I went to the emergency room, and then I came to the inpatient department, which was still the 11th floor, but it became bed No. 2.

The nurse hung another drip, and after a toss, it was already late.

"I'll call a car for you, go home and get some sleep." Song Feng said to his grandmother with his mobile phone.

"Don't go back, I can help you share some ...... here"

"Go back." Song Feng's voice was suddenly cold and hard, and his eyes were cloudy.

Grandma sighed silently, tears gradually appeared in the corners of her eyes, and she grabbed Song Feng's hand: "Xiaofeng, grandparents are talking at home, it's not like that......"

On the hospital bed, grandpa was infusing oxygen, and he stretched out his trembling hand: "Xiaofeng...... Come here. ”

The Adam's apple moved slightly, Song Feng raised his head and breathed heavily, slowing down for a few seconds, he turned around and came to the hospital bed, gentle and patient: "What's wrong?" What's uncomfortable? ”

"No discomfort......" Grandpa sat up slightly.

"I haven't listened to it many times, and no one can help you bear it now," Song Feng's eyes were full of red bloodshots, and there was a breath of breath in his heart that was breathless, he took out a bank card from his pocket, his fingers trembled slightly, "In this card, there is money saved in the past two years, there are 100,000 yuan, although it is not much, but I am still young, and I can earn it in the future." ”

"So don't be reluctant to spend it in the future, forget about other local provinces, but what are you dragging it out of when you're sick?" Song Feng breathed a sigh of relief and wiped his grandfather's face with a smile, "Did you hear that?" ”

Grandpa had tears in his eyes, his breathing was not very smooth, he touched Song Feng's face and smiled: "I heard it, I will listen to your ...... in the future"

A meter away, my grandmother breathed and wiped a handful of tears and went out of the ward.

The older generation has carved thrift in their bones, and they have no sense of security. A year ago, Song Feng told them about the monthly income and savings, wanting them to know that the family was not as difficult as they thought, and after a period of time, Song Feng felt that they had changed, but ...... What is in the bones is not so easy to change.

Song Feng's temper is not good, and there may be a cruel and angry lion in his heart, but he himself doesn't realize how gentle he is when taking care of his grandfather.

Family affection is always Song Feng's weakness.

After Chen Hui found out, he rushed to the hospital, took turns taking care of his grandfather with Song Feng, and forcibly sent his grandmother home to let her go back to rest. When his grandfather was in a better state of mind, Chen Hui would talk to him, tell him jokes, and make him happy.

Today, Shu Dong and Chen Hui came together.

I haven't seen him for several days, and there is almost no news, and after entering the ward, Shu Dong glanced at him, and his heart hurt instantly.

Lost a lot of weight.

"Dongdong is here......" Seeing Shu Dong, grandpa was very happy.

"I brought you something delicious, see what you want to eat?" His eyes didn't stay on Song Feng for too long, Shu Dong sat in front of the hospital bed with a smile, and put the fruits and snacks he bought on the cabinet.

"Let's have an apple." Grandpa sat up.

"Okay, I'll go wash first." The smile on Shu Dong's face was shallow and comfortable.

He stood opposite the hospital bed against the wall, Shu Dong got up from the chair, and passed by him when he went to the bathroom, she looked up at him, the two looked at each other briefly, Shu Dong bowed his head and passed.

Song Feng's eyes kept chasing her, and he didn't let go from the moment she came in, with greed, eagerness, forbearance and struggle, all hidden in those tired and cloudy black eyes.

After washing the apples, Shu Dong returned to the hospital bed, took out the fruit knife and began to peel it.

"Half is fine, one can't finish eating......" Grandpa spoke very hard, and he rarely spoke in the past few days, but it was better to see Shu Dong's spirit inexplicably.

"Okay, then we'll be one and a half." Shu Dong smiled well.

After tracing his gaze on her several times, Song Feng's Adam's apple moved slightly, and he turned around and went out of the ward.

Chen Hui turned his head to take a look, and followed out.

In the hospital, quarrels, abuses and hurried figures are always indispensable, and anxiety and anxiety are released everywhere. Everyone seemed to be tired, even the chairs were resting, and even more so at night, the corridors and stairs were covered with bedding, and the family members just rested for a while.

Chen Hui and Song Feng took the elevator downstairs and came to the garden of the inpatient department, the two of them walked to the side, and Song Feng lit a cigarette.

He's been a fierce smoker lately.

"Smoke less." Chen Hui said a word, but he didn't snatch the cigarette from his hand.

At three or four o'clock in the afternoon, it was still very hot, and there was hardly anyone in the garden.

It's been very busy these days, grandpa can't sleep in the middle of the night with pain every day, Song Feng sat with him in the middle of the night, from the inpatient department to the outpatient department, paying fees, getting test results, taking medicine, running upstairs and downstairs countless times, a layer of stubble appeared on his chin, but he didn't have time to scrape.

Chen Hui glanced at him, took out a cigarette from his pocket, and lit one as well.

The two men stood in the shade against the wall, neither of them looking at anyone.

"Brother Feng, we have known each other for so long, and I haven't told you some things," Chen Hui said and suddenly smiled, "I always think that the two big men are quite sensible when they say this." ”

"Actually, you have done a good job, you are only twenty-two this year, you look at our classmates, the university asks the family for living expenses, even if you graduate now, few can be financially independent, not that you are not good at studying, but ...... You have really done a good job, although the Internet café is not making much money now, but the most difficult time of the first year has passed, and the profits will be bigger and bigger in the future. ”

"Don't blame yourself, really."

"And I never think that the Internet café will trap you, you can do anything in the future with your brain, really Brother Feng, I will follow you whatever you do in the future."

As if he was afraid of embarrassment, Chen Hui finished all the words in one breath, but he didn't feel comfortable after speaking, and he was still uncomfortable.

Extinguishing the cigarette, Song Feng smiled, his eyes were full of decadence and gloom: "What can I do?" I can't do anything. ”

There are some things that can really destroy all of a person's high spirits, pride and confidence, leaving only powerlessness and pale decadence.

Their family, just like Chen Hui said, Song Feng has done a lot, and grandparents have also done a lot, and the relationship between them has long gone beyond the relationship between grandparents and grandchildren, and everything is because there is no one in the middle......

Song Feng's father.

was supposed to study hard, but he took on the responsibility of supporting the elderly; should have enjoyed their old age in peace, but they had to take on the heavy responsibility of getting married and buying a house for their grandson, and the huge pressure almost crushed this incomplete family, but each of them struggled to support this fragile family.

"Grandpa will be fine, you go home and take a shower first, I'm here." Chen Hui patted Song Feng on the shoulder.

After being silent for a long time, even the air was frozen together, Song Feng looked up at the sky, "Let's go up first." ”

Back in the ward, his grandfather had already slept, and Shu Dong sat in front of the hospital bed to help him watch the drip.

In the past few days, my grandfather has always been so painful that he can't sleep at night, sitting all night long, and sleeping for a while when his mental state is slightly better during the day.

"Brother Dong." Chen Hui lowered his voice and called Shu Dong out.

Shu Dong looked up and found Chen Hui standing outside the ward, while Song Feng walked to the hospital bed, looked down and listened to his grandfather's breathing, and didn't look at her from beginning to end......

Inexplicably very sour in his heart, Shu Dong lowered his gaze, and then went out.

"I'll have a meal with Brother Feng first, I'll just be here." Chen Hui looked at the state of these two people and was very anxious.

"Okay." Shu Dong's five fingers slowly clasped together, glanced in, and just saw him come out.

"I went home and came back in an hour." Song Feng said to Chen Hui, and then his gaze slowly shifted to Shu Dong's face, just glanced at it, didn't say anything else, and then turned around and left.

"Wait a minute." Shu Dong grabbed the corner of Song Feng's clothes.

Song Feng stopped, but didn't look back.

Slowly tightening his five fingers, Shu Dong went back to the ward to get the bag, glanced at his grandfather again, and then followed Song Feng.

From the ward to the gate of the hospital, the two of them were speechless all the way, and Song Feng had always taken the initiative between them, but now, Shu Dong noticed that he didn't seem to want to go any further.

"Come with me to dinner." Shu Dong looked up at him, wondering if the sunlight was too dazzling, and suddenly wanted to cry.

The words of refusal were on his lips, but after being silent for a long time, Song Feng couldn't speak, he looked down at her, and all the words blocked in his heart turned into pages of sharp and heavy paper, which made people breathless and painful.

In the end, Song Feng took her hand and crossed the street.

There was a restaurant across the street from the hospital, and they ordered two bowls of noodles.

"Why didn't you tell me grandpa was sick?" If Chen Hui hadn't told her, she would still be secretly angry why he didn't come to her.

"Work hard, it's fine." He hadn't eaten since noon, but Song Feng didn't have much appetite.

"Aren't you glad you didn't see grandpa see me?" Shu Dong was hinting at him.

"Grandpa was happy to see everyone." Song Feng smiled, he hadn't seen her for a few days, and he really missed her.

When the noodles were ready, Shu Dong pushed the bowl forward and sandwiched a lot into his bowl: "I can't finish eating." ”

Why at this time?

Why?

Looking at her white fingers, Song Feng's Adam's apple rolled up and down, he could feel that she was approaching him step by step, but why was it at this time......

He can't protect anyone.

"You eat more, you're all thin." Song Feng stopped her movements.

"I've gained two pounds," Shu Dong smiled, making himself look as well-behaved as possible.

However, as he spoke, Shu Dong's mobile phone rang, and the caller's name was displayed on the mobile phone screen.

Officer Wang.

Song Feng took the chopsticks for a moment, and suddenly felt that his taste buds were a little sluggish, and a trace of bitterness emanated along the tongue.

Shu Dong glanced at it and hung up.

"Why don't you pick up?" Song Feng looked up.

"Eat first." Shu Dong smiled.

"Any news?"

"Not yet." Shu Dong took a few bites and put down his chopsticks, "If there is anything in the hospital, remember to call and tell me." ”

"It's nothing, you're quite busy at work, just rest well after work."

It was a little hot with his hands on his knees, Shu Dong didn't speak, and he had been pushing her out since he met her today.

"Is Grandpa serious?" Shu Dong suddenly noticed something.

"No, it's about the same as last time, and it will be fine in a few days." Song Feng stood up, "Have you eaten well?" ”

The nails unconsciously left a deep mark on the palm of his hand, and Shu Dong nodded: "Eat it." ”

The two parted at the crossroads, Shu Dong went back to the tattoo parlor, and Song Feng went home.

Under the shower, the water vapor quickly filled the entire bathroom, Song Feng felt breathless, turned down the water temperature, the water flowed down his cheeks, he brushed the water on his face, and smashed his fist against the wall.

My heart was swollen and empty.

When I came out of the bathroom, I found my grandmother lying in the living room with the TV not on.

Song Feng hurriedly changed his clothes, came to the sofa, and took a blanket to cover his grandmother, but before he could get to him, his grandmother woke up.

"I'm here with Chen Hui today, you have a good rest at home for a day, and you'll go back tomorrow after dinner." Song Feng was worried that her body would not be able to bear it.

"Don't be too tired, grandma will send you whatever you want to eat." Grandma sat up from the couch.

"Did you catch a cold?" Song Feng listened to her speak with a nasal voice, and touched her forehead.

"No, maybe just woke up." Grandma said.

"Okay, you go back to sleep, there's nothing you want to eat, I'll go first." Song Feng got up.

"Be careful on the road."

"Got it."

Song Feng finished changing his shoes at the entrance, opened the door and was about to close it, when he suddenly heard his grandmother's faint cry, he stood outside the door, his movements were stiff, the crying inside was getting louder and louder, and the door automatically closed slowly......

Song Feng stood outside the door, but in the hot summer of July, he felt more and more cold, and he didn't know why he panicked uncontrollably.

Grandma is a very strong person, Song Feng has hardly seen her cry, at least she has never been so fragile......

Is there something hiding from him?

Rushing to the hospital, Song Feng went to the ward first to take a look, his grandfather had woken up, and Chen Hui was talking to him, in fact, it was Chen Hui who was talking all along.

"Awake? Hungry or not? Song Feng came to the hospital bed.

"I'm not hungry, I don't want to eat anything...... grandpa was half-lying, his legs thin in the wide hospital gown as if there were only bones left.

"If you don't want to eat, you have to eat less, I'll go down and buy some porridge later." Song Feng lowered the bed slightly.

Grandpa didn't speak again, and closed his eyes weakly.

Song Feng was about to peel half an apple, when he swept to Dr. Zhang from outside the ward, he put down the fruit knife and went out.

In the doctor's office, as soon as Dr. Zhang sat down, Song Feng stood beside him.

"Xiaofeng is here, is there something wrong?" Dr. Zhang sorts through the papers on his desk.

"Dr. Zhang, my grandfather has been here for a while this time, why hasn't it improved?" Song Feng stared into his eyes, not wanting to let go of any slight changes.

The hand that was sorting out the documents paused obviously, very briefly, and then Dr. Zhang smiled as if nothing had happened: "It's not a big problem, it's a bit serious this time, so it will take a while......"

"Tell me the truth." Song Feng's eyes were so dark that he couldn't see the bottom.

The words choked in his throat, Dr. Zhang pursed his lips, he turned to look at Song Feng, a little unbearable: "Actually, Mr. Meng...... It's lung cancer. ”