What year am I born?

Oh, haven't I told you about it for so long? I was born in '76, what, do you think I'm old? You don't think I like it, the old cow has eaten your tender grass! If it weren't for the fact that you didn't look like those cream kids, who didn't look good or bad, and who had a beard, I would have lost all my face in the team at the last party.

Oh, back to business. My mother told my dad before she gave birth to me that she had seen a bull's head and a horse's face, and her face was white and pale, like a brute corpse that had been blistered and swollen, and it would explode if you touched it. My mom had a big belly and suddenly ran out of the garment factory and disappeared. My dad was about to go crazy, and when he came out of the workshop, he chased in the direction that his co-workers said. My dad had tuberculosis, and he couldn't run fast, and when he ran, he coughed hard and coughed up blood. My mom was pregnant in October, and she ran faster than him - I was too old to joke with him about it, so I was so anxious that I picked up the belt and pumped me.

You are not allowed to laugh, this is serious business. It was four o'clock in the afternoon, my mother didn't know how long she had been running, and she bit the umbilical cord and gave birth to me in the woods near Xiachengzigou halfway through. That's how Stone Age women lived, be strong, don't underestimate them.

My mother lost her strength after giving birth to me, and was found by a worker in the factory, and she was in good health, but she was later diagnosed with mental illness. Now I can still see her when I go to Xicheng Mental Hospital, she is much fatter than before, and she can't walk anymore, but she still gets sick from time to time.

This incident was quite big at the time, when I was a child, I was looked down upon, ridiculed and bullied because of a crazy mother - by the way, she was only admitted to a psychiatric hospital after I went to junior high school, and I spent three years fighting with people, but my grades were okay. High school was in the city, and I wanted to go there because I wouldn't have to interact with the people in the town, and no one would know I had a crazy mom. But my dad didn't have any money, at that time, the high school food cost was 20 yuan a month, and I had no choice but to go to the Railway Police Academy under the arrangement of my relatives.

Sounds mediocre? Okay, I'll tell you about the difference.

At that time, I didn't have the strength, so I could only let others bully. After my mother was sent to a psychiatric hospital, at that time the reputation was very bad, splashing you with dirty water in the winter, slapping your face with a blade, and burning people with cigarette butts are all pediatrics, you can't cry if you want to, you can only fight back, my strength slowly grows bigger, and I grow up like a boy, anyway, I can't be bullied by others in vain.

It was about that time that I met my master, he taught me to practice qi, taught me to invite some gentle little fairies to trick others, but he looked down on me, I was not idle after I had the ability, all the way to the school boss, even the people they looked for outside the school did not dare to provoke me easily, I also helped those girls to fight grievances, some of them became very good friends with me, at that time I also began to learn to dress up, outings.

A girl in the same bedroom with me, her home conditions are good, one day she rode her bicycle out, we went to the city to play together, when she came back, she pedaled me to sit, the road in the county was densely jungled, it was a little dark that day, she said that she suddenly said that she was a little dizzy and got off the car and walked, and told me to go first and wait for her. I was so happy, I rode the car fast by myself, and suddenly a bamboo pole stuck in the wheel stretched out from the jungle next to me, and I didn't have a long time of refining Qi at that time, and I was thrown out seven or eight meters at once, and I felt that my bones were about to be shattered and I couldn't stand up.

I saw a man come out of the forest by the side of the road with a hammer and look at me viciously, and I knew that I had been deceived! But I didn't feel scared at that time. The man grabbed me by the hair, tied me up, threw my bicycle in the woods, and took out a hammer and smashed it on my head.

Don't worry, what do you think, I'm not fine. This is the revenge of the "enemy", who called me the eldest sister of the school at the time, that guy took advantage of the unclear sky to carry me to a train track and put down and tie it to it, and then began to do something to me - of course he didn't succeed, I saw that the situation was wrong and invited Hu Xian to come on a long time ago, Hu Xian was the most stable, and he hated the person who stained it the most, and used my body to break the rope while he was undressing, and tied him up. Was I knocked unconscious, at that time, I was remembered by the upper body of the immortal family, but when I was sober, the person was gone, and the blood of my body, with my own, was more of someone else's, this was the first time I took someone else's life, and I only regretted that the person did not accept the trial, and there was no feeling of guilt in my mind.

I thought, what a terrible thing it would be if that man didn't target me, but an ordinary girl! He's damned! I superficially and casually legitimized and justified this matter, but my state of mind can no longer return to the beginning.

Later, I knew the identity of this person, a bastard in Shiqiao Village below, and he also had an old mother who was lonely, and I sent her to a nursing home when I made money as an adult.

Of course, there is also the "good roommate" who dug a hole for me, she then transferred to another school, I found her, and I also know that this matter is also the result of many people's suggestions, although she was forced to helpless, but I don't think she is innocent. Through this incident, I can also see that I am the daughter of a madman, a violent maniac, and a man's wife. No one will like me in this place, no one will care about me, only go. I still secretly help the people around me, but I don't deal with them anymore. I studied hard, but fortunately I didn't have any money at the time, so I went to the Railway Police Academy, and because of my excellent grades, I was sent to the Criminal Police Academy in Fengtian City for further study, and it turned out that I was on the right path by mistake.

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When Xiong Feiyan and Heiguaner recalled this incident, it was already the early morning of early spring in 2003, in a hotel next to Jiangcheng University, the two of them didn't know an inch, what had happened before this, Heiguaner had some fragments, and the night before he drank the special liquor supplied in the circle, and there was a trace of "Shenxian San" in the ingredients, although there was only a little dose, but in this way, the alchemist who was usually strong enough could soften his whole body. This is the second month of his suspension, and the captain Tang Muzhi himself is now in prison, and he has not heard from him for a long time. It's not the first time he's confused about whether he wants to continue with this job.

The last time he had this kind of confusion was in 1999 after a group of neurotics who practiced that skill had a trouble, and the control of the Health Bureau was suddenly increased, and the official personnel of the bureau like him, that is, Yiren, were all suspended for three months for observation for no reason, and finally Ren Lao personally apologized to them.

The Second Health Bureau in Central China was supported by Ren Fangcheng and the forces behind him, so that Ren Lao, an old lady in his seventies, personally bowed his waist and apologized to him.

Xiong Feiyan said that she was starting to get tired of life in the criminal police team, watching people want to break their heads and use their brains and strength to do it, and solve it by taking in a ghost fairy or inviting a sad king, compared to those who really did their best to help the victims, she was not a thing.

But in the health bureau, the officers are much more comfortable, not only can they use their own witchcraft unscrupulously, but also deal with most of the foreigners, everyone in the bureau uses their own ability to strangle those factors that threaten national security in the cradle, and now she is an ordinary team member, throwing her arms and running tasks all over the country, and she is also happier than wearing a four-pointed star flower before.

Xiong Feiyan also said that she was punished for a period of time and was sent to deal with civil disputes, and the last cent of her monthly salary was all scattered, and she couldn't keep it, and her boss felt that if she continued to do this, she might really starve to death, so he transferred her back.

Hearing this, Heiguaner laughed and said that this job is good, look at it now, we just put our heads on the waistband of our pants to live, we are not restless, and we are always running around, which is tiring. Xiong Feiyan said that after so many years, how many days have I not come over like this? It's good to walk more places, and I've been nesting in the Northeast for half my life, it's too cold.

Looking at the sporadic lights outside the window, Heiguaner remembered that she had liked her for about three years, maybe longer, but Xiong Feiyan had always thought he was young and frizzy - this Heiguaner recognized, and hated it. He doesn't doubt his ability now, he doubts his brain, even if Tang Muzhi's strength is the same as him, if he was in Japan at the time, with his cautious temperament, October Flower will not be seriously injured and almost can't return to China.

His thoughts drifted uncontrollably, and the black pipe lay on the bed, lit a cigarette, and said something that he regretted afterwards. He said, "Feiyan, if I die one day, will you cry?" Xiong Feiyan was cleaning in the bathroom behind the frosted glass, her body paused obviously, and then said in surprise: You won't take it seriously this time, right? Blame me, I don't know if I drink a little wine, I will break up tomorrow, I will give it all to you today, and it will be over if you leave a thought.

Black pipe said, do you want to be so ruthless? I've always been serious, and you know why I only came to you today. Don't go back to the Northeast, the water in the Gao family is very deep.

Xiong Feiyan came out of the bathroom, with a white towel on her shoulder, she sat next to the black pipe, and said in a leisurely tone, Tang Muzhi is not coming, and the Health Bureau is not difficult to move an inch, you are embarrassed. He is by nature, and his means and brains are awesome, but you can't point to him to solve the things outside, and you have to deal with the things here. Save worry, I grew up in the Northeast, the Gao family is low-key, looking mysterious, but people are not bad.

The Gao family was reported for abusing power for personal gain, and their family patriarch Gao Hong sat firmly in the "old" position in the circle, and Gao Lian of the Gao family was the person in charge of the company in the northeast region. Grandma Guan Shihua, who is also one of the nine elders, lives in seclusion all day long, rarely comes forward, the Gao family is almost a monopoly in the Northeast Inhuman Circle, although the Gao family still looks low-key in the outside world, but secretly has borrowed a lot of resources, and Lin Zhicihe, deputy director of the office, may also go to the Northeast to observe the situation in person, and help everything to carry out the situation of the Gao family, so as not to make them dark.

Heiguan'er looked at Xiong Feiyan's shoulder, and suddenly said, don't hide it, I remembered your tattoo last night, but I didn't see what was written in the bottom clear, let me take a look at it.

Xiong Feiyan, the iron lady who often compares herself to Mulan, a big girl in the Northeast who is 1.75 meters tall, her expression was a little twisted at this time, and she pressed the towel on her right shoulder with one hand, saying don't drag it! When I was a child, I ran to get a tattoo at the age of thirteen or fourteen, and I regretted it after the tattoo, which was quite stupid, and I defended my dad and the people around me for more than ten years. Heiguan'er has already regarded Xiong Feiyan as his own property with machismo at this time, how can she keep it, the two played around on the bed for a while, and finally he almost buried a pair of big and small eyes completely into Xiong Feiyan's body, he finally saw that the two vertical bars on her big arm were blue and ink, which were composed of two lines of small characters, and the tattoo master's craftsmanship must not be very good, or because the words were very small, they were crooked, like children's graffiti, which was definitely not good-looking, Especially when it appeared on the white and tender firm arm of a beautiful woman, the novelty dissipated, and Heiguaner was a little unexpectedly disappointed, thinking that this is it? As for all these years of secrecy? Until he saw the two small lines of print:

There are no thieves in the world

It is not up to the mission to punish adultery and eliminate evil

Heiguan'er was stunned for a moment, hissed a breath of cold air, and then said, Feiyan, how old do you say this is your tattoo? Xiong Feiyan said thirteen or fourteen, I can't remember. Why, you can see clearly now, am I doing this stupid and naïve?

Black pipe said you're not stupid, you're not stupid, everyone else is stupid. Isn't it really your dream to be a police officer since childhood? Xiong Feiyan said no, I thought that as long as I did good deeds, my pattern and heart are small, it doesn't matter what I do, anyway, I can't see good people suffer and bad people die well, and if I see it, I have to meddle in it. The black pipe sighed, saying that I can see this, if we had followed the rules of everything, the meridians would have been abolished a long time ago. Xiong Feiyan said that the company is ruthless, but not as ruthless as me, and I'm still crazy, if I really do this kind of thing, I won't be used to it. People lie, but the ghosts and immortals I have refined will not, they will not die innocently, they are resentful, they want to be fair, I will give them justice.

Heiguan said that you think so, isn't it better to continue to be a criminal policeman...... Or can you be a judge? Xiong Feiyan said that there are thousands of family affairs, and I can't take care of them alone, and I have figured it out now, life will not always be so bad, right? They will stand up on their own, and it's time for me to help them defend themselves against the enemies of an entire nation.

Black pipe said awesome. Say, You are the rising sun. Xiong Feiyan smiled, she said You don't want to think about how many years I was born? But I don't deserve to be the sun, I'm the class that took over the old sun, and the fuel that holds up the new sun.

No matter how much Blackpipe remembers the beauty of this night in the future, all he can remember is these two lines of cyan tattoos—like a heavy stone tablet, and the inscription shows a young girl full of heroism carrying out an ideal as lofty as the sun.

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