The wind in the middle of summer made people's hearts ripple a little, and the hair was muddy to the eyes, stabbing people and hurting.

She goes, he returns, that's what was missed.

The wine bottles on the ground were placed crookedly, Tang Man's alcohol consumption was very good, but it was because of the good alcohol consumption that he was not easy to get drunk.

"Jiang Yan, I'm so unwilling, really unwilling"

She sobbed, her shoulders shrugged.

Tang Man lay on her shoulder, holding his head, all his strength was on Jiang Yan's body, his hand was holding Jiang Yan's clothes, and every drop of Tang Man's hot tears burned her shoulders like fire.

Tang Man has a lot of unwillingness, unwilling to say the joy that she never said to Ruan Jiangjin, unwilling to go thousands of miles just to miss it

A person like her who is unwilling to let go will be a regret that she can only endure for the rest of her life.

*

In the autumn of this year, after Jiang Yao became pregnant, the old man of the Ruan family finally eased his attitude towards her.

Even Ruan Zhenhua, who was in the ocean, also called to greet her, and Ruan's family began to slowly accept her.

The first three months of Jiang Yao's pregnancy were very hard, Ruan Jiangjin saw that she had a bad appetite and vomited very badly, so she would always change her ways to let her eat something.

On September 16, Nguyen Giang Kim was 30 years old.

The old lady said that she would give him a big deal, probably because the family was happy, and the old man looked neat and tidy.

Tang Man's vacation ended on September 15, and this time she bought a direct ticket in advance, so she didn't have to be in the same hurry as when she came back.

She and Ruan Jiangjin hadn't seen each other for a long time, and she didn't tell him when she left last year, thinking that she would meet there.

He wears a simple ring on the ring finger of his left hand.

At that moment, Tang Man could even think of what he and Jiang Yao looked like when he and Jiang Yao exchanged rings with each other when he got married.

She thought that Ruan Jiangjin should be very happy this year.

Because this year, he married a girl he liked, and this year, he is going to be a father.

Once upon a time, Tang Man also thought about what he would look like as a father.

She had to leave before his birthday, or her fake note would expire and she would be fired from the army.

She went to see Ruan Jiangjin in advance, he looked a little less grim than Tang Man's memory, and there was a little more tenderness around his eyebrows.

The birthday present she had planned to give was a pair of rings, but now, she couldn't give it away.

When she prepared this gift, she was still worried about whether Ruan Jiangjin would accept it, she had never seen anything on him.

Now that I think about it, it's just a waste of thought.

Temporary preparation, she didn't know what to send, so she prepared a child's long-life lock.

When his child was born, she shouldn't have been able to come back.

She opened her mouth, but didn't know what to say.

Then he handed him the gift and smiled indifferently: "Uncle Ruan, happy birthday." ”

She had never called him like that, in the past, she could call Ruan Jianglin "little uncle" one by one, but she had never called Ruan Jiangjin "uncle".

said that she is neither big nor small, but she is the one who knows the most etiquette.

Ruan Jiangjin sent her to a lot of etiquette classes, and she knew that the teacup should be lower than that of the elders when serving tea, and when handing things to people, she should face her sharply towards herself.

But she just wouldn't be rude in front of Ruan Jiangjin, but she didn't dare to go too far, she was afraid that it would be too much, and even Ruan Jiangjin would not want her.

He took it, saw her haggard face and asked, "Isn't it good to live there?" ”

What kind of temperament she has, Ruan Jiangjin knows very well, she is a little tough, and she likes to deal with tough people.

This kind of temperament will eat a lot of crying in the army.

Tang Man thought about it and was about to answer, when Jiang Yao came out.

She saw Jiang Yao for the first time.

The woman walked down the stairs slowly, and she was not pregnant for about three months of pregnancy, but she could still feel the tenderness of motherhood from her, and she had a calm and confident temperament.

Nguyen Jiangjin strode over and helped her down.

The couple planned to wait for Ruan Jiangjin to celebrate his birthday and then go back to his home, Ruan's house had a ladder, and Ruan Jiangjin was afraid that she would bump into it.

The two of them stood there as if they were a natural pair.

Ruan Jiangjin just saw her, and even his eyes were so meticulous, his eyes were stinted, and he couldn't return.

It was something Donman had never seen before.

"This is the Tang Man you mentioned to me?" Jiang Yao spoke first, her tone gentle and brisk.

"Hello Auntie." She pressed her nose to keep her voice as inaudible as possible.

But the mood fluctuates too quickly, and the thick snort is hard not to make people hear it.

She pulled her lips and smiled, "Sorry, I've had a cold lately." ”

Jiang Yao hurriedly handed her the paper, only to find that her nose was red.

Ruan Jiangjin helped Jiang Yao sit down, and then turned around and said, "Remember to take medicine, such a big person, you have to learn to take care of yourself." ”

Tang Man answered.

Jiang Yao said to let Ruan Jiangjin send her, but she refused, saying that she would let her little uncle send it.

She was afraid that as soon as Ruan Jiangjin sent it, she wouldn't want to leave.

Ruan Jianglin did not refuse and agreed.

Jiang Yan accompanied her, she sat in the back seat, and joked forcefully: "Little uncle, now you really want to be a little uncle." ”

Ruan Jianglin hooked the corners of his lips, "You also want to be a sister." ”

Nguyen Giang Jin's child, the same generation as her.

Jiang Yan didn't speak all the way, she didn't want to add another knife to Tang Man's bloody wound.

Before getting out of the car, she didn't forget to say a word, the sentence was like a weak autumn wind, but her face was strong, trying to pretend to be bright and public, raising her lips, "Little uncle, be kind to our Jiang Yan." ”

Ruan Jianglin's hand, which was originally on the steering wheel, suddenly hugged Jiang Yan and raised his eyebrows, as if he was proving to Tang Man.

The embankment at the bottom of Jiang Yan's heart seemed to have been washed away by a flood, and her heart tightened, and she looked at Tang Man outside the window.

They said goodbye, but they didn't expect it to be the last.

The car drove away slowly, and Tang Man's face slowly disappeared from the window to the rearview mirror.

Ruan Jianglin looked at her absent-mindedly, looked solemn, and reached out to hold her.

Her hands were cold, as if she were holding a block of ice.

Nguyen Jianglin said, "We'll see you again."

She was distracted for a long time.

This trip to thousands of miles away is an empty joy for Tang Man.

Her hot crush was buried in that autumn, when Nguyen Giang Kim was thirty years old, and in their tenth year together.

*

She temporarily asked for leave without reason, and was given a big demerit by the army, and her superiors had to punish her.

The squad leader punished her for squatting for an hour, and she finally half-crawled back to the dormitory.

After that, she slowly and leisurely wrote a 3,000-word check, probably unable to write, and did not know how to write, so it took a long time to hand it in.

Tang Man was supposed to be discharged from the army in March next year, but she extended it until September of next year.

Next September, he will already be a father.

Ruan Jiangjin was the first person she liked, and she thought that she needed time to let go, and when the snow in the Tianshan Mountains melted, she would be able to forget about him.

(End of chapter)