Jiang Yan was still facing away from him, and her eyes were a little hollow in the black.

Memories are always like a sharp blade that can sting her heart.

*

Since that day, Jiang Yan's attitude towards him has eased a lot, at least he is no longer like a thorn like before.

It's spring, he is as busy as before, but he always finds some time to come out to accompany her.

This year, he has become more and more anxious at work, probably because he gnawed a bone that Ruan couldn't swallow a year ago, and the sequelae came out, and the stock was ups and downs and unstable.

He would often smoke on the balcony, blowing the wind, for hours at a time, and close the balcony door tightly for fear that the wind would blow in.

The smell of his cigarette was stronger than hers, and she occasionally felt choking when she smelled it.

Then he heard it and would take a shower before approaching her.

That time he was finishing the call, Jiang Yan was standing behind him, I don't know when she came in, only wearing a thin suspender.

Ruan Jianglin was about to take her in, afraid that she would catch a cold.

She reached out and pulled his cigarette from her lips, and she could always hear him coughing, which was getting worse these days.

It wouldn't have been like this before, and I think it's been hurt by cigarettes and alcohol over the years.

She frowned: "Ruan Jianglin, don't smoke." ”

"Okay."

She looked at him with a calm and breezy appearance, and couldn't help but want to provoke him: "I don't want to be a widow, I'll remarry if I kill you." ”

Ruan Jianglin smiled, and the hand that grabbed her shoulder tightened.

"Want to marry me?"

She blinked, "You want to be beautiful." ”

Before this, Ruan Jianglin was a complete unmarried, probably believing that marriage is the grave of love, or perhaps having a loyal responsibility to marriage, and felt that he couldn't do it, so he simply didn't get married.

Whatever his point of view, at least he had never had the idea of marrying a girl before.

But now he thinks it's good to have Zhang Ben, as long as it's her.

He was probably crazy, no, he had already gone crazy, when Jiang Yan left him eight years ago, he just looked normal on the outside, and the soul on the inside was already crazy, completely crazy.

"Okay, I want to be beautiful, okay?" He laughed.

Jiang Yan pulled his hand away and pretended to think, "Don't mind, you said that Mr. Ruan begged me to marry, I heard that there is still a Miss Cao who is waiting hard." ”

As soon as Ruan Jianglin heard it, she knew that it was a cheap person who was talking nonsense in front of her, and she had the heart to tear people's mouths.

"Which Miss Cao, I don't know." He deliberately picked up the topic and kissed Jiang Yan.

Jiang Yan dodged, his lips were just printed on her neck, and it was another kiss mark, which had to waste her a lot of cover.

"Yo, how many Miss Cao are here, I can't even remember the name." She raised her eyebrows and deliberately said something sour.

He wouldn't have had the heart to hear her say that.

Now he is patient, afraid that she will want to be crooked, "No, you are the only one." ”

She stood on his feet, jumped on his instep, and pulled the other person down: "Don't carry me behind your back, be obedient." ”

He bent down and hugged her, afraid that she would not stand firm and fall, his nose was opposite her, breathing and blending with each other, hooking his lips and patiently replying: "Okay, I quit." ”

She reached out and touched his pants pocket, took out a cigarette case and a lighter, and shook it in front of him: "I took it, do you have any objections?" ”

He smiled indulgently: "How dare you." ”

Some people say that people who quit smoking, as soon as they hear the sound of the collision of lighters, there will be a summoning of the soul, so Jiang Yan even took his lighter together.

She smoked herself, but not as fierce, not as fierce as him, and his posture was as short as his life.

"Okay, if I find out, Ruan Jianglin, you will die."

As soon as her words fell, Ruan Jianglin's hand holding her waist stepped forward and collided with his lips and teeth.

He hooked his lips and kissed her, smiling to the bottom of his eyes.

After so long, Jiang Yan was not the first person to ask him to quit smoking, he couldn't quit before and didn't want to quit.

But now that he wants to quit, he has to live longer for her, if she really remarries, Ruan Jiang will die of pain, and he is afraid that he will pull her down if he climbs out of the underworld.

He's not a good person, and he can't do any bullshit true love letting go of the truth, it's purely a dog's talk, Raushzi's words.

He hurts someone, and it has to be him who is dead or alive.

Moreover, he likes her to take care of her, he didn't feel it before, but now he feels at ease.

*

Nguyen has always been a man of action, and when they talked about it, he did.

He didn't have any design talent like Ruan Jiangjin, so he found someone to design rings.

Dozens of patterns, none of which he was satisfied with, it should be that he was too picky.

I invited a design team before, but he was not satisfied, so he invited private designers, all of whom are more famous in the circle.

But he is still not satisfied, because he is too picky, and he always has a deliberate feeling, like picking a bone in an egg.

The designer changed one after another, only saying that Mr. Ruan was difficult to serve, but he was envious of his future wife.

It is said that in his early years, he was a playboy, the kind of person who couldn't define his sex, but now everyone sees it is not like that, only that the rumors are wrong.

It should be rumors, one to ten, ten to hundred, it has long been messed up.

In fact, Ruan Jianglin was quite unsure, he was afraid that Jiang Yan would not agree.

If he is rejected, he will have no face.

But marriage is always required, and he hasn't figured out the way yet.

I always feel that those routines on TV are not good, if he puts the ring in the cake, he is afraid that Jiang Yan will choke, and he always feels unhygienic.

I'm afraid that Jiang Yan doesn't like to be in public, after all, she is a person with a cold personality.

But he wondered if it was just the two of them, would she think that he didn't pay enough attention to her and looked down on her.

His ideas were always one step faster than his movements, and he hadn't even designed the ring pattern before he thought about how to propose.

A person with such a proud temperament as he probably never thought that one day he would get down on one knee for a woman.

In the past, he still thought it was a little ridiculous, probably because he was used to wandering among the flowers at that time, and there was no fireworks.

If it was in the past, Ruan Jianglin would definitely ask Mo Zibai and Ye Chen to come up with ideas, but he didn't want to, because they always didn't like his girl.

He doesn't like others to look down on her or despise her, he just needs to hurt himself.

The ring is made slowly, and the method is slowly thought, anyway, sooner or later she will be married back.

Ruan Jianglin wanted to have a child with her before, but then he didn't want to.

She has a back injury, probably it is not good to have a child, it is an old injury, he used to make a cheap gift for her.

Thinking of this, Ruan Jianglin felt that it was unnecessary again, and he didn't have to ask for it, anyway, he didn't like children much.

As long as she's there, it doesn't matter if you want it or not.

(End of chapter)