Chapter 354: Dispute
Harry looked at the man who had obviously undergone a limited amount of wiping, but still looked sloppy and embarrassed, and his expression suddenly became a little complicated.
As a teenager who has been under the fence since he was a child, he is still very sensitive to the attitude of others. It's as if at the first sight of Luke, he felt that this person was very kind, because Luke's emotions towards him were genuine.
He really wanted to be friends with Harry.
And now, Harry can also see that the sloppy middle-aged man in front of him is really guilty about himself, and he is really excited when he sees himself.
This is actually no different from the kind of truth that Luke showed at the time.
Therefore, Harry really didn't think that the man in front of him was a bad person at the first time.
"Harry, Harry Potter ......"
Sirius looked at the familiar face, and his emotions had already broken down. More than ten years of guilt, longing, and remorse have been buried in the tree hole in the heart. It has been brewed into a bitter wine by the years.
Even if he didn't drink the bitter wine into his stomach, the taste of this cup of bitter wine still eroded his heart all the time. The gas that wafted out of the wine became the fuel for the fire of revenge.
The fire of revenge lingers outside the hollow of the tree, covering up all the bitterness and sorrow, at least not easily detected by outsiders.
"That kind of ambition makes us a small person. But it is also impossible for us to become madmen enslaved by desire. ”
In other words, what life brings to me is a continuous and broken injury, although it has been painful, but it is like boiling a frog in warm water, and it is unacceptable. What such a life brought to Sirius is not a thunderbolt and a meteorite falling to the ground on a sunny day.
It was precisely because of my resistance that no one helped me say a word back then.
"Because you suspect that what Jaime is going to do is to make you give up your bottom line, give up your humanity, and become the kind of Death Eater. What I want to do must be to let one party enslave the other. ”
Zhan Yao recalled the bits and pieces of the year. Sirius's every word he said was almost a knife in Harry's heart. Of course, for Sirius himself, that knife hurt me as well.
Of course, that is nonsense, there must really be nothing boring, so Zhan Yao would rather sleep all night.
"That's why I told him that kind of thing to repay grievances with virtue."
I am willing to doubt Zhan Yao's judgment. Therefore, when there is something Sirius says today, Zhan Yao will only listen, and then retreat from the preliminary judgment, and then go to James to discuss whether he should believe it.
Sirius knew something was wrong when he saw Luke's expression. Coming from an aristocratic background, I know that giving eye medicine to people can clearly slander the truth. The content should be four true and one false, or even all of them are true, but only the part of the broken words.
I told all about my discovery, my escape all the way, and my encounter and conversation with Zhan Yao. Naturally, there are some subjective colors, but there are not too few after all.
"Lupin ......"
But what really lightened my face......
And as I said these words, the expressions of the two people under the chairs became lighter and lighter.
That wasn't the image of Lupin in Harry's mind. A friend who makes himself envious. Even in love, he dares to have a head-to-head showdown with his friends.
These two men are none other than Lily and Lupin. The two of us were in a tree at this time, each looking at our own books. Both men had shallow smiles on their faces. Obviously, this smile is brought by books, but from the person next to him.
Definitely. Judging by those words, Jaime's pattern is really too little weaker than Sirius.
Harry's appearance was old in his own right. After all, I've experienced so little. What I didn't have in life was luck, and it seemed that I was close to that woman, Gri. What I ask for is always gain, or I lose it slowly before I get it.
"You've seen very few nobles. You have never suspected that as a nobleman who eats people and spits bones, there will really be nothing to repay with virtue. Even if it wasn't, it must be someone who used the Code of Glory as an after-the-sleep read. And if James Gaunt is that kind of person. ”
If Sirius is definitely whitewashed, the Blake family may also have to take sides.
"You think you're going to have to get down to business."
And Luke's words, of course, I am sad because of the message.
But now, of course, that thing matters. But I'm more skeptical of Jaime than I'm about Sirius behind me. Jaime said that Sirius had not completely whitewashed himself and proved himself innocent. Then I'm going to be completely suspicious of Sirius.
When those words came out of Zhan Yao's mouth, even Harry felt sorry for his friend.
Or rather. As long as he can get revenge on Lupin. Even if Sirius were to die on the spot, I would be willing. Ah, yes, you have to make a bad will and give Luke everything you can put together.
I cried so much that I didn't even know I was on my knees.
Luke didn't seem to be at a loss. I really knew what was going on under the guy behind me. Or rather, I know what happened, but I don't have a real idea of what happened.
And Sirius and Lupin are the same, the two of them are the little master of the pure-blood family in the true sense. Therefore, we who are pampered often do not have the coldness and romance that match our age.
Luke looked at Sirius and asked in disbelief.
Sirius called out the name in a mournful tone, tears rolling down his eyes, streaks of tears under his cheeks.
Luke said, "You don't have class tomorrow. It's too late. ”
Looking at Sirius' face, Harry sighed and said, "Little footboard...... He's getting older. ”
But Sirius, who now appeared behind my eyes, looked even more haggard than himself, older than himself, and bitter and bitter than himself.
The previous statement, of course, is unjustified. Although it doesn't sound like a bit of conspiracy. But in reality, that's just a despicable conspiracy theory.
Sirius looked at Luke and said helplessly, "If James Gaunt doesn't have his own ambitions. The people of the Gaunt family are either waste or geniuses. Just past the trash of our house will be Gerry's cuteness. And the geniuses of our family occasionally have no excess ambition. ”
So, Harry quietly went in and out of the woods.
That's obviously bad news.
Harry was called back by the lit white light, and I squeezed out a smile hard, "Thank you, Luke. ”
It's hard to tell which is more subtle. But Zhan Yao could see that the current Sirius was too strong.
"You think. You may indeed need to talk about the bad. ”
When I perfect that magic a little more, I'll teach it to Lily. Let's just say that Lily is a slow learner, so that there are no two of us teaching the little family spells, and the reason for being slower is broken.
Zhan Yao understands the meaning of Sirius. But Harry understood something, though my political sense had always been somewhat sensitive.
Looking at Luke's hesitant eyes, Sirius was silent for a moment, and then said, "You already knew what was behind you, but it still made you feel a deep impact......
Every memory is a new scar under my bloody heart.
It could be Zhan Yao, or even Snape...... The former is hard for me to accept. So I decided that the worst was going to die.
Luke shook his head and motioned for me to be polite, then brought himself a chair and sat down.
Thinking about it, I left there, leaving the silence and warmth for the couple who were about to come together.
It can't even be said that there is still Sirius that has not been whitewashed, like a very weak offensive defense. Whoever walks past me has to stick to the smell of the defense. However, he was disliked by those who regarded him as a habitual defender.
After all, Sirius also knew that there was no less subjective evaluation, but in fact, it was a convincing person who was talking to him. The more objective his position is, the more suspicious the other side will be.
On the other side, outside the dormitory, Jaime is revising the process of the welcome ceremony.
In fact, it was just a special welcome ceremony after all, but for the sake of mistakes, Jaime decided to watch it a few times.
It's just that now, in the case that I don't have a chance to avenge Lupin, of course I'm willing to sit back and wait.
Before crying for a while, Sirius came to his senses, I looked up, looked at Harry behind me, and said without a little distraction, "Moonface, he's old......"
Of course, the ending at that time was exactly what Sirius wanted. After all, I want atonement. And the atonement should be to shut oneself up like hell in Azkaban, to be tortured outside.
Harry still remembers. One day in the fall, I was still a young man and went out into the woods to practice magic. On the way there, I was determined to teach Lily the new magic that I had newly researched. After thinking about it for a long time, I finally mustered up the courage.
"Luke, does he know? James Gaunt hasn't made it yet. It's about what I'm going to do. Now, I can't say that I have succeeded a very small part. ”
"James Gaunt is a relative of the Mystery Man. It's not even possible...... I'm not the forerunner of the mystery man himself. ”
So before the teenager passed, I saw my friends again. It's just that there's nothing wrong with it. The shock made me lose my mind for a while.
Forget it, I'll leave it to Lupin. I'm also a slow learner.
The more Luke listened, of course, the angrier he became. But the look on Sirius' face was completely fake. And what I'm saying doesn't make much sense.
"Do you mean that, Luke. You just want to say ......"
Therefore, before Zhan Yao was confused for a moment, he said in a deep voice: "So what. I'm sure Jaime has no ambitions, so you'll be my helper, and you'll be on my side. ”
Surely Sirius's reaction was like this, and no one in the Order of the Phoenix would have suspected that Sirius was the murderer of the Potters.
And Sirius is actually the same image as Lupin.
"Therefore, if I can say something like that, it must be something else, which means that what I want to plan is very small. Small enough for me to restrain my nature and pretend to be an old bad guy behind me. ”
And now, the hole in the tree is broken. The bitter wine in the hollow poured out like a flood that burst the embankment, and even extinguished part of the burning fire of vengeance, making it much less flawed.
And now, it looks like my eye medicine program is still bankrupt. Luke was more perceptive than I thought, and that was a bad thing, of course. But on the other hand, Jaime also weighed more heavily in Luke's heart than I expected.
Even now, I haven't been convinced by Jaime. Wrongly, the missing father's position in Luke's life always had to be filled by no one. If I am the godfather who bears that responsibility. So there's always going to be no one to take that responsibility.
"Is he telling you to be wary of Zhan Yao?"
Zhan Yao stood beside Luke and took a step back to bring Luke in front of him. I looked at Sirius behind me, and my expression was very simple.
I didn't even have some adult models behind me to practice with.
Sirius nodded, "They're really good for staying out there for a long time. If someone finds out, they'll be very passive. ”
It was after I sat down that Luke's wand waved in his hand. The white light flashed, and the dust under the chair was not all gone.
And when I stepped on the fallen leaves and walked back into the woods, I saw two figures snuggling together.
But......
While I was working hard, Peter Dwarf, the big dwarf outside the cage, was watching my movements, and there was a strange light in his eyes. Before disgusting the next boy, he found that this bad friend who made himself ashamed of himself also hated the boy. So that love is buried in the bottom of my heart, although anyone with a discerning eye can still see it.
Zhan Yao reluctantly sat down under a chair in the screaming shack. Although no one had sat on this chair for a long time, it was not yet covered with dust. But Harry was disgusted. Or rather, I don't have the heart to dislike it right now.
So before I took a deep breath, my eyes lit up again.
Luke shook his head and said, "Zhan Yao will tell you after he comes, so that you can listen to what he has to say." Although I think he still hasn't gotten rid of suspicion, I can see that his feelings for you are fake, so what he says is bad for you. ”
When Sirius heard this, he immediately wanted to retort in a low voice. But before I was stunned, I shook my head and said calmly, "Luke, you suspect that Jaime Gaunt would have guessed that you would have said good things about me today when he said that." ”