310 There is no attachment at all

Through the umbrella, the sound of the rain was amplified a lot.

Chu Ying stood in the rain for a long time before waiting for someone, and the person who came out first was not Song Yong.

The sky was very dark, but Chu Ying still saw the slap marks on Song Boyu's face, which were very clear, red and swollen, and like her eyes, they all seemed to be seriously injured.

When she met Chu Ying, Song Boyu paused, she didn't say anything, she blinked, her eyeballs seemed to be very dry, and tears immediately fell again.

Chu Ying didn't know how to comfort her, or she didn't need to comfort her at all.

Song Boyu only nodded, and walked over, her back was buried by the heavy rain, little by little, disappeared, as if she would never appear again.

Song Yong didn't come out for a long time.

Chu Ying was worried about looking in, and found Song Yong in front of Zhao Zhu's tombstone, the night was his background, he stood in front of the tombstone, his hands folded, like the most devout believer this night, praying for his deceased friend.

What exactly is praying, Chu Ying doesn't know.

Maybe he wanted Zhao Zhu to live more comfortably in the next life, or maybe he was apologizing for his inability.

He didn't have an umbrella, he let the rain fall on his body, his shoulders were all wet and he didn't care, I don't know how long it took, he still didn't leave, and the pain on his body couldn't even be covered by the heavy rain.

Chu Ying didn't want him to continue to torture himself.

She stepped forward and covered Song Yong with an umbrella, he didn't expect him to come back, Chu Ying was clearly asleep when he came, looking at her with bloodshot eyes, his embarrassment Chu didn't want her to see it, but he still couldn't hide it.

The two walked out side by side, Song Yong's hair was falling with water droplets, as soon as he got in the car, Chu Ying took a dry towel to Song Yong, he didn't, just put it aside, and his tone was a little heavy, "Who asked you to come here?"

"I saw you out, so ......"

Zhao Zhu lost his life, and Song Yong's temperament changed greatly, even to Chu Ying, lukewarm, unpredictable.

"Don't come with me next time, you're pregnant, it's raining, what if you fall?"

He couldn't afford another blow.

This year, he lost his grandmother who loved him one after another, and his cousin, who grew up together, became like that again, and now even Zhao Zhu is gone, if something happens to Chu Ying again, how will he face it?

Chu Ying didn't think about it that much, "But I'll worry about you too."

"What do I have to worry about?" Song Yong laughed self-deprecatingly, but in his heart, how could Chu Ying worry about him?

The relationship between them is all maintained by this child, and if the child is born, separation is inevitable.

Rather than suffering at that time, it is better to accept this ending early.

Song Yong's early adaptation was to force himself to dilute his feelings, "Don't come again next time, the most important thing is for you to take care of the fetus."

"Can't I care about you?" Chu Ying was too aggrieved, her voice couldn't hide her choked throat, she was scolding him, but she couldn't help but care about him, and threw the towel on him, "You are standing there in the rain, why am I not worried? You disappeared for three days, I don't know what happened, but you told me not to follow you anymore, do you think I want to come out in the rain?"

"Don't get excited, it's not good for your health." Song Yong didn't want to quarrel with her, it wouldn't be good for everyone, "I'll send you back first, don't come out again."

"I'll go back, so where are you going?"

"There's a lot of work piling up these days to solve."

This is all an excuse, Chu Ying knows that she doesn't want to be so hysterical, and it is unreasonable, what Song Yong needs most at the moment is to rely on and comfort, she wants to give it to him, but he doesn't want it himself.

Tears appeared in Chu Ying's eyes, "If you don't want me to stay here, just say it as soon as possible, I'm not the kind of person who wants to hold on to you, even if you have a child."

Her words really stung Song Yong, he held the steering wheel, his fingernails turned white, and pressed into his palm, "Yes, I shouldn't have forcibly left you by my side, you are not happy, I am even more uncomfortable, you can leave if you want, there is no attachment to me, you don't want to keep this child, you pity me."

"What do I pity you?" Chu Ying couldn't help but feel this

The words are funny, "You are high, rich and powerful, what am I in your eyes, if you want me to come back, I will stay by your side, you drive me away, I will be humiliated even to meet you, who is the poor worm?".

This is all her sincere words, if you don't say it, I don't know if you will have a chance to say it next time.

「…… You don't pity me, what's the reason?"

Chu Ying knew that he was wooden, but he didn't expect it to come to this extent, what was she for, he really didn't know at all.

"What do you think I'm for?" Chu Ying threw the problem to Song Yong again, her tears fell again and again, and Song Yong couldn't see her crying the most.

said that he would take care of her, but he still made her shed tears.

Song Yong was about to lose his breath, he reached out to wipe Chu Ying's tears, but she waved her hand open, "Song Yong, I hate you to death!"

The back molars are clenched too tightly, so they hurt.

But when she said hate, her eyes were clearly full of love and worry.

She opened the door and went down in the rain, without waiting for Song Yong to react, the person had already walked into the rain, he hurriedly got out of the car to chase, the road was slippery in the rain, what if Chu Ying fell?

But the vast heavy rain was mixed with the wind, Chu Ying's pace was very fast, but he was drenched after a while, Song Yong came from behind, hugged her tightly and took her back to the car, fortunately, the dry towel was useless, he wiped Chu Ying's cheeks and hair, and blamed himself very much.

"Hate me, and don't hurt yourself."

The carriage was warm, Song Yong's hands were cold, they could slip through the skin, covering Chu Ying's temperature, and it became a lot hotter, Song Yong's eyes seemed to have tears, but his hands were trembling when he wiped Chu Ying's hair, and he seemed to have no strength when he wiped it.

He suddenly lowered his head, rested his chin on the top of Chu Ying's head, and tears fell into her hair, "It's me who trapped Zhao Zhu, I don't want to trap you, it was me who was wrong before, I shouldn't have forced you."

"Zhao Zhu and I are not trapped by you."

They are all willing to stay by Song Yong's side, just because this person is worth it.

Chu Ying gently leaned on Song Yong's waist and buried it on his shoulder and cried, "I know, you are the only one by your side, and I will never leave again......

This is her promise, perhaps shallow, perhaps pale.

But as long as it was her, Song Yong believed that he couldn't feel the warmth, only great fear, "Even if it's pitiful, how pitiful and pitiful I am."

"I'm not going to give you a baby just because I'm pitiful." Chu Ying kissed and bit Song Yong's neck, and pressed against him in a skin-to-skin way, comforting him, "Zhao Zhu's incident is not to blame you, how long are you going to blame yourself?"

For this reason, he did not hesitate to slap Song Boyu, he never did anything to a woman, but broke the bottom line for Zhao Zhu.

Song Yong's hatred hasn't diminished yet, and this matter hasn't been settled yet, "...... I don't want to see Song Boyu again, and I won't let her stay here anymore."