was looking forward to this essay from his son, or hoped that the teacher wouldn't make him embarrassed in the class with his stupid composition.

"My mom, she's dead, I haven't seen her in a long time. My dad lied to me that she had gone to a far away place. I miss her so much, she's in my silly head, it's getting more and more blurry, and the feeling is about to disappear. ”

"I don't know what my mother's last name is, and I don't know what her name is, because I can't remember anything, except that I'm not a fool in my mother's eyes, and in the eyes of anyone else, I'm the object of their ridicule."

"I think my mother, if I could meet her again, I would like to ask her why she made me a fool and why she made me suffer from everyone's strange eyes."

"I'm miserable, the last time I can see my mom, she's just as miserable as I am now, right? I have two older sisters, they are both excellent, this family, it was enough to have them, but why did I have another me? ”

"I can vaguely remember what my mother said to me when I was sleepy. She was always saying sorry to me. I don't understand, she's not sorry, it's me who is sorry, because I'm a fool. ”

"There have been many times when I have wondered why I would bring such a burden to my home if it is an extra burden. I thought about going to my mother, but I was reluctant to rely on my father for everything; I thought about going to my mother, but did I think that since I was the continuation of her life, I was gone, so wouldn't my mother be gone? I'm miserable and I'm conflicted. ”

"My mother, I can't see it anymore, and the image of her in my mind may disappear in the near future, but I know that she gave me life. I love my mom. ”

The head teacher was reading Wang Guisheng's composition on the stage, and the parents below could already hear her choking. All the parents, no longer have the disdain they had when they first heard that they were going to read an essay, and they fell into deep thought.

There were many people, Wang Defa suppressed his emotions, but he couldn't stop the tears flowing.

"This is an essay written by Wang Guisheng in our class, in the eyes of everyone, he is a fool with brain problems, uncoordinated limbs, and confused language expression. When I saw what he wrote about his own mother, I realized how failed I was as a teacher. ”

"Parents and friends, every child is an elf, even if it is a defective child, when fate closes a door for an unfortunate child, will it open a window? The answer is yes. In our class, I can responsibly tell everyone that every child can respect Wang Guisheng without ridicule or discrimination. ”

"I hope that all parents, parents, can really care about their children's growth, to pay attention to their real thoughts, no child is a stupid child, a stupid student, only a stupid parent."

Wang De couldn't cry, he never paid attention to Wang Guisheng not to be bullied, not to lack food and clothing, not to be hungry and cold, but he never paid attention to what the child thought in his heart. Maybe Guisheng can't express it, but it doesn't mean that he can't think about it.

At this moment, Wang Defa suddenly woke up to what was missing in Wang Guisheng's life; At this moment, he understood what growth meant to Wang Guisheng.