Zhang Sijiu asked Qi Jing: "Then in the end, was it saved?" ”

Qi Jing sighed: "Salvation is salvation, but I think the situation is not optimistic." ”

He was able to save his wounds, but he couldn't save his life.

If he is bent on death, when the anesthetic has passed and the person wakes up, he will still beg for death. Even if you watch it for a while, you can't watch it for a lifetime.

Qi Jing buried his head in the middle of his palm, and his tone was very dazed: "Jiu Niang, you say, did I save him or harm him?" If he is bent on death, then am I forcing him to suffer more? ”

In that case, it is not the accumulation of virtue, but the creation of iniquity.

The atmosphere suddenly became heavy.

Encountering such a thing is enough to make people's hearts ache.

And these few sentences successfully made the atmosphere completely slide to the trough.

Even Tingyun, who talked a lot, was only left with the same blankness at this time.

Apparently, he was also questioned.

He didn't know if it was a good deed or a sin that would increase the torment.

Zhang Sijiu sighed, and he didn't know how to persuade him.

How so? Anyway, if you are a doctor, sooner or later you have to go through such self-doubt?

Because even if someone doesn't want to live anymore, they will feel that living is also a strong pain.

In the end, Zhang Sijiu said: "Sometimes, we can't tell whether he really wants to die or just a momentary impulse." ”

"But the only thing we can do is to try to give him as much as possible to calm down and have another chance to choose."

"Most people want to die just because of the impulse of the moment. It's just that many times, there is no chance of reversal. ”

"The human instinct is to live."

"Qi Jing, listen to the clouds, we are just doctors. We are not gods. We just need to do our part and not try to be a judge. Judge whether this is a good thing or a bad thing. ”

Zhang Sijiu smiled reluctantly: "But if one day, because of some natural and man-made disasters, my comrades fall into a situation where they can't survive and die, ...... Give him a hand. ”

That's the real less-than-sin.

Qi Jinghe Tingyun was at a loss: "In a peaceful and prosperous world, how can there be such a time-"

Zhang Sijiu and Yang Yuanding looked at the two of them, opened their mouths, and finally couldn't speak: How to say it? Tell them that in the future, how many years later, there will be a war? And will the battle be lost?

Now remind, what's it? Foresee?

Therefore, you can't say it, you have to say it, and you can only remind it when it is approaching, and you can only say that you are aware of something.

Therefore, in the face of the dazed appearance of the two, Zhang Sijiu said softly: "It's just that today's situation makes me feel a little." ”

Listening to Yun suddenly, he snorted coldly: "If there is really that day, I will join the army and study drug production, if I can't study it, I can also kill people!" To Lao Tzu, Lao Tzu is not afraid of those turtle sons! There's no way I'll let them kill our people! ”

When he said this, Tingyun was still a little murderous.

Qi Jing was a little speechless: "Shouldn't you be a military doctor?" ”

Zhang Sijiu said the truth: "Then it won't delay the production of drugs, and it won't delay each of us to learn a little self-defense and killing skills, what if we encounter an enemy?" ”

Yang Yuanding scratched his head, a little dumbfounded: "No, I thought that you doctors are all bodhisattvas, and when you see the injured, you don't think about who the other party is——"

Zhang Sijiu told a story to Yang Yuanding: "Once, there was a doctor who was also fighting, he was captured, and he asked him to treat a general of the enemy army. He killed the general. There is a famous saying that medical skills may have no borders, but doctors do. He would rather die than heal his enemies. Because if you save someone, it is likely that your brothers and sisters will be killed one, or even several. ”

Qi Jing had already fallen into thinking, and finally made up his mind: "Then I won't be a doctor anymore!" As long as we kill more, our soldiers will be injured less. It's more saver than being a doctor. ”

Listening to Yun Yi hooking Qi Jing's shoulder, Lele hehe: "Then let's go together at that time!" ”

Zhang Sijiu looked at the two of them with a speechless gaze - why are you so excited? You think you can handle a scalpel, so you can use a war knife?

Yang Yuanding lowered his voice: "It's good to let them fantasize." ”

It's good that the mood is not so low.

The Imperial Medical Department has taken over here, and Zhang Sijiu and their support came, and after some people were left, the others withdrew.

In fact, this situation was also the most lacking of people at that time.

After the injury is treated, the follow-up is nursing.

Zhang Sijiu and Qi Jing, who had surgery, were in the group that returned to the city.

On the way back, several of them fell asleep.

Not a single one who is awake.

When I arrived at the entrance of the First Hospital, everyone was still sleeping deeply.

No way, too tired.

The coachman shouted, and everyone woke up.

As soon as they got out of the car, the Xu family and the others came up.

Zhaoyin stepped forward and grabbed Zhang Sijiu, feeling distressed: "Why are you so tired?" I'll take you to dinner. ”

She really hugged it.

Zhang Sijiu hurriedly shrank back: "No, no, no, I really don't need to, it's just sleepy, I can still walk." ”

Xu Shi looked at Zhang Sijiu, and then at Yang Yuanding, and was also very distressed: "Hurry up, eat something first." I prepared some meals. ”

Zhang Sijiu whispered: "Be clean, don't serve meat dishes." ”

After experiencing this scene today, it is estimated that they will not want to eat meat for several days. Especially lumpy meat.

Xu Shi nodded: "Don't worry, the soup cooked in the soup is soaked in rice, and you can eat a bowl of hot food, and the stir-fried vegetables are all vegetarian." Most of them are scrambled eggs. ”

has been running a canteen in the hospital for a long time, and Xu is too experienced.

I just had surgery, and I saw blood, and the blood tofu or something, I resolutely couldn't put it on. If you have had an amputation, you must not want to eat pieces of meat.

Although Xu didn't see what the scene was like today, he also understood that it would not be better than the first day of junior high school.

So, she didn't prepare meat dishes. I just stewed some bone broth and chicken broth for rice and noodles.

Everyone washed their hands, rinsed their mouths, and went to the cafeteria to eat.

In fact, after such a tiring day, everyone is hungry.

But the mood is low, so when I see the food on this table, I am a little lacking in appetite and can't arouse any interest.

Yang Yuanding sighed and persuaded: "Eat quickly, eat well and sleep well, there are so many patients in the hospital, I still have to use you." ”

Zhang Sijiu took the lead in picking up chopsticks: "Come, try this kimchi, the kimchi made by my second aunt is the most delicious." Especially the reeds these days, it is the best to eat. ”

The kimchi is sour and appetizing.

It is best to take a bite at this time to start with an appetizer.

Yesterday I had a day of pigeons, because the little steamed buns were too sticky hehehe~

(End of chapter)