"1." Shu Dong said.

Song Feng smiled, he had thought a lot about it in the past few days, from realizing it to now...... Frankly, they don't know that very well, or that he's a bit of a jerk.

At the beginning, because Yu Zhiyi used her, Song Feng thought that she would hate him because of it.

Since it's not, then Song Feng doesn't need to worry too much.

"Then what do you think......" Song Feng lowered his head and moved closer to her, "How long will it take for me to snatch you?" ”

When he entered, Shu Dong retreated, and his shoulders shrank back again, but this was just an instinctive reaction of Shu Dong's body, in fact, the distance between them did not increase by a fraction.

"Your family won't accept me." Shu Dong's tone did not fluctuate, and then pushed Song Feng away.

"My grandparents are very easy to get along with and like you very much, didn't you feel it last time you went to the house?" Song Feng felt that she was too worried, and followed her inside.

On the sofa, Shu Dong sat on the right and watched TV, and Song Feng sat on the left, with some distance between the two people.

Song Feng decided to start being a new person from today.

"It's not as simple as you think." Shu Dong's eyes seemed to be covered with lead ash, so heavy that they had no look.

"Then I'll hear how hard it is." Song Feng seemed to be at his own home, holding the remote control and changing the channel.

In the winter in the north, the indoor heating is very abundant and dry, Shu Dong is very busy at work during the day, so busy that he doesn't even have time to drink water, and his lips have dried up due to dehydration.

It was easy for them to fall into silence, but fortunately the sound of the television was lively.

Shu Dong was thinking about how to explain it to him.

"Come on, I'll sleep with you just too late." Song Feng moved to Shu Dong's side, and only re-behaved for a minute.

"I don't have much to want in my life, and the only wish I want to achieve is to find my family." Shu Dong looked down at his hand, and his afterglow swept over the thick stack of newspapers.

"I'll look for it with you." Speaking of her family, the casualness on Song Feng's face disappeared, and he looked at her very seriously.

However, Shu Dong smiled, she laughed at him a little naïve: "This road is difficult and requires a lot of clues, but the only thing I remember is the train, but who knows how many times it has been changed halfway, after so long, it will only get harder and harder." ”

"Then we'll look for it slowly, and we can always find it in this life." Song Feng's fists clenched unconsciously.

"That's not the hardest part." Shu Dong smiled bitterly, she turned her head to look at Song Feng, "The hardest thing is money." ”

"Do you know how many families have spent all their savings in search of relatives? Every day I am struggling with the edge of looking for or not looking, I have saved money for so long, less than 30,000 yuan, but what is this enough......"

The Adam's apple moved slightly, Song Feng raised his hand and gently wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, he thought it would be difficult, but he didn't know that the most difficult hurdle was so realistic, and the reality was sad.

Seeing him holding a tissue, Shu Dong knew that she was crying, she didn't feel sorry for herself, she just felt sorry for her strange family.

She has seen many cases of family searches, some parents have gray hair overnight; Some mothers will buy a pair of shoes for their sons every year, which has become an obsession and a heart disease, and there are families because of the discord between husband and wife, and when they hear the news that they don't know whether it is true or false, they embark on a journey in the dust, full of hope and disappointment, and gradually, people collapse......

Whenever she saw this, Shu Dong wondered if her parents were also looking for her, and then she couldn't help but feel heartache......

She hated human traffickers so much......

"Don't cry, cry again and get ugly." There are so many words in ordinary times, but at this moment, Song Feng can't pick out a word to comfort her, because the heavy reality can't be shaken, and he can't comfort her with a fluttering word.

A little out of control, Shu Dong's tears couldn't be suppressed, she took a few tissues and kept wiping, but the tears kept flowing.

"Money can be earned in a way, no matter how much money it spends, we will find it." Song Feng suddenly wanted to do something now, thinking of the wasted time in the past three years, he knew that he would regret it in the future, but he didn't expect it to be now.

His eyes were so serious that Shu Dong actually believed him a little at a moment.

But after Yu Zhiyi, Shu Dong understands very well that what cannot stand the test in the world is feelings, she believes that Song Feng will not lie to her, but when it comes to money, her relatives will turn against her......

So she didn't believe it.

"Song Feng, in fact, you should find a girl with a happy family, who is well-behaved and cute will please the elderly, so that grandparents will be much more at ease." I don't know why Shu Dong's face appeared in front of Shu Dong's eyes when she said this, her eyes were red, "And I'm just a burden." ”

"Don't say that." Song Feng's heart was dull and painful, and his tone was very hard, just like his angular outline.

"But that's the way it is, if we are together, grandparents will not only have to worry about you, but also ......"

Song Feng dragged her into his arms and kissed her fiercely on the lips. Shu Dong's words were sealed in his throat, and he couldn't say a word anymore.

Song Feng was ruthless and held her tightly in his arms, but gradually became gentle......

He just didn't know how to vent that emotion.

I thought that there would be a better thing between them today, but I didn't expect it to become trickier and heavier.

If Song Feng just wanted to fall in love with her, there was no need to think about it so much, but Song Feng wanted to go with her to the end. He wouldn't tell her too many illusory words, because even he didn't know what else he could do to make money after so many years of waste.

After a long time, Song Feng let go of her and gently wiped away the tears on her face: "It's difficult for one person, but maybe two people can persevere." ”

After being kissed by him, she hugged again, but Shu Dong's eyes were clear, and she shook her head: "I don't want to be a burden to anyone, and I can't afford to be abandoned again." ”

Shu Dong's heart is very complicated, sometimes she feels that her parents are struggling to find her, but sometimes she wonders, why haven't they been able to find her for so long, have they given up? Did she give birth to a child again and abandon her?

Whenever this thought came to mind, Shu Dong would feel suffocated, and she would immediately press this thought into the deepest and deepest part of her heart, otherwise, she didn't know what else could support her through the rest of her life.

At this moment, Song Feng suddenly felt very powerless, he had always thought that Shu Dong only looked cold on the surface, because he had experienced too much, so he was more mature than his peers, but she was very kind and soft-hearted, so Song Feng had the confidence to let her agree to herself soon......

But I didn't expect that in this matter, she was invulnerable, and Song Feng finally realized that this was her real shell, and she erected a hard fortress, and no one believed it.

"I'm not leaving." Song Feng rubbed her hair, "Go wash your face and sleep." ”

Shu Dong was still sobbing, she slowly got up from the sofa and went to the bathroom.

Leaning on the sofa and letting out a long sigh, Song Feng pressed his eyebrows, not wanting to continue talking about this matter, there would be no result, it would only make her sad. But now that he is going back, he is not at ease.

After a few minutes, Shu Dong came out of the bathroom, glanced at Song Feng and went back to the room directly.

didn't turn off the light in the living room immediately, this night, Song Feng's head also hurt a little, and he lay on the sofa and couldn't help but think of these pale and weak facts tonight.

Money matters.

She never took a step out.

Everything was self-righteous to him, and even compared to before, Yu Zhiyi made her take another step back into her circle.

Just as he was thinking about these things with his eyes closed, Song Feng suddenly felt some weight on his body, and he opened his eyes...... found that Shu Dong had covered him with a quilt.

"It's not cold." Song Feng sat up.

"It's going to catch a cold." Shu Dong helped him lay out the quilt.

"Go to sleep." Song Feng pulled her over and kissed her forehead.

With his eyes lowered, Shu Dong looked at Song Feng and wanted to say something, but finally returned to the room.

Song Feng turned off the light in the living room and lay back on the sofa, dizzy, but couldn't sleep.

She will also care about him, afraid that he will be cold, afraid that he will catch a cold, and even take the initiative to call him today to explain...... An hour ago, all of these signs would have convinced Song Feng that she had a crush on her.

But now Song Feng understands that these are insignificant in front of her heart knot, even if Shu Dong really likes him, she can push him away with an expressionless face.

Her heart is guarded too much.

The next morning, Song Feng left early, and he was worried that she would not feel comfortable.

After another two or three days, Shu Dong bought some things needed for the New Year, and Aunt Zhang called and asked her to go to the house to have a look, and Shu Dong passed once.

But in the past few days, Song Feng has not appeared again.

Shu Dong didn't go to work, and there were few opportunities for them to see, but Song Feng didn't give up, he just wanted to go with the flow and not let her be so stressed, and he could also take this opportunity to think about what to do.

Song Feng wasn't worried about the idea of others taking advantage of the opportunity to fight Shu Dong, because his fists wouldn't give anyone this chance.

When she was twenty-eight years old, Shu Dong went to the vegetable market to buy fresh vegetables, and suddenly heard someone calling her behind her, and she turned her head.

"Dongdong? Is it Dongdong? ”

"It's my grandmother." Suddenly seeing Grandma Song, Shu Dong walked over with a smile and saw that there was no one else around her, "Why are you just yourself, grandpa?" ”

"I look just like you, but I don't dare to recognize you when I came out today without glasses." When I met Shu Dong by chance, Grandma Song was very happy, "The old man has been unwell recently, so I'll go out and buy something by myself." ”

"What's wrong with Grandpa?" The last time I went to the house, my grandfather's health was really not good, and the smile on Shu Dong's face was closed.

"Still old. Fault, it's okay, can you go home with grandma for lunch in a while? Grandma Song took Shu Dong's hand affectionately.

"No need grandma, I'll be back in a while." Shu Dong smiled embarrassedly.

"The last time I came to the house, it was the old man who cooked, and you haven't tasted grandma's craftsmanship yet, so let's go home with grandma." Grandma Song seemed to be afraid that Shu Dong would run away, and was about to pull her away, when she suddenly thought, "What do you want to buy, grandma will help you pick and choose." ”

Shu Dong glanced at the plastic bag in his hand: "Just buy some food, I've bought it all." ”

"If you forgot to take it from home in a while, then we'll go back now." Grandma Song grabbed Shu Dong's hand and didn't let go.

Shu Dong smiled, saw the ingredients in his grandmother's hand and said, "Then I'll help you hold the things." ”

"No, no, no, no." Grandma Song said with a smile.

Grandma's hands were a little rough, Shu Dong was pulled and didn't want to break free, just heard that Grandpa Meng was not feeling well, Shu Dong wanted to go and see.

Shu Dong's house and Song Feng's house are quite close, just two streets, and this vegetable market is in the middle of their house.

Standing outside the door again, Shu Dong was not as scared as the first time, and he didn't know if he was at home......

As soon as Grandma Song opened the door, Shu Dong heard a cough.