CHAPTER XLIII
"When you are an adult, you will have a boyfriend." Song Feng smiled, in his eyes, Xu Yinyin was a primary school student.
"Of course I'm an adult, and I asked you to see my ID card before, you can't always think I'm underage because I look young, cute and childish." Xu Yinyin rubbed her cute face, "So do you want to be my boyfriend!" ”
"Is it any good?" Song Feng suddenly teased her.
Listening to a play, Xu Yinyin began to excitedly list her advantages: "I am young and beautiful, with good grades, cute and non-clingy, very sensible, can do laundry, and am very obedient." ”
Song Feng looked at the street lamp in front of him and smiled: "It sounds good." ”
"So say yes, say yes!" Xu Yinyin's heart jumped with joy, and her face turned red, but she couldn't see clearly because the light was too dim.
"Nope." The black studs reflected the moonlight, without temperature, like Song Feng's face at the moment.
"Why ......" Xu Yinyin pouted, pulled into a tail note, and unconsciously began to be coquettish, "Is it because I am young?" ”
"I have someone I like." Song Feng suddenly became serious.
Xu Yinyin was stunned for a second, and then smiled again: "I don't believe it, seeing how you are cold and impatient with everyone every day, I don't believe it, you are just trying to perfunctory me." ”
"I'm going this way, goodbye." Coming to the intersection, Song Feng turned around and walked in the other direction, now he couldn't wait to see her.
"Hey! You haven't promised me yet! Xu Yinyin stood at the intersection and looked at his back.
"Be careful on the road." Song Feng didn't turn around, but waved his hand back.
Xu Yinyin shook her hand unwillingly and turned to leave.
In Song Feng's heart, Xu Yinyin is just a very good little girl who is protected, maybe she is always called a senior, Song Feng gradually accepted her identity as a primary school girl, and she likes it in her mouth, Song Feng didn't take it to heart, he doesn't think she is serious, now the little girl, when she sees a good-looking boy, she will "brother", "husband" and "I can"......
Song Feng understands it very well, because he is the person who is "brother, husband, I can", although he is in this alley now, there are always female ghosts who covet his beauty, and only Shu Dong can't see it.
He stripped them all and sent them to the door, Shu Dong just couldn't see it.
Slowly and leisurely swayed to the downstairs of her community, Song Feng was not in a hurry to go up, he sat on the bench downstairs of the unit and lit a cigarette.
I don't know why, I'm a little unable to lift my strength now, or I'm very discouraged.
Maybe the expectations were too great this afternoon, which is why the disappointment was so violent.
In the past, he didn't want her to be pressured, Song Feng never forced her to agree, only did what he wanted to do to her, be good to her, make her happy, and let her be inseparable from herself unconsciously.
Is he in a hurry today?
But after such a long time, Song Feng could feel that she had a good impression of him, and he didn't dare to force her, for fear that she would retract into his shell if she was not careful.
For more than half a year, Song Feng stood outside the door, watching her go out little by little, seeing that she was finally coming out, did she have to go back today?
Song Feng lit another cigarette.
Shu Dong took a shower and came out of the bathroom, as if she was more dizzy than ever, sat on the sofa and slowed down, she looked at the two cups of milk tea on the coffee table and took one glass.
Mango flavored, the ice cubes below have not melted, and it is very comfortable to drink just after taking a bath.
"When I finish the college entrance examination, can you be my boyfriend?"
Shu Dong's mind was full of Xu Yinyin's soft voice, she didn't hear the answer, before tonight, she didn't need to hear Song Feng's answer to know his attitude.
But tonight, why didn't you wait for her?
Didn't you say okay, wait for her at night?
Since he knocked on the door at twelve o'clock in the morning last winter, Shu Dong has never returned home alone, no matter whether she goes to the Internet café or not, Song Feng always sends her back, Shu Dong is used to it......
However, today, he sent another girl, a girl who liked him.
On the night when she wanted to confess her heart to him.
The milk tea and ice cubes at the bottom were mixed together, from the tongue coating to the throat to the heart, it was cold, although it was very sweet, Shu Dong couldn't taste it now, and he only felt very sour in his heart.
She knew, she was jealous.
Shu Dong sat on the sofa with his knees crossed, thinking about what he said at noon - let's open a shop together.
Everything was still normal at noon today, Shu Dong didn't believe that he had changed his mind in the afternoon, and she didn't believe that he had other meanings for Xu Yinyin.
But it's just sad.
When he was in turmoil, the doorbell rang, and the first thing that came to Shu Dong's mind was Song Feng's face.
Adjusting her emotions, she just stood up and was about to open the door, Shu Dong glanced at the loose bath towel on her body, she wrapped it again and walked to the door.
"I'll change my clothes later." Seeing his chin along the cat's eye, Shu Dong's voice was very low.
I don't want to admit it, Shu Dong was happy the moment he saw him.
"Okay."
Shu Dong was stunned, although he only said one word, she noticed that his mood was very low, usually he might just bang on the door and not allow her to change it...... Before you know it, do you already know each other this way?
Two minutes later, Shu Dong changed his clothes and opened the door, and Song Feng stood outside the door and watched her for a few seconds before slowly coming in.
The door was shut, and the whole room was filled with the scent of her shower gel, which was light and strong. There are two cups of milk tea on the coffee table, both of which are mango-flavored, one is open, and the other has not been opened.
I was a little fierce just downstairs smoking, and my mouth was dry, so Song Feng took a sip of the cup that had been opened.
And there is no intention to let go.
“…… I've drunk that. Shu Dong glanced at him.
"I know." Song Feng looked at the TV expressionlessly, even though the TV was not on.
So what is he upset about?
"When did you come back?" After a long time, Song Feng opened his mouth first.
"Less than an hour." Shu Dong glanced at the watch on the wall.
Half a cup of milk tea unconsciously bottomed out, only ice cubes remained, and Song Feng threw the empty cup into the trash.
"Will you go out with us in a few days?" originally wanted to drag her directly to the car, but I don't know why, Song Feng has no bottom in his heart.
The answer is on his lips, but Shu Dong can't say anything at this moment, and the things that he added to the shopping cart at noon today are now very weak.
"It's been very busy after a while, and Brother Lin can't be busy alone when I'm gone." Shu Dong lied, but she wasn't happy at all.
After a while, she was very idle, and Brother Lin had even granted her leave.
"Okay." Song Feng nodded, took a deep breath, and then leaned back on the sofa weakly.
His breathing was very heavy, Shu Dong suddenly felt very uncomfortable, she licked her dry lips, and slowly spoke: "Song Feng." ”
"Huh?" Song Feng closed his eyes and put his hand on his forehead casually.
"Isn't it tiring to chase me?"
Song Feng suddenly opened his eyes.
There was a cigarette on the coffee table, Shu Dong hadn't smoked for a long time, and every time she wanted to smoke, she ate a lollipop he gave her, but now, she didn't want to eat it.
Shu Dong smoked a cigarette and lit it.
She knew that she was in trouble, and compared to a girl like Yin Yin, she was like a lifeless flower. Xu Yinyin is lively and cute, can be coquettish, looks beautiful and has good grades, say whatever you want, everyone will be very relaxed, there should be no boy who will not like it.
The sourness in his heart seemed to have been brewing for the whole rainy season, and Shu Dong took a puff of cigarette.
"Not tired." Song Feng snuffed out her cigarette, gently stroked her face, and tucked her half-dried broken hair behind her ears.
His little wood is like that, sluggish but sensitive.
Shu Dong turned his head and dodged, and was about to get a cigarette, but was caught by Song Feng.
"Why did one person come back first?" Song Feng finally asked.
If he doesn't ask, she will always be stuffy in his heart, and even if he asks, she may not say, but people who always hide their hearts will get sick, just like grandpa, what is always hidden in his heart, which is not good for his health.
"I saw you go to see Yin Yin." Shu Dong opened another cup of milk tea.
“……”
His eyes fell on the cup of milk tea she was holding, and the empty cup in the trash can, Song Feng's originally dull eyes gradually filled with an undetectable smile, which became thicker and thicker, almost overflowing, and even the corners of his mouth couldn't help but hook.
He quickly put away the smile.
"I saw the lights off in your store upstairs, and I thought you were gone." The corners of Song Feng's lips hooked and began to play with fire, "Yin Yin said that she was afraid, so I gave her a section by the way." ”
"Hmm."
He was obviously explaining, but he didn't know why, Shu Dong was getting more and more angry.
Did she say you're going to send her off if she's scared?
She also said to let you be her boyfriend.
"What are you going to tell me at noon today?" Song Feng's expression was faint.
"Forget." Shu Dong's face was expressionless.
"Okay, then I'll go first, you rest early, good night." As usual, Song Feng rubbed her hair.
"......" However, Shu Dong forgot to struggle because he couldn't believe it.
So, he's just gone?
Yes, he just left.
The door closed.
Shu Dong heard her heavy breathing, she hurriedly walked to the window and opened the window, and the fresh air came to her face.
What is there to be sad about, I haven't told him anyway, everything is still in time. Just pretend that you don't like him, and don't fall too deep, and quietly forget about him while everyone is not aware of it.
Thinking about it, the corners of Shu Dong's eyes were a little moist.
The next day, when she was about to get off work, he didn't show up, Shu Dong looked at the clothes recommended to her on the homepage, and unconsciously added to the shopping cart.
I've been chasing someone for a long time and haven't responded, so I should be very tired if I'm a person, right?
Shu Dong suddenly remembered that Brother Lin said that day, afraid that she would miss the right person.
His thoughts were a little chaotic, Shu Dong was very unfocused all day, fortunately there were not many guests today, otherwise something would definitely go wrong.
Finally it was time to get off work, Shu Dong struggled for an afternoon, and finally walked to the stairs of the Internet café, standing outside the door, Shu Dong stopped for a few seconds before slowly pushing the door in, but when he opened the door, he found that it was Chen Hui sitting in front of the counter.
"What about him?" Shu Dong asked.
"Yo, Brother Dong is here, did you say Brother Feng? He took his grandparents out on a road trip. Chen Hui put down Boss Song's baby game console.
"......" Shu Dong was stunned, as if a stone had fallen heavily on the bottom of his heart, "Isn't it going to be a few days?" ”
"He has something to do, so he changed his plan temporarily, Brother Dong has something to do with him?" Chen Hui is a real actor at the moment, talking and laughing on his face, but he can't sit still.
"Uh, it's okay, I'll go first." Shu Dong didn't have any expression on his face, turned around and left.
"Bye-bye, come and play often when you have time."
Looking at Shu Dong's back, Chen Hui began to complain about Boss Song's eight hundred and first times today.
Let him wave, sooner or later he will waste people.
Don't tell him before leaving, for fear that she will be bullied and let him watch, and let him watch if other wild men get close to her......
On the highway, Song Feng drove beautifully.
"Xiaofeng, didn't you say a week later? Why did you suddenly ask grandma to clean up last night, and I was sleepy......" grandma said and yawned.
Grandpa smiled and looked at the scenery outside the window.
"It's a good day." Song Feng looked at his grandparents in the back row through the rearview mirror.
Blissful, but the co-pilot was empty.
He said that he didn't force Shu Dong, he didn't want her to have any pressure, as long as he was good to her, one day, she would indulge unconsciously and never be able to leave him again.
Song Feng felt that this day had come, and he clearly felt that she liked herself.
But she was used to his kindness to her, so Song Feng now wanted to make her aware of his existence in another way.
It also made her know her heart better.