Chapter 106: Jiang Yan, it doesn't have to be you

Jiang Yan looked at the man standing in front of her, her smooth jawline was a little tight, and she wanted to open her mouth but didn't know what to say.

"Ruan Jianglin, you don't have to explain, I'll just ask."

She looked extremely calm, but her fingers would still pinch her fingernails, which was her subconscious action, and she couldn't hide it at all.

"Ruan Jianglin, is the person in the photo Gu Qing?"

He didn't speak.

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"So you met her?"

The man's sexy and good-looking thin lips pursed slightly, and he called softly, "Ginger smoke."

She interrupted him again and asked, "Why did you see her?" ”

"Do you want to rekindle your old feelings? Or is it broken? She asked.

"No, just take something from the past." He explained, and that seemed a little pale.

But how should Ruan Jianglin explain to her, what is he taking?

"Look, Ruan Jianglin, you don't even bother to make it up."

She spoke a little choked and nasal, and she reached for her hair.

"Ruan Jianglin, don't forget, you begged me to come back."

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Jiang Yan grabbed the man's tie with one hand, and walked in front of her, narrowing the distance between them, she grabbed the man's hand extremely hard, and the delicate back of the hand could even see the blood vessels.

The indifferent eyes were somewhat touched, a little more questioning, her eyes were a little red, and she slowly spoke:

"Ruan Jianglin, you explain?"

Eight years later, he is still the same as before, and he is not even willing to give an explanation.

He has always been proud of love, how could he have expected to put each other in the current situation.

The man was moved, opened his mouth, a little weak, like a fish bone stuck in his throat, unable to speak, unable to swallow.

He stretched out his hand to gently wipe her tears, and was silent for a long time before he began to explain: "It's really taking the previous things, can you trust me?" ”

She let go of him, a little weak, "Okay, I believe you." ”

The food in the kitchen had been pasted, and there was a strong smell of paste, which filled the entire living room, Jiang Yan had no strength to clean it up, and locked himself in the bedroom when he entered it.

She didn't know that Ruan Jianglin had eaten her blackened fish by herself, as if she was chewing a blackened pot, her cheeks hurt and smelled fishy.

It's not just the programmers who work overtime this night, but also the PR asked by Nguyen.

Seeing that this matter will be dealt with before the early hours of the morning.

But then another depth charge followed.

Ye Chen didn't cut the grass and pull out the roots before, and I don't know where the backup was left in that group of photos.

Not long after Ruan Jianglin and Gu Qing met, the photo broke out again, and naturally many marketing accounts were fueling the flames, as if they had been bought in advance.

Jiang Yan also saw that set of photos in the early hours of the morning, and he didn't even code it when it broke out.

She finally Ruan Jianglin went to get something, no wonder he couldn't explain it.

She was about to leave Courtyard No. 7 overnight, but was stopped by Ruan Jianglin.

In fact, in his heart, he thought that it was just a thing of the past, and before they were together, she didn't know how ridiculous he was in those years.

I thought I was just angry, but I didn't expect her to leave.

- "Ruan Jianglin, you don't understand at all, I'm never angry because of the things you and Gu Qing had in the past? ”

Ruan Jianglin pulled her, his tone was a little hurried, "Okay, I don't understand, you said, don't I understand?" ”

Jiang Yan lowered his eyes, and his cold and excellent face had an indescribable sense of brokenness.

"Ruan Jianglin, what I care about is the fact that you want to hide, because in your subconscious, I am the one who does not need to be told, or you have made a decision subconsciously, and you feel that you should not tell me"

"What I care about is that you know that I want her, but you still see her behind my back. At the end of the day, it's just that you don't care enough and don't love enough. ”

She said softly: "Ruan Jianglin, let's calm down." ”

The anger between his eyebrows was very heavy, and the hand that he had just pulled her tightly loosened, and he slowly spoke: "Jiang Yan, it's been eight years, I don't want to wait for another eight years." ”

"I don't have to be you."

The last time she said "let's finish", he waited for eight years, and this time she said "calm down", and how long did she have to wait.

He's not a god, and he's not very patient, so he doesn't want to wait anymore.

She said that if he doesn't love, he won't love, so why define him.

Indeed, he didn't tell her, after all, he wasn't afraid that she would think about things like she did now.

He was about to kneel on the ground and beg her, what did she want, Ruan Jiang suddenly felt a little tired, physically and mentally exhausted.

Jiang Yan's heart suddenly choked, his eyes turned red, he was stunned and asked with a smile: "Ruan Jianglin, do you really love me?" ”

"Is it because of love or only a little bit of liking, or in your life that is too smooth, clinging to the sense of conquest that you don't get, do you really know?"

"If we really love, why do we always quarrel back and forth between us, and try again and again?"

She cried and cried and laughed again: "Or are you just like Ye Chen, you have had enough fun in the world of flowers, you are used to seeing the colorful world, and you want to have such a home for a short time?" ”

"Ruan Jianglin, have you really figured these things out?"

Ruan Jianglin's ears hurt when she heard it, it wasn't what she thought at all, he knew it better than anyone else.

In the final analysis, it's not that he doesn't love enough, it's that Jiang Yan doesn't believe that he loves him very much.

"Okay, Jiang Yan, let's calm down." He said in a dumb voice.

More than eight years of separation, a reunion that I dreamed of saying goodbye.

I thought that we would cherish each other this time, but in the end, there will always be continuous gaps and breaks.

Maybe it's really like she said, he just liked it at the beginning, and when he had that little liking, she left, so that he was caught off guard.

The person he has been thinking about for eight years has become an obsession.

Maybe it's time for them to calm down.

Feelings seem to be like this, it can't be said who is right and who is wrong, and it seems that everyone is wrong, and the gap between the two sides is getting bigger and bigger unintentionally, until it cracks, until it is irreparable.

Jiang Yan looked at him distractedly, the man's words of "if she don't marry" that day were still in his ears, and today it was a sentence of "I don't have to be you", and it became really fast.

She took her bag and turned to leave.

Ruan Jianglin felt an indescribable decadence in his heart, especially looking at Jiang Yan's distant back, and it wasn't until the door was slammed that he began to curse.

He wanted to smoke, but there was no stock at home, and Jiang Yan had confiscated it for him before.

The depression in my heart can't be relieved, I have to find an outlet, and naturally Ye Chen has become the punching bag again.

Ye Chen listened to Ruan Jianglin's scolding sentence by sentence, he didn't dare to reply, the uncle was angry, don't look back and vomit blood

(End of chapter)