I heard early on that adolescent children are always very rebellious.

Me too.

It's just that my rebellion is a little different from others, those teenagers are afraid of the world, but I am in peace, gradually perverted.

The first time I realized that I was abnormal was when the boys in the dormitory were discussing their favorite girlfriends, and in the boys' school, girls seemed to be a rare product, and everyone was full of curiosity and ...... about girls Evil thought.

But I didn't, I always felt that there was a person living in my heart, a person I couldn't touch, but who dwelt deeply in my heart.

I started to get agitated and started to go berserk.

I always felt like she was supposed to be in my life, but she didn't.

I don't know where she went, I just want to take her into my arms and tell her all the love words in the world.

However, she never appeared.

Later I realized that there were no girls in the boys' school, and maybe she wanted to show up, but she just didn't have the conditions to show up.

So I applied for a transfer, but my transfer application was rejected.

It was the saddest and hardest time for me.

I shifted all my energy to studying, and I started to study like crazy, whatever it was, as long as it gave me that kind of satisfaction temporarily, I would study.

This study leads directly to graduation.

After graduating, I did a lot of things, and I was successful in everything, but every time I was successful in the eyes of the world, I felt bored.

Yes, boring, too boring, life, how can it be so boring?

But I still have to live well, probably because I still have expectations for her in my heart.

Later, I went back to school, became the principal, and met her.

She caught my attention by transferring schools and made me feel like I was cared for.

It turned out that I was so important in her life, in this person's life.

The days I spent with her were the most satisfying for me.

However, because of this satisfaction, I also became more and more afraid that I would be abandoned by her, afraid that she would be taken away by other men.

So I took her for myself, and I kept her in my own hands.

I even ...... Drugged her, just to make her even more inseparable from me.

I knew I was stunned, and I knew I was not doing the right thing, but I couldn't control myself, I wanted to tie her to my side, I just wanted her to look at myself, I could only let her look at myself, I could only let her have this in her world.

She is very well-behaved and always knows how to please me.

My heart was gradually filled and healed by her.

Later, I gradually became normal.

I asked her if she ever blamed me.

She said no.

I'm very happy, it turns out that there is really such a person in this world, who is extremely suitable for you.

I know how despicable and perverted I am, but she used all her goodness to invade my life little by little, took my hand, and walked out of this abyss together.

I know that I have been very sick since a long, long time ago.

But fortunately, I came across my medicine, and it was my only medicine.

In this life, she is the only one who can cure my illness.

I love you.

No matter where the soul goes, no matter whether there is another life, no matter how cruelly time separates us, I love you.

Peach words, words, words, do you hear my love?

I love you, always.

(End of chapter)