"You claim that the world is not kind to you, but on the contrary, how do you treat the world?

"That young man adores you, he respects you, he hears about the good deeds you have done, he judges you by his eyes, not by gossip, but you let him down, or rather, you destroy his chances of approaching you, don't you?

"How can a man like you be worthy of the goodwill of this world?"

Enid did not agree with Votigen's sarcasm:

"I've given the world a chance, not that I'm no longer willing to give the world kindness, but that the external reality has failed me too many times.

"I don't give it a chance anymore because it's lost my trust. ”

Votiggen's voice continued:

"What about Hevin? He didn't fail you, but you weren't waiting for you. ”

Enid paused:

"It's not his fault.

"It's not entirely his fault, I know I should have waited for him to come back, but I can't because my patience and trust has been drained by others.

"It's not his fault, it's my fault, but the reality is that there is no such thing as the best path, only the one we have to take.

"I know I don't have the right to ask him to accompany me, and I know I don't have the right to blame him in my heart for risking his life for Hara, but I'm not willing to protect me at all costs.

"Because I'm not his daughter, I'm not important enough to him to be essential, I'm not his only one.

"How can I blame him? He came out of my life and saved me, I want to thank him, I want to rely on him, I want to trust him regardless of it.

"But he is the hero who suddenly appeared, I am just an ordinary person who was saved casually in his life, what is the difference from other people?

"Why should I let him take a second look? It can't be that because he helped me, he has to take care of me, right?

"I have no reason to ask him to be there for me all the time, to sustain me when I am most powerless and overwhelmed.

"But I can at least hope so, after all, he's the only one I can find.

"It's just that my hopes were disappointed, and in the end I was alone.

"I'm not blaming him, I'm just feeling lost and sad.

"He's a good guy and he's done okay, but the problem is, he still hasn't been able to pull me out of the mud, even from his point of view, he's done a good job.

"But for me, it's just my own side, and no one else's perspective.

"He's not there, that's all I have for me, he's done well, but if I want to get out of the darkness, I need to get the best.

"It's both my fault and bad luck.

"But this is already a reality, since I said that I will definitely be replaced by you, then why do I continue to pretend that I am the person I have been pretending to be all my life.

"There are always two sides to people, aren't they?"

The mockery in Voltigen's voice was even heavier:

"You don't blame Herwin, but in fact you betrayed Herwin's trust, you're such a pathetic fellow.

"I know it's my fault, but I still connive at my mistakes, if I don't have a choice, I don't want your body anymore, you're disgusting to me. ”

Enid smiled:

"That's who I am, I've never been a good person, no one can be a good person after going through all this, don't you know what I've been through?

"Do you want me to love everything after all this? I don't understand what's so disgusting about you? ”

Votigan says:

"You can't understand what I've seen, I've had similar experiences to you, but reality hasn't beaten me, it just makes me stronger. ”

Enid scoffed, then stopped answering the dragon's voice.

And to her surprise, Fu Tigen no longer mocked her.

Enid arrived at her destination.

Father's home.

She rang the doorbell and waited patiently outside the three-meter-high black iron door.

It wasn't long before an old gentleman with frosty white temples came to the door.

He was his father's steward.

Enid remembers him because he was also the housekeeper in the girl's house before his parents divorced.

The old butler's face changed the moment he saw Enid:

"Miss......"

Enid asked:

"What about the man?"

Old housekeeper says:

"The host is not at home, miss, you ......"

Enid continued to ask:

"Where is he?"

The old butler replied:

"Miss, he'll be back later, you can wait in the guest room, I'll let you know......"

Enid continued to ask:

"Where is he?"

The old butler looked embarrassed:

"Miss......"

Enid says:

"What? Do I need to book a meeting with my father? Tell me where he is. ”

The old housekeeper's eyes were full of deep meaning when he looked at the girl:

"You've grown up. ”

Enid replied:

"Children whose parents divorced do tend to be precocious, and it's only one of the most insignificant of my childhood traumas, so ......"

Enid shrugged:

"I did grow up faster than everyone else. ”

The old butler shook his head:

"I don't mean that, Miss, I mean you've grown up, you have your own life and choices, and you can make your own choices, and I've been looking forward to this day, Miss.

"You should face your father, and I'm sure he wants to see you. ”

Enid sarcastically said:

"Oh, yes, he doesn't even come for my birthday, just because he can't leave. ”

Old housekeeper says:

"I'm not speaking for my master, but he was really sad to lose you, and I know he looks ugly and dirty.

"But Miss, it is precisely because of the loss of you that he has become like this. ”

Enid shook her head:

"I just need an address. ”

The old butler sighed, and then said resignedly:

"White Swan Bar. ”