Chapter 40: Night, Depressed

"Ani You," Li Zhien sighed, talking about the incident a few days ago, his mood was not as excited as before: "What happened in the stairwell that day, in fact, you don't need to explain. ”

"Huh?"

"You had such a big fire a few days ago and didn't tell us why. You guy like it, everything is buried in your heart. I don't know, and you won't say anything about your friend Kwon Yi Oppa. But I guess it's not because the other party has a big background, and you're afraid of implicating us. ”

"If you know, it's good."

"Listen to me first." Li Zhien's train of thought didn't want to be interrupted by the other party's words: "I know that the inner world of adults is always so unrevealed. If you can relax your feelings with a few glasses of wine, you will never say it to others. If you can hide the feelings in your heart, you won't take the initiative to show them. It's okay to turn a blind eye and pretend that nothing happened. I know that when people are older, they will be very tired if they are not careful, because they have to carry everything by themselves. Once you become an adult, you have more worries, because you can't just think about yourself. In the adult world, there is more helplessness, and more of a way out.

Many people think that they have grown up, so they have to carry things by themselves, and before going to bed, they always feel that they will not easily show themselves in front of whom they will still live after waking up. No matter how tired you are, it's day after day by yourself. However, I would like to say that

If it's too depressing, go relax and relax. ”

......

If it's too depressing, go relax and relax.

Lin Zhexun muttered silently and laughed silently.

Li Zhien's change is a little too big, and he has become a little human.

His heart was suddenly a little complicated, apologetic, anxious in his heart, a little irrational remorse for what happened before, and a little relieved about her,

This very complicated mentality made him not know how to answer, and could only deal with it with the most superficial answers:

"I don't actually feel depressed."

"Ani, I know you're very depressed, you don't think you will take the initiative to answer my phone if you don't suppress it, and you won't take the initiative to send me a message." Li Zhien continued: "You told me that day that if it's okay, try not to contact me, but now you took the initiative to find me, you want to find someone to talk to, don't you?" Or that you want to hear my ignorant behavior and scold me, and sigh at the discomfort in your heart. After all, I am not mature at all in your eyes, and I am like a child in your eyes. ”

Lin Zhe was noncommittal, because his throat was a little sore, so he didn't speak.

"Since you didn't answer, it means that I guessed correctly." Li Zhien actually had an answer in his heart, but he repeated in a hoarse voice: "Do you know how I guessed? ”

How did you guess that?

Lin Zhexun suddenly thought of a very familiar scene, but he subconsciously ignored: a scene of a short girl punching and kicking a man in black who was much taller than himself.

It was a few days ago, and he and Li Zhien met in the mall. Because Li Zhien said that the head of her agent's office looked through her mobile phone, and to be on the sidelines, he watched to see if anyone was following her nearby, just to be on the safe side. And as he expected, there was a man in black who followed Li Zhien with clumsy tracking skills. But later I found out that the person was her own brother. At that time, he was chatting with Li Quanyi, completely ignoring Li Zhien's actions when he treated his own brother, and the anger in his eyes was really a bit excessive. I didn't hear any sound, but that action, that look......

Thinking of this, he said a little bitterly: "Because you are also such a person, to your brother." ”

After Lin Zhexun's reminder, Li Zhien couldn't help but laugh sneeringly, remembering Li Zhongxun who was pinched by himself, and couldn't help but confess: "Ah! You really are, rare shortcomings have been discovered by you. He's undereducated, okay? But to be honest, I only found out after I did something to our family Chung Hoon that day. I used to beat and scold him for a few years. So, this guy didn't want to pay attention to me and see me for the past two years. Actually, I'm really not a qualified sister. Since he was a child, he has been used as a kind of subconscious punching bag. ”

The smile on Li Zhien's face became more and more intense: "But I don't have any malice at all, it's just that I can't let him know at all because I'm too ignorant and don't know a lot of things." ”

Lin Zhexun swallowed a mouthful of saliva to slow down his increasingly painful throat, and his voice was a little hoarse: "I'm like this, I'm really too scumbag." You have nothing to do with me, and you're not my sister. ”

Not a sister......

muttering in his heart repeating the other party's words, and finally turned into a bitter smile, Li Zhien lightly opened his lips: "Then do you want to be your sister?" I also want an older brother. ”

The First Cause of All Worlds

"No, it's weird."

"Yes, it doesn't have to be a sister. Because we are lovers, we are all couples who are seriously dragging each other down, even ourselves. ”

"On this point, we have a consensus."

"Actually, we've always had a consensus, and you just don't want to say it."

"You seem to know a lot of things, or you know a lot more than I thought. ”

"You're just treating me like a child, and you're all like that." Ji-eun let out a long sigh, "Did I tell you?" I grew up living with my relatives, and I understood their cynicism about me. That relative of mine sometimes knocked me on the head. The saddest thing for me was that I told my mom that she still didn't believe me. I can only touch my head and comfort myself, in fact, Li Zhien is not so bad, nor is he so annoying.

In the past, I didn't know why my doll didn't believe her daughter's words, how could my daughter, who had never complained bitterly, lie to her for no reason, but now I understand that I pretended not to know anything, so that I could live with my relatives safely. If I lived with my mother, Abba, I would have to endure the harassment of loan sharks who came to collect debts late at night. A lot of things are like this, I know that many things are true, but I still have to lie to me who doesn't understand anything. ”

This guy is really, every word is heart-wrenching.

Lin Zhexun felt that the throat seemed to be getting more and more unbearable. sighed, and didn't know if the air in the room was really dry or stuffy in his heart, after all, it was a little out of breath.

Actually, he ignored it. Sometimes, when the emotions are suppressed, the throat will hurt slightly.

In the receiver of the phone, there was only an unsteady breathing sound. It is strange that just by relying on the extremely fast optical fiber that connects to the bottom of the sea, the atmosphere of the two rooms is 100% perfectly restored.

These pheromones, which could not be sensed in the air,

Silence is not that there is no topic, but that silence contains more things. It's like two identical creatures, close to each other but not screaming and greeting each other, just exchanging their own unique pheromones. The optical fibers that could only transmit sound, connecting the two ends of the seabed, were picked up by pheromones and then followed the pipe to the other end.

This kind of bitter pantothenic acid in his heart is extremely depressing, but he finds that he can resonate with the other party, and the real feeling really makes him feel very uncomfortable.

Besides, the whole night will be like two losers licking each other's wounds.

He tried to take a few deep breaths, trying to fully release his emotions along the white mist, forcing his brain back to the thick reality.