sixteen

Shi Er's grandmother couldn't shed tears anymore, and only sat beside her daughter's body in a demented state. She never believed that her daughter would die, she always felt that her daughter was asleep, and when she woke up, she would be like a child, hugging her neck and calling her mother.

She's her mother. More than 30 years ago, in the days when she and Long Guokang got along, a night of unbridled love gave birth to this beautiful life. At that time, she was younger than the current Yuzhu, and she was good with Long Guokang, and she was also good with several other men, but after she became pregnant, she didn't figure out who it was for a while. She sent this little life to a young proprietor surnamed Guan, made up a set of nonsense, and later, in order to cover up the confusion and romance of the young woman's time, she shirked the moral responsibility of a mother, so that today she left endless resentment in front of her own daughter.

The daughter has the right to know her background, but she didn't tell her. I didn't tell her when I got married, and I didn't tell her about the child who was pregnant with Huang Shaoxiong, until she was shot and fell to the ground, and she didn't tell her when she closed her eyes. The daughter came to the world in such a daze, and left in such a daze.

If she had told her daughter earlier, as she had boldly thrown herself into the uprising of the Hui Party, she had boldly told her what kind of young woman's time her mother had, and what kind of confusion she had conceived her. She thought that her daughter would forgive her, and that a young woman who had come over and a young woman who was now would have a common language.

But he loves face too much and is unwilling to take the risk of losing respect in front of his daughter at an age when he should be respected. Her majestic second grandmother is used to being outside, and she can't put the second grandmother's shelf in front of her daughter.

When her daughter's gun was aimed at Long Guokang, she was scared silly, she had never been so afraid in her life. At that time, she really wanted to shout: "Don't shoot, he ...... He's your father! But when the words came to his lips, he still didn't shout. She knew that if she shouted out, her daughter would not believe it, and that moment of triggering did not allow her to explain in detail.

She identified Long Guokang as her daughter's father. With the growth of her daughter, the presumptuous scene of that night often comes to mind, and many details are remembered. The adult daughter's face looks more and more similar to Long Guokang, if it is not Long Guokang's, who else will it be?! It's just that I didn't say it, I didn't tell my daughter, and I didn't say it to Long Guokang.

Long Guokang knew that his daughter was hers, but he didn't know that it was also his. He stayed with her daughter, comforting her like an outsider, which made her feel more and more sad. She didn't want to tell Long Guokang the secret in her heart, and she was going to bury her dead daughter in the grave with the secret, but Long Guokang's comfort angered her, and she finally shouted out desperately:

"It's all because of you, because you ......"

Long Guokang was at a loss:

"Cause...... Because of me what? It's Yuzhu who wants to hit me, and it's ...... It's not like I'm going to hit her! While...... At that time, the second sister was there, and you wanted to ...... Otherwise, I can't tell! ”

She rose limply and asked:

"Why did Yuzhu beat you? Isn't it because of Huang Shaoxiong?! You...... You ruined the two of them! ”

Long Guokang said with a smile:

"I know that Yuzhu is your daughter, and I have never neglected her, and Huang Shaoxiong was not killed by me, why do you settle the account on my head?"

"Huang Shaoxiong was forced to death by you!"

"Even if I force it, can he not die, besides, I know that Yuzhu is your daughter, can he really force it?"

She couldn't hold it anymore:

"You...... You have a bite of my daughter, why didn't you think she was your daughter? Have you forgotten what happened to us back then? ”

Long Guokang was stunned:

"I ...... My daughter? Second sister, what are you talking nonsense? She...... Isn't her father the sixth child of Hepuguan? ”

She trembled, pointed to her daughter's body tremblingly, and then pointed to Long Guokang:

"You...... You...... Take a good look at her...... What is she like to close...... Guan Lao Liu! ”

Long Guokang walked to Guan Yuzhu's body and looked at it blankly, and after watching it for a long time, tears fell unconsciously, and he muttered with tears:

"You...... Why didn't you tell me earlier? ”

She choked up:

"Morning ...... I told you earlier, you ...... You're not going to kill Huang Shaoxiong? Early...... I told you earlier, you and Huang Shaoxiong anyway? I...... I didn't know until today that I ...... I'm a woman, do ...... You can't be your master. You...... What you want to do, I ...... I can't stop it! Do you need the second sister to think about the second sister, but you don't need the second sister, just ...... There is no second sister! Huang Shaoxiong's matter, I ...... I say so to you, you ...... You're still driving him to death! ”

Long Guokang's knees weakened, and he knelt down in front of his dead daughter and sad mother:

"Second sister, Jade ...... Yuzhu, I ...... I, Long Guokang, am sorry for your mother and daughter, I ...... I only know that there is a country, but I don't ...... I don't know if I have a home, so I ...... That's how you got it! ”

The second grandmother sighed:

"You only know that there is a country but you don't know that you have a home! You have neither a country nor a home in your heart! I only think about a military power, I only think about a person's scenery, which ...... How can you care about other people's lives and deaths? This...... That's something I didn't realize until today! ”

Long Guokang didn't seem to hear the words of the second grandmother, leaned over, kissed his daughter lightly on the forehead, and tears spilled on his daughter's cheeks and hair, like a father who loves flesh and blood.

The second grandmother is still saying:

"So far, I don't blame you, I only blame myself for being too muddy! A woman can't look at it like this, she thinks that this world is set up for me, she cares about everything, she meddles in everything, and thinks that now is the time when the party will rise up, and she dragged her own daughter into this right and wrong and died......"

Long Guokang heard the words of the second grandmother, stood up from his daughter's side, walked up to the second grandmother and said:

"Second sister, I don't blame you or me, we can't sit idly by and watch the national disaster. If you have a force, you must make a contribution, and if you have a heart, you must do your best. Yuzhu and Huang Shaoxiong both died in national disasters, and they were both martyred for the country and the nation, which will not be forgotten by future generations. ”

The second grandmother said:

"They were martyred for the country, for the nation, so ...... What about you? Do you kill them for the sake of the country and the nation? ”

Long Guokang nodded:

"Yes. From 28 years of serving as a puppet military to today, everything I have done is for the country, for the nation, for the great cause of saving the country, and for the future recovery of the central government! Others don't believe it, second sister, you have to believe it! I, Long Guokang, never thought of betraying the Central Committee, never! ”

The second grandmother smiled bitterly:

"What central? What curve saves the country? I'm getting more and more confused, and I don't want to understand it anymore! I'm old, I'm old, and I'm not the second grandmother I was thirty years ago......"

That night, the second grandmother talked a lot to Long Guokang in pain and trance, as if she had taken her long life seriously. It was not until dawn that he returned to Puzhen with the body of his daughter Yuzhu under the escort of many guards. When the car left the Xiguan City Gate, the second grandmother thought that she would never walk into this familiar city again. From the moment her daughter fell, the city was smeared with the blood of sin. Her romance back then and the romance of this city will become a joke after drinking and tea in the future.

Overnight, the second grandmother floated away with her world.

The second grandmother is old, as if she has come to the end of her life......