The spring cold is steep, and there is a gap in the last row of windows, and now that the heating has stopped, Shu Dong's hands have always been cold lately.

However, the cup in his hand at the moment is very warm......

Shu Dong looked around for another week, and she was a girl everywhere she looked, and the corners of her mouth couldn't help but show a faint smile, but she didn't notice it.

Today is Saturday, there is only one guest with an appointment, Shu Dong put away the utensils and maintained them after he was busy, and only went downstairs after everything was cleaned up, and just arrived at the corner of the stairs, he saw Brother Lin sitting on the sofa.

"Dongdong, come and sit down for a while." Brother Lin beckoned to Shu Dong.

"I'm pretty idle today, I'm not tired." Shu Dong smiled, sat on the sofa beside Brother Lin and poured a glass of water.

Brother Lin opened the cabinet under the coffee table, grabbed out a handful of snacks and put them on the coffee table: "That's just when it's not busy today, let's chat for a while." ”

"Huh?" The water was a little hot, Shu Dong was carefully holding the cup, and looked up when he heard his words. Brother Lin is usually very aggressive, but suddenly like this, Shu Dong feels a little strange......

"Don't be nervous, just chatter." Brother Lin smiled and looked around the store, "This store has been open for nearly ten years, and you have been here for five years, Xiaodong, I have always regarded you as a sister, I used to think that you were still young, but now that you are twenty years old, my brother wants to know what your plans are in the future." ”

What are your plans for the future?

When Brother Lin mentioned these words, Shu Dong's eyes were a little dull, because her mind was completely blank for the future.

"I want to find my family." Shu Dong lowered his head, and his gaze fell on the coffee table.

"What if you can't find it?" When he said this, Brother Lin felt a little unbearable, he had always comforted and encouraged her, and he would definitely find it.

But the sky often does not fulfill people's wishes, and the reality is often not as beautiful as imagined.

Shu Dong's eyes moved slightly, her face was calm and she couldn't see anything abnormal, but she unconsciously bit her lower lip, leaving a deep imprint, and if it went a little deeper, she might see blood.

"Then keep looking." Her indifferent nature is extremely stubborn in this matter.

"Got married?" Although Brother Lin's nerve lines are relatively thick, he knows Shu Dong very well, for example, she is very sad now.

"Didn't think about ......"

"Xiaodong, there are still a lot of rules and regulations for girls in a small city like ours, you were young before, but now that you are growing up, you will always have to marry in the future, when others hear that you are working in a tattoo parlor, you will inevitably have prejudices, you will think about what you want to do in the future, of course, brother will always have your place here."

"Thank you, Brother Lin."

Shu Dong has a deep understanding of this prejudice, but she doesn't know what she can do, she is very confused about the future, and she has only one ethereal wish.

Opening the window, Lin Feng lit a cigarette, and after being silent for a while, he said, "Then let's not talk about how about getting married in the future, don't you even have a boyfriend now?" You can't beat everyone to death just because of one Yu Zhiyi, right? ”

As if he knew what Brother Lin was going to say next, Shu Dong didn't speak, and poured another glass of water.

"Song Feng has been coming to you for half a year, I think he's pretty good, don't you like it?" Shu Dong is like a younger sister, but Lin Feng has never intervened in her emotional affairs, but she has been a little anxious recently.

"Did he come to you?" Shu Dong intuitively felt that this was another trick by Song Feng.

But she didn't understand that Boss Song disdained to say good things to others in this kind of matter.

"No, I'm afraid you'll miss the right person." It's been half a year, as a person who has come over, Lin Feng understands Song Feng's mind very well, and he himself has been observing for a long time, and he can't figure out what the problem is.

Shu Dong smiled and looked at the sky through the window: "Although I am not disappointed in everyone because of Yu Zhiyi, it also makes me understand a lot of truths, and my feelings are very unreliable." ”

"Then you have to try, in your heart, Song Feng is the same as Yu Zhiyi?" is obviously a twenty-year-old girl, how can she seem to see through the red dust? Lin Feng was a little crying and laughing while feeling distressed.

Shu Dong shook his head.

Song Feng is very good, but she is afraid that after getting a boyfriend, she will fall too deep and forget her original intention.

This reason may seem unclear to others, but it is very realistic for Shu Dong.

For her family, she had no idea or anticipate it. If she is with someone else in Hecheng, gets married and has children, she will still be far away from her parents in the future. What if her parents don't approve of her staying in Hecheng? What about a family that doesn't even agree with her? In addition, she is not sure whether her future partner will support her to find relatives, of course, Song Feng said that she would, but people's hearts will become ......

So those trivial questions will cause trouble for Shu Dong in the future.

She grew up in Tsurujo, but her heart is not here.

Whether she can find it or not, her heart is not in Crane City, so the best thing to do is not to leave any bonds in this city.

After so many years, family affection will not be her trouble, and she will not want love to be in the future.

"Xiaodong, I know what you're thinking, but it's too heavy for you as a girl." Lin Feng lit another cigarette and sighed silently in his heart, "Listen to my brother's words, first live the present, you see how many car accidents and accidents there are on the road every day, for some people, they have no tomorrow." ”

It was like a stone thrown into the heart lake, rippling round and round, Shu Dong's mind had a brief blank, and he suddenly felt a little sour in his heart, as well as fear......

Is there no tomorrow?

"Let's live happily today, and then think about tomorrow, at the age of twenty, you should look like you are twenty years old, and find someone to bear with you in the future, I think Song Feng is good."

I had never seen Brother Lin so serious, originally because of his words, his heart was a little confused, but when he heard the end, Shu Dong suddenly felt that something was wrong......

How did you end up with Song Feng?

"Are you going out drinking together again?" Shu Dong smiled and looked into his eyes, trying to find clues.

"No, your sister-in-law won't let me go out now......" Lin Feng was talking when his mobile phone rang, he took it out and looked at it and said to Shu Dong, "Your sister-in-law asked me to go home for dinner at noon, there is no one this afternoon, you can go back after eating at noon, I will come back in the afternoon when I am free." ”

"It's okay, I don't have any ......"

"Go out with friends more, I'm leaving!"

Brother Lin left in a hurry, he couldn't believe that someone like him was so fun-loving, and after he got married, he said that he would take it away. Brother Lin and his sister-in-law have a good relationship, every time Shu Dong sees them, she will have more confidence in their relationship, maybe she will also meet someone like Brother Lin, who is very good to her...... Shu Dong once thought that person was Yu Zhiyi.

Therefore, there are still a few feelings like Brother Lin and his sister-in-law.

"Are you waiting for me to come?"

Shu Dong was looking out of the door in a daze, when Song Feng suddenly came in without warning, cast a shadow on the ground, and slowly walked to the sofa against the light.

Shu Dong; "Nope."

Song Feng: "Eat together at noon?" ”

I don't know why he always jumps so much, Shu Dong glanced at him: "What to eat?" ”

"Hot pot, pizza, barbecue?" Song Feng's answer was completely brainless.

"No appetite." Shu Dong shook his head.

"Then eat me."

“…… Dirty. ”

"Let's go wash together." Song Feng smiled with waves and began to stretch out his magic grasp to the pure girl.

"Don't move." Seeing him coming, Shu Dong was a little nervous, and hurriedly hid back, so that he accidentally lay on the sofa.

"......" Song Feng paused, he looked down at the person on the sofa, his Adam's apple moved slightly, "This is, lying flat?" ”

His face was a little hot, Shu Dong hurriedly sat up and tidied up his hair and clothes, "You go, don't eat." ”

"Angry? Then I'll lie flat. Song Feng made a gesture to fall on the sofa.

"Go away!" Shu Dong pushed him hard.

Her legs were pushed hard by her, but her strength was like a joke to Song Feng, he couldn't help laughing, and sat beside her in an an inch before she exploded: "Shu Dong, you are getting more and more irritable now, like a little poodle." ”

"Because you're too much." Shu Dong's voice was a little cold, but his cheeks were slightly red because of the fight just now, and his hair was a little messy.

Song Feng felt very itchy in his heart.

I want to bully.

But he held back: "Hang out with me in May?" ”

Unlike the last direct refusal, Shu Dong didn't speak.

Brother Lin's words just now gradually took root in Shu Dong's heart, and she was a little messy now.

Especially when Song Feng was so close.

"Aren't you going to eat?" Shu Dong looked down at the water cup on the coffee table.

She was always running away, and Song Feng smiled helplessly: "Let's go, there is a new barbecue restaurant in the North Ring, and there may be a queue on Saturday." ”

"Then eat the rest." Shu Dong has no obsession with eating.

Locking the shop, they had just turned the corner when they saw Chen Hui coming down from the upper floor.

"Eat and have fun." Chen Hui almost hung a welcome banner on his body.

"Aren't you going?" Shu Dong turned his head and asked him.

"Hmm...... Can I go? Chen Hui glanced at Song Feng.

Song Feng smiled lazily, but his eyes were full of threats.

"No, I can't go, bye-bye!" Chen Hui went upstairs very sensibly.

Song Feng pulled Shu Dong and continued to walk forward: "He wants to take care of it in the store." ”

Shu Dong distanced himself from him: "I don't believe it." ”

originally thought that Chen Hui had only agreed in Shu Dong, but now he is more and more afraid of being alone with him......

"Shu Dong, did you say we're dating now?" Song Feng is wave again.

"It's not." Shu Dong did not drag his feet.

"What's that?"

"Eat."

Song Feng couldn't help but hook the corners of his mouth and rubbed her head.

After eating, Shu Dong was taken to an Internet café by Song Feng again.

She walked to the back row and found something on the table next to her, but the person was not there, so she should go to the bathroom.

Shu Dong didn't care, entered the account password, she didn't really want to play games today, she opened the movie she watched half of last time, and just watched it for two minutes, when someone suddenly tapped her on the shoulder.

"Sister Dongdong, long time no see." Xu Yinyin smiled and pulled a tissue from her bag and wiped the water off her hands.

"Long time no see." Shu Dong didn't expect it to be her.

"I just bought the second cup of milk tea at half price, so I bought two cups, and this cup is for you." Xu Yinyin put a large cup of milk tea in front of Shu Dong.

"No, I'm ......"

"You're welcome, or I won't be able to finish two glasses, and I'll guess you'll be there when I come." Xu Yinyin smiled, with two dimples on her face looking very cute, "Just invite me to drink next time!" ”

Shu Dong was a little embarrassed: "Okay, let me know when you come next time." ”

Shu Dong's temperament is a bit slow and indifferent, so she has almost no friends, and a more lively personality like Xu Yinyin may still get along.

"I still sneaked out this time, my dad went shopping on a business trip, and no one was home." Xu Yinyin laughed ghostly.

"Don't leave your studies behind." Shu Dong pressed the pause button on the movie.

"I'll tell you secretly, in fact, I'm not here to play games......" Xu Yinyin quietly glanced ahead, a little shy, "You know Senior Song Feng, you don't know how good he is in school, it's been almost four years since he graduated, but as long as he is mentioned in the school post bar forum, the post will be popular." ”

"So powerful?" Shu Dong bit the milk tea straw and asked casually.

"Of course, every time I take physics and mathematics class to this day, the teacher always says that we are all stupid, and I have only seen Senior Song Feng completely make the finale question for so many years......

The girl's voice continued, but gradually turned into a voiceover, Shu Dong looked at the lower right corner of the monitor in distraction, his heart seemed to have rubble rolling down, and it was accompanied by echoes, rumbling and shaking......

At that time, he only said that he did not go to the exam, but did not mention his results......

Shu Dong suddenly felt that his chest was very blocked, and he was a little out of breath.

"Sister Dongdong, what's wrong with you?" Xu Yinyin was saying that Shu Dong's expression was wrong.

"It's nothing, excuse me, where did you go?" Shu Dong hid the emotions on his face.

"Senior Song Feng's things feel like I can't finish talking about them in a day," Xu Yinyin laughed obsessively, and she suddenly came to Shu Dong's side, "Sister Dongdong, do you have Senior Song Feng's WeChat?" ”

Shu Dong was stunned for a moment, and slowly said a word: "Yes." ”

"Then can you send it to me!" Xu Yinyin is coquettish.

"Uh......" Shu Dong suddenly didn't know what to say, she paused for a few seconds, "You can ask him directly." ”

Xu Yinyin: "I'm a little embarrassed." ”

Shu Dong was a little embarrassed: "I'm afraid that without his consent, isn't it ......not very good?"

"It seems to be ......right," Xu Yinyin thought for a while, "I'm sorry to embarrass you, Sister Dongdong, it's okay, I'll ask him when I have the opportunity in the future." ”

Night gradually fell, Xu Yinyin went home, Shu Dong endured it all afternoon, and finally took out the cigarette. There was a crack in the window, and the crisp air slowly poured in, looking at the boundless night, Shu Dong's heart was very chaotic.

The cigarette in his hand was suddenly taken away, Shu Dong turned his head, and Song Feng sat next to him.

"How about a kiss?" Song Feng snuffed out the cigarette and took a lollipop and stretched it out in front of her.

Ignored his words, but when she saw the lollipop, the corners of Shu Dong's mouth were slightly raised, and it was the same as the previous taste, she reached out to take it, but found that it was ......

One, two, three...... Lollipops were pulled out of his sleeves one after another.

"Song Feng, you are really ......" Shu Dong smiled so that the corners of his eyes had fine lines, and his eyes were full of surprise.

"Do you like it?" Song Feng's voice was gentle.

"Greasy." Shu Dong's mouth was stiff, but his expression had completely betrayed her.

Whether greasy or not, it was enough to see that her face had never been brighter. Song Feng's eyes kept falling on her face, wanting to imprint her smile at this moment in his heart.

"Thank you." After the sudden joy, Shu Dong didn't know how to end next, "I'll go back." ”

"I'll send you."

I don't know when Shu Dong has never been home alone, it seems that he suddenly knocked on the door in the early morning......

In mid-March, the weather gradually warmed up, and the two of them walked on the road in silence, because Song Feng's sassy words Shu Dong did not pay attention to.

"Aren't you happy today?" Song Feng still remembers how preoccupied she looked when she smoked.

"No, I'm happy." Shu Dong carried a bag full of sugar.

"Tell me something." Song Feng wanted to slowly transform her and make her rely on him, instead of suffering everything alone.

"Okay." Shu Dong replied in a low voice.

In the alley at night, Song Feng hooked the corners of his mouth, Xiao Mu seems to be a little well-behaved tonight?

"Today, Yin Yin asked me for your WeChat." When they reached the downstairs of the community, both of them stopped.

"Did you give it?" Song Feng asked with a smile.

"Nope." Shu Dong shook his head.

"Why?" Song Feng hooked his lips, and the black studs shone under the street lamp.

"Hmm...... When it comes to your privacy......"

"Tell the truth." Song Feng approached her and bowed his head.

Shu Dong stepped back and steadied his breath: "It's not polite to involve your privacy, I'll go up first, good night." ”

The door was opened and closed, Song Feng looked at the figure that disappeared quickly behind the glass door and smiled, is the long march coming to an end?

Boss Song was dreaming, and his mobile phone suddenly vibrate, and he picked it up and looked at Chen Hui's news.

- Go back to the store or continue with your White Day?

- Wouldn't be in bed now, would it?

- Remember to buy the necessary equipment, there is it downstairs in her community!

-……

Chen Hui's news continued, and there was no intention of stopping, and Boss Song's mobile phone screen was prominently displayed......

March 14th.