077 A man who has used me all my life
These words shattered Chu Ying's last illusion about family affection.
She laughed, but with tears in her eyes, "Why are you doing this to me?" ”
The heating was clearly open in the box, but the chill went straight to her heart, Chu Ying couldn't feel the slightest kindness given to her by the world, her father died of illness, she was humiliated by Song Yong, and she lost her hard-won job.
I thought I had found my mother and had a safe haven, but all I didn't expect was a sentence of "Isn't it just trying to make money", she pinched her palm, and it was so heavy that she was bleeding.
"If you hate me so much, why did you give birth to me?"
You Ping reacted mereantly to her questioning, "Didn't your father tell you?" ”
Look at her expression is gone.
"I had an accident with him, and then I went back to Zhongzhou, and he came to look for me," You Ping calmed down and raised the teacup in front of him, "At that time, I made it clear to him." ”
Chu Ying didn't know this, she didn't dare to think about how her father left the village and came to Zhongzhou to find his wife.
No wonder her father was reluctant to send her over when she was admitted to college.
"He's your husband, why do you do this to him?"
"What kind of relationship do I have with a farmer? At that time, I was young and playful, so I would have you. You Ping's nude nails tapped the envelope, "This money is the only thing I can give you." ”
"You don't love him, but you can't trample on him."
"I trampled on it, so what?"
Her tone was too natural, like a sharp sword, piercing Chu Ying's heart, "At that time, he came to me, grabbed me and begged me to go back, saying that you miss me, and brought the fruits planted in the village, you say, is it a shame to lose people?" ”
Chu Ying's clenched hands were trembling.
"I didn't talk nonsense to him, I just threw him out when I found someone."
"Are you human?"
You Ping's eyebrows sank, "I'm telling you this, just to let you know that your father and daughter are a stain on me, and you don't want to think that I will recognize you." ”
Chu Ying put away her tears and interrupted her with a smile, "Your daughter is getting married, right?" ”
You Ping was stunned, "How will you know?" ”
Carrying her bag, Chu Ying stood up, and this time she laughed ridiculously and mockingly on her face, "Your daughter has to use the man I used all her life, how do you say I know?" ”
*
I didn't bring an umbrella when I came, and when I left, I had to walk forward in the snow, aimless, and I didn't know the end.
Running out of strength, Chu Ying sat downstairs under the bus shelter, waiting for the snow to stop, and her ears were full of You Ping's mean words, and the snowflakes fell on her face, melted into water, mixed with her tears, and flowed down together.
No wonder for so many years, Chu's father never mentioned You Ping again, when Chu Ying was a child, she cried for her mother, and was said by the children in the village to be a wild child without a mother, and later went to high school and college, looking at those flowery girls, they are rich and healthy, and they are loved by their families.
Chu Ying couldn't even afford a new pair of shoes, and when they were playing around and blowing the air conditioner in the bedroom, she held a billboard and stood in the scorching sun, just to earn living expenses.
At these times, You Ping stayed with her other daughter, accompanied her on a tour of the mountains and rivers, sent her to the ballet stage, tried her best to train her, and found the best marriage partner for her.
Injustice mixed with resentment, swept across the earth, and the cold wind poured into Chu Ying's nasal cavity, making her breathless for a while, and she wanted to vomit.
The snow on the ground was crushed by the tires of the car, crushed into gray slush, a white sedan drove into the station, and the window in the back seat was lowered, revealing half of You Ping's face, she had come out of the shock of the relationship between Chu Ying and Song Yong.
Sitting in the car, she threw the wrapped money at Chu Ying's feet, "I don't care what your relationship with Song Yong was before, but stay away from him after that." ”
Chu Ying clenched her fists and put them on her knees, her body shaking.
You Ping continued: "Also, they are about to get married, don't show off your affair with Song Yong, hasn't your father taught you etiquette and honesty all these years?" ”
After speaking, she pursed the corners of her lips, turned her head and instructed the driver, "Drive." ”
The car window was slowly rising, and You Ping's words floated in Chu Ying's ears, "Sure enough, it's the same as her father, that sentence is really right." ”
The driver echoed, "What words?" ”
"Poor mountains and bad waters come out of the people, and the father and daughter are as skinless and faceless as ever."
The car drove away, and the envelope on the ground fell a thin layer of snow and got wet.
Chu Ying never moved, and the seed of faith in her body was sealed in the dust on this snowy night, and the sea of high-rise buildings and cars in the city center seemed to her to be a dull gray.
I don't know if my father was in the same mood after he was expelled.
But Chu Ying is not as kind as Father Chu, she can't swallow this breath.
Her knees were frozen stiff and unconscious, I don't know how long it took, Chu Ying moved her legs, took out her mobile phone from her pocket, and said with a smile: "Manager, I'm sorry to disturb you, I want to change my mind about what you said yesterday." ”
She decided to resign, but she half-regretted it.
The manager wanted to refuse, but the moment he opened his mouth, he remembered Song Yong's attitude yesterday and hesitated.
“…… Yes, but you have to make sure that Mr. Song accepts your apology. ”
Chu Ying wiped away the frozen tears on her face, "Of course." ”
Bending down to pick up the money at her feet, she got up, took a taxi, and went to the hotel where Song Yong was, he had a lot of accommodation, which was the pleasure of the rich.
The door was not locked, Chu Ying knocked, and Song Yong knew that she was coming, "Come in." ”
As soon as she entered, the heating wrapped her body, dried the frost, and the tide was on her skin, Chu Ying stood in the middle, her expression was very trance, she knew what she was here for, no matter how bitter her heart was, she had to laugh.
Song Yong sat down and lit a cigarette, and her eyes fell on Chu Ying, her approach was cheap, but at the moment, she was either suffering alone or together.
You Ping finally humiliated Chu's father, and it was that sentence that made Chu Ying change her mind.
"Isn't it very spineful?" Song Yong's ashtray was full, and every nearly one day of the wedding period, his irritability would only increase, if he really got married, it would be inconvenient to torture Chu Ying.
But she sent it to the door herself.
"What are you doing here?"
Chu Ying's eyelashes had frost on them, and they were shiny in the blink of an eye, "How can I stay and work?" ”
"How do I know?"
"The manager asked me to beg your forgiveness."
"Please?"
This word made Song Yong laugh, exhaling smoke, and he said slowly: "It's asking me, how to ask, shouldn't you think about it yourself?" ”
Song Yong pointed to his cheek, "Also, you have to pay back the slap you had that day." ”
Almost at the same moment, Chu Ying raised her hand and slapped herself, feeling the pain, but the tears did not fall, she couldn't cry, there was nothing to cry about.
Tears will no longer soften Song Yong's heart, and even blood will be ineffective.
That slap made Song Ji stagnate, "Did I beat myself myself?" ”
Chu Ying is smart and quick to react, she walked over, Song Yong pulled her down and sat down at his feet, he raised her face, a touch of scarlet between his fingers was raised high, and when he fell, Chu Ying closed his eyes.