165 Does it matter to have my big brother?

During the first long vacation since work, Chu Ying was used as a companion to talk about the bird's scene.

Also to accompany him, Chu Ying took a car alone and arrived in his city, which was what she longed for in college.

But in all those years, she had only been here once.

Chu Ying still worked for a long time, working part-time as a tutor, and with the air ticket money he earned little by little, he finally rushed to meet Tan Qijing, but it happened to be the busiest time in his business.

Tan Quejing didn't have time to meet Chu Ying, so he arranged for an assistant to take her to the hotel.

It was a few years when Tan Que Jing was full of scenery, he was a young talent, and he was backed by the Tan family, even if he was adopted, Tan Father cultivated him as an heir, and there were countless women around him.

At that time, Chu Ying was a poor college student standing outside the window, looking at the luxurious scenery, while Tan Quejing was a high-end person who attended a high-end cocktail party and was in the celebrity circle, and even the female stars that Chu Ying had only seen in advertisements were his suitors.

Coming here again, my mood has changed dramatically.

The last time she came, Tan Que Jing was too busy, so busy that she couldn't do anything, Chu Ying could only wait in the hotel, and it was also during that time that she gradually realized the gap between herself and Tan Que Jing.

Even after graduation, she had better just get a place in the school and be a people's teacher, but Tan Quejing is a person on the clouds.

When she returned, she quarreled with him and lost her temper vexatiously, trying to drive him away in this way and break up with him, so as not to fall deeper and deeper.

But Talking about Quejing never thought of breaking up.

She was indifferent for no reason, and he didn't find fault from time to time, but he was not impatient, on the contrary, he was very tolerant of her.

Except for the tragic ending, at least when she was with him, Chu Ying was really in love, which was a feeling that Song Yong had never brought her.

She was picked up by talking.

I didn't come to talk about the bird's view.

On the way, Chu Ying looked at the scenery, felt the wind blowing here, and looked at her sideways, "Miss Chu is here this time, how long do you plan to stay?" ”

"Two or three days."

The vacation lasted five days, and the rest of the days were reserved for herself.

It's hard to hide the loss, "Can't you stay a few more days?" My eldest brother misses you so much...... If you were with him, I think he would be in a better place. ”

"Isn't he much better?"

This is a lie left by Talking about Bird Jing to Chu Ying.

Tan couldn't bear to debunk it, "Even if it's much better, can't you accompany him?" ”

"I want to work, if I don't go back, what will happen to those students." Chu Ying thinks about problems from a rational point of view.

But in the general view, nothing is important to talk about Bird's Heights, "Those students, is it important to have my eldest brother?" ”

Chu Ying didn't say anything more.

There are some things that cannot be compared together, and there is no definite answer to this question.

In order to meet Chu Ying, Tan Que Jing needs to take a lot of medicine in advance in case of emergency.

In the eyes of the dying man, the night scene is no longer prosperous and extravagant, and under the dazzling lights, it is a deep and dark calm.

Chu Ying went upstairs and sat down, she observed Tan Qijing's face, and it was still that weird feeling, like good, but also not very good.

"If you accompany me, will it affect your recuperation?"

He still has two years to go, and Chu Ying remembers.

Tan Quejing smiled reluctantly, "No." ”

"That's good."

"Do you remember here?" Tan Qijing asked very carefully, afraid of waking Chu Ying's unpleasant memories, and even more afraid that she would not remember.

She smiled and nodded, "Of course I remember, you made me wait for you here for three hours, and I feel like my own youth has passed." ”

At that time, she suddenly came to him, talked about Quejing, and asked the assistant to take her to the restaurant to wait.

That's three hours.

Chu Ying didn't quarrel with him, just waited anxiously and worriedly, and waited until she was so hungry that her chest was pressed against her back, and she didn't eat. ”

Talking about the bird's view said no.

But he was very tired at the time, and he was not in the mood to have dinner with his little girlfriend, and he was very cold all day.

It was not a good memory.

Now that I think about it, it was one of the few good times.

At least at that time, Tan Qijing was tired, and he could rest on Chu Ying's shoulder, his assistant drove the car and would explain to Chu Ying softly: "Mr. Tan held three meetings, and went to the field investigation, and worked all night the night before, in order to see you, he rushed over immediately after the meeting, he was too tired, it's not that he didn't want to see you." ”

Chu Ying was distressed when she heard this, touching his sideburns, full of self-blame.

That was too long ago, but none of them will forget.

Tan Qijing didn't move his chopsticks much, the more serious the illness, the worse his appetite became, sitting opposite Chu Ying, watching her appetite open up, eating the corners of her mouth were full of sauce.

He laughed.

Chu Ying raised her head, "What's wrong?" ”

Tan Quejing took a tissue, "Just like then, I always eat so urgently." ”

"You'll know when you can't get enough to eat."

"You won't be hungry in the future." Tan Quejing said very firmly, "You can afford to eat whatever you want, I can guarantee it." ”

"Say what?"

Chu Ying wiped the corners of her mouth, "With you, will I still not be able to eat?" ”

"And what if I'm not there?"

"Don't talk about that."

Sooner or later, he was going to die, but Chu Ying didn't want to hear it, a phone call came in, and when he looked down, Chu Ying hung up.

"Whose phone number?" Talking about the bird's scenery is a little dazed.

"Unimportant people." Chu Ying sandwiched the dishes to talk about the bird's view, and her expression was natural as if there was really nothing wrong, "You try this." ”

*

The phone was hung up, and Song Yong stood downstairs at Chu Ying's house, looking at the emptiness in the window, and received a message informing her that Chu Ying had left the province and went to see Tan Que Jing.

When she went to other provinces to meet Tanquejing, Song Yong came to her with a divorce agreement, and in this comparison, what she did became even more ridiculous.

It took three hours of negotiation with Xi Ran to get this agreement, and Song Yong wanted to show it to Chu Ying as soon as possible, but she couldn't wait to go back to her husband.

Sitting back and waiting for death is not Song Yong's style of acting.

Chu Ying is gone, then he will look for it, it's not a big deal.

The ticket was for the same night, and it was not too late to arrive at the destination, Song Yong found the hotel where Chu Ying was, waited in the lobby, and waited until twelve o'clock, when Tan Quejing's car sent her.

The two sat in the car for a while, and before Chu Ying got out of the car, she turned sideways, and in the blurred light and shadow, she seemed to be hugging Que Jing.

They are husband and wife, not to mention hugging, even sharing a bed is legal.

This thought flashed through his mind, and Song Yong suddenly thought that they were husband and wife, but Chu Ying was staying in a hotel, which was obviously unreasonable.

When Chu Ying came in, Song Yong stood in the middle of the hotel lobby and looked at her.

His expression was complicated, angry and aggrieved, as if he had a thousand words, but in the end he swallowed them all.

I didn't expect him to come, Chu Ying was more helpless, and her tone was full of impatience, "Why are you here?" ”