CHAPTER XXXVIII
"Come, take these medicines first, rest for a while, and then I'll go and boil the side Chinese medicine." The water was warm, and Grandma Song carefully fed her wife to eat.
Grandpa Meng frowned as he ate, and lamented in a low voice: "I can't finish the medicine all day...... Alas......"
"It'll be fine right away, okay, let's throw these pills away." Grandma Song fed Grandpa Meng a handful of medicine like a child, then turned her head to Song Feng and said, "Is there any sugar under the coffee table?" Bring a piece. ”
When grandma was feeding the medicine, Song Feng took out a jar of rock sugar from under the coffee table, and then used tweezers to take out a piece and put it in his grandfather's mouth.
In their family, many things have become habitual.
"Has Xiaofeng eaten?" Grandpa Meng had sugar in his mouth, and he didn't have the strength to speak, but now he was even more vague. But no matter how serious the illness is, he still remembers Song Feng.
"I'm not hungry, I'll eat later," Song Feng sat on the edge of the sofa and touched his grandfather's forehead, "Have you eaten well at noon?" ”
"Eat, your grandma's cooking is not delicious......" Grandpa began to sue again.
Song Fengle is happy, this kind of picture is very common in their family, grandpa is like a child when he is sick: "So what's the matter?" I'll do you eat some later? ”
Grandpa shook his head: "Don't eat ......"
"Why do I feel better than when I walked yesterday?" Song Feng sat next to his grandfather, his arm around his shoulder, talking and laughing, like two good buddies.
"Today, your grandmother called Dongdong here..."Grandpa Meng gasped, glanced forward and said with a smile, "Dongdong sits ......"
Following his grandfather's line of sight, Song Feng looked over......
Accidentally looking at him, Shu Dong hurriedly looked away, lowered his head and walked to his grandmother's side: "Do you want to boil medicine?" I'll go. ”
"Don't worry, sit down and rest for a while," Grandma Song laughed, pulled Shu Dong to her side and asked her to sit down, and then said to Song Feng, "I went to the vegetable market to buy vegetables today and happened to meet Dongdong, so I turned her over, Dongdong also helped your grandfather down and walked around in the morning, his face was better, and he helped me wash the dishes and wipe the table, and I didn't rest all morning......"
"Grandma, there is no ......" Shu Dong smiled embarrassedly, interrupting grandma's words, how could she say so exaggeratedly, it was she who never stopped.
But these things, grandparents are clear, Shu Dong is also clear, Grandma Song is saying these things now, just to let Song Feng listen.
The sofa was facing the film and television wall, she was sitting next to her grandmother, several people were in a line, and Song Feng couldn't see her.
"What is nothing, there is, what does Xiaofeng want to eat, grandma will make you something?" Patronizing the old man and forgetting about her grandson, Grandma Song stood up as she spoke, "I'm tired, I'll eat and sleep in a while." ”
Although he didn't say it, Grandma Song knew that the child definitely hadn't eaten today, and she just entered the house at eleven o'clock last night and left overnight, driving for such a long time......
"I'll cook it myself, and you can go to sleep too." Song Feng bypassed the coffee table and pressed his grandmother back, glanced at Shu Dong, and then entered the kitchen by himself.
Shu Dong lowered his head and didn't speak to him.
"Dongdong, you help grandma put these medicines in the kitchen, and if you accidentally spill them here, grandma will boil them later." Grandma Song put all the medicines on the coffee table into a bag and handed them to Shu Dong.
"In a cupboard?" Shu Dong asked.
"Xiaofeng knows, you ask him." Grandma Song turned up the sound of the TV and changed the channel.
With his eyes moving slightly, Shu Dong glanced at the packet of medicine and said slowly, "Okay." ”
The kitchen door was pulled open.
"Where is the medicine?"
Song Feng was chopping vegetables, and when he heard her voice, he almost cut his hand, he put the knife down, turned his head to look at the medicine in her hand, and couldn't help but hook the corners of his mouth: "Grandma asked you to put it?" ”
"Hmm." Shu Dong subconsciously took a step back.
Song Feng looked into the living room, grandma was looking over here with great interest, Song Feng smiled and ruthlessly closed the kitchen door.
Shu Dong looked up suspiciously and took another step back.
Putting those Chinese medicines into the cabinet at random, Song Feng held the cabinet door with his back to her, and took a deep breath in silence......
At this moment, I want to hug her, I want to kiss her.
"Thank you." Song Feng's voice was hoarse.
When he left late last night, his grandfather's condition was already very bad, so he was so anxious that he couldn't wait for a moment, but Song Feng didn't feel at ease when he left them at home, in case grandpa was more serious, grandma couldn't take care of it alone...... However, there is no way, Chen Hui was busy last night, and the others Song Feng was not at ease, he went out all day, and he didn't dare to call home when he was connected to the phone, sometimes no news is good news.
He didn't dare to delay for a moment, and after taking the medicine, Song Feng rushed back non-stop, for fear that something would happen at home. So the moment he opened the door anxiously and saw Shu Dong......
All the uneasiness, anxiety and fear were soothed.
"It's okay, I'm idle at home." Thinking that he was going to mess around again, Shu Dong's heart that he had just mentioned was put down again.
"Shu Dong, you are the worst one." Song Feng took a step forward.
Not understanding what he was talking about, Shu Dong subconsciously stepped back: "Did you bully you?" ”
"Bullied." His chin was gently resting on her shoulder, and at this moment, Song Feng unloaded all the strength he was holding on, and he was extremely tired.
Every time he approached, Shu Dong was nervous, and instinctively wanted to dodge. Shu Dong was about to push him away, but after hearing his voice, Shu Dong put down his hand......
"Rejecting me made me sink deeper and deeper." The moment he pushed open the door and saw her, Song Feng felt the warmth of home again, and he greedily wanted to have it.
When he was out and about, someone helped him take care of his loved ones.
The two hearts were close together, beating at the same frequency, and he just pressed lightly against her shoulder, not moving. Shu Dong seemed to feel his heart, but she couldn't respond......
After a long time, it was not until the water in the pot was boiling, and it was not until the steaming water vapor gradually heated up the kitchen that Shu Dong slowly pushed him away.
"Go and rest for a while, I'll do it." Shu Dong stared at his faint dark circles and bloodshot eyes.
Song Feng smiled, she was running away again.
"Little bag." Song Feng blew her small nose, and no longer held on, and went out of the kitchen.
Closing the kitchen door, Shu Dong was a little stunned, she touched her nose, and then started cooking.
Song Feng had eaten, Shu Dong sat for a while, so many things had happened, and he always felt very uncomfortable in the same space with him.
"Grandma, I'll go back first, and I'll come to see you another day." Shu Dong saw that his grandfather was asleep again, so he lowered his voice very low.
"After dinner, let Xiaofeng send you back, stay a while, it's still early!" As soon as she heard that Shu Dong was leaving, her grandmother couldn't wait to hold her hand.
It's only three o'clock now, and there is still a long time to eat dinner, Shu Dong smiled: "No need, I have to go to my uncle later." ”
This is not Shu Dong's excuse, she was going to go in the morning after buying vegetables, but she was not at ease when she saw her grandfather's situation, so she called Uncle Jian Zhou and said that she would go again in the afternoon.
"That's it...... Let the breeze send you over for a moment. When Grandma Song heard this reason, she no longer stayed with Shu Dong, for fear that her adoptive parents would embarrass her again.
"In broad daylight, I'll go back by myself." Shu Dong said to his grandmother with a smile, and then glanced at Song Feng, "Let him rest at home." ”
Grandma Song didn't feel sorry for Song Feng, but she wanted to create opportunities for the two of them, and she was in a dilemma.
"I'll take you downstairs." Song Feng put on his clothes.
"No ......"
Shu Dong was about to excuse herself, but Song Feng had already pushed her to the entrance, and the two of them changed their shoes and went out.
Originally, the house was on the first floor, and after coming out, Shu Dong looked up at him: "Go back." ”
Song Feng didn't speak, grabbed her shoulders and continued to walk forward.
Shu Dong dodged to the side, leaving a safe distance between the two of them.
"What are you doing at their house?" Song Feng was very reluctant to Shu Dong to go to their house, afraid that she would be bullied.
"Aunt Zhang said that the family was busy, so let me go back and help her do something." Shu Dong is okay in his heart, they haven't come to her recently, everyone is playing familiar and unfamiliar roles.
"Come back early when you're done, call me if you have something." The sun was still warm at three or four o'clock in the afternoon, and Song Feng could see her curled eyelashes when she looked down.
"Hmm." Shu Dong looked at the ground and walked forward slowly, "You too, tell me if you are too busy at home." ”
Unconsciously walked to the door of the community, the two of them stood facing each other, I don't know if the sun was too bright, Shu Dong's eyes were also very warm, "Let's go." ”
"Okay."
Shu Dong glanced at Song Feng again, turned around and put on the hat on the black cotton jacket, and left.
Looking at her back, Song Feng was very complicated in his heart, now, he really didn't have the ability to give her a good life and what she wanted......
Without waiting for Shu Dong to turn the corner, Song Feng went back, and he didn't dare to leave for too long now in the situation at home.
After going back, Song Feng slept for a while, but he didn't sleep long, pretending that he wouldn't sleep too deeply, and in the afternoon, he helped his grandmother prepare some things for the New Year.
That night, grandpa didn't get worse anymore, he went to bed early after taking medicine, and although Song Feng could still hear the cough in the next room, it was not as scared as last night.
In the twenty-ninth year, Song Feng woke up and found that his grandmother was eating breakfast, and his grandfather seemed to have finished eating and was walking in the living room.
"Isn't it better today?" Song Feng walked up to his grandfather with a smile and found that his eyes were obviously not so swollen.
"Well, it's much better, I can get out of bed and walk away." Grandpa Meng moved slowly, still a little out of breath when he listened carefully to what he said.
"Okay, then let's go downstairs when it's almost noon." When he opened his eyes and saw that his grandfather was improving, the clouds that had accumulated in Song Feng's heart finally dispersed, and he even felt that the air was a lot fresher when he breathed.
"Xiaofeng, go eat." Grandma Song sat at the dining table and urged.
"Okay, got it."
Normally, Song Feng came back late at night in the Internet café, and he definitely couldn't get up the next day, but no matter how late his grandmother was, he kept breakfast for him.
In the afternoon, Song Feng took his grandfather and grandmother downstairs for a walk, but he didn't go too far, for fear that his grandfather's body would not be able to bear it.
While walking outside, Song Feng received a message.
Shu Dong: Is Grandpa better?
Song Feng smiled, looking at the avatar of the little train at this moment, he felt very good, and he slowly typed with one hand-
-Much better
-Grandma asked if you came to the house for dinner tonight?
After that, Shu Dong didn't come back until he went to bed at night, and Song Feng didn't wait for an answer.
Chinese New Year's Eve has arrived.
originally thought that this annual party would pass smoothly, but in the middle of the night, Song Feng was suddenly woken up by his grandmother, and everything became gray again.
"At three or four o'clock in the morning, I started coughing again, I felt stuffy, and I didn't dare to sleep all night......" Grandma Song didn't know what to do, so she had to wake up Song Feng.
Originally, he was still sleepy-eyed, Song Feng hurriedly got up from the bed and strode to the next room.
When I went in, I found that my grandfather was sitting on the bed and leaning back, but he was only wearing a warm coat, and he was thin like an empty shell, with red and swollen eyes and even a swollen face......
Song Feng hurriedly sat on the edge of the bed and grabbed his grandfather's hand: "Do you still feel out of breath?" ”
"Uncomfortable...... Out of breath......"
"Shall we go to the hospital?" Song Feng touched his grandfather's forehead.
"Don't go...... Don't go to the hospital......"
"I don't know how to treat diseases, and my grandmother is not a doctor, so I can't get better if I stay up at home, and the doctor will have a way to go to the hospital." Song Feng lowered his voice, but his voice trembled a little, and the hand hanging on the quilt was tightly clenched.
"Don't go ......" Grandpa Meng closed his eyes and leaned on the pillow, all his strength was used to breathe.
"Old man, listen to Xiaofeng, shall we go to the hospital?" Grandma Song was wearing reading glasses, her face was covered with deep wrinkles, and overnight, her gray hair seemed to be even whiter.
"If you don't go...... Ahem...... If you don't go, you have to make me cough cough...... Angry! Grandpa Meng sat up suddenly, coughing violently, his forehead and neck were covered with green tendons, as if he wanted to cough out his internal organs.
Grandma Song and Song Feng hurriedly stepped forward, and Song Feng patted Grandpa's back: "Don't go, don't go, don't be angry...... Grandma, you go and boil the side medicine first. ”
"I'm staying up, I'll go see if it's okay." Grandma Song hurriedly went to the kitchen.
After a while, Grandpa Meng calmed down and slowly closed his eyes again.
The window was open, the cold air was pouring in, the room was cold, Song Feng walked to the window, ready to close the window.
"Don't turn it off...... Sullen ......" Grandpa Meng closed his eyes, and his weak body caused him to even speak slurred.
"Well, it's not."
The window was halfway closed, Song Feng's movements stopped, his fingers pinched the edge of the window, the bone joints were flushed with a blue and white, and the strength was a little greater, and the edge of the window seemed to be crushed.
Facing the heavy night, Song Feng's eyes were red, and he exhaled deeply......
What should he do?