Guarding by Song Yong's bedside, Chu Ying didn't close his eyes much all night, for fear that like last time, he would disappear when he woke up.

Grabbing his hand in the palm of his hand, Chu Ying's cheek was pressed against the side of the bed, his hair was being played, it was Song Ying's hand, I don't know when, he was a noble son, but a thin layer of calluses was born on his hand, and the subtle changes in his body made Chu Ying the most sad.

Zhao Chai is gone, he will work harder.

Song Yong leaned on the pillow, pulled his lips and smiled, "Who asked you to come over, didn't you say that you should take care of your body at home?"

"The person who should take care of your body the most right now is you." Chu Ying could feel that Song Yong was much more fragile than her, but he held on, and in order to end Zhao Zhu's matter, he didn't breathe these days.

Song Yong had already regarded himself as an iron beater, and there was a faint smell of medicine left on his fingertips, which rubbed from the corners of Chu Ying's lips, with affection and pity, "It doesn't matter to me, you are different, you are two people."

Chu Ying bent over, leaned into Song Yong's arms, her eyelashes drooped, and slept quietly beside him, "I know you are sad for Zhao Zhu's matter, but I need you as much as a child."

「…… It's not good for me to snub you during this time."

Chu Ying arched her head, and the corners of her mouth were smiling, "If you know that you are not good, you can quickly take care of your body, and then compensate me when the time comes."

Song Yong's hand couldn't help but rub Chu Ying's hair, the temperature in the ward was rising, but Liang Manyin walked in, she knocked on the door and entered, looking at them with some relief and helplessness, "The doctor is coming to check your body."

Chu Ying got up and looked over, "Then I'll go out."

Song Yong's fingers wrapped around her, and she was full of reluctance when she let go.

followed Liang Manyin out, the two went downstairs, waited in the rest area, Liang Manyin took hot water and handed it to Chu Ying, wiped her cold hands, and couldn't help sighing.

"It's hard for you during this time, Song Yong has been favored since he was a child, and he has never experienced such a big thing, so he must have made a lot of mistakes."

Chu Ying pursed her lips and smiled, and shook her head, "No, he and Zhao Zhu have a small friendship, I understand."

Zhao Zhu was fine when Song Yong went on a business trip, but as soon as he came back, he experienced his death, and Song Yong couldn't get out of this haze for a while.

Liang Manyin leaned against the corner of the table, raised his head and sighed, "Zhao Zhu is different to him, not to mention that Li Rao also broke his leg some time ago, and now Zhao Zhu is gone, one after another, it is not easy for him to survive until now."

"I know ......"

"So I want to ask you, would you like to accompany Song Yong abroad for a while."

This is the result of careful consideration of the arrangement made by Liang Manyin and his family....... I've begged his little uncle to come back and help me with the work here, and it's good for you to follow him and let him relax."

Chu Ying didn't expect Liang Manyin to tell her this, "But I have ...... in my hands."

"I know you still have a job to do...... But it won't be long before you're taking care of the baby." Liang Man is bitter, Chu Ying has no reason to refuse, not to mention that she also wants to accompany Song Yong and accompany him out of this shadow.

Chu Ying didn't hesitate for too long, she nodded and agreed, "Song Yong's state really needs to recuperate for a period of time, I'll just accompany him."

"I knew you'd say yes."

Liang Man couldn't hide her joy, she held Chu Ying's hand, "I didn't support you when you were with Song Yong, but I know that the person he identifies can't be changed by others."

"I understand, after all, I've been with Tan Que Jing."

"These are things in the past."

Liang Manyin explained to Chu Ying in a soft and slow voice, "I will arrange it for you, you just need to appease Song Yong."

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Someone took over at work, and Song Yong hadn't been so easy for a long time.

Chu Ying accompanied Song Yong, took the prepared medicine, watched him eat it, and couldn't wait to feed him personally, Song Yong's face gradually became bloody, he grabbed Chu Ying's hand, and focused his eyes on the ring on her fingertips, "Didn't you wear it before? Why are you willing to wear it again?"

"What, you don't want me to wear it?"

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Ying made a gesture to take off the ring, but Song Yong hurriedly pressed her to plead guilty, "Don't, you know I didn't mean that."

His eyes were red, and he thought of Zhao Zhu again, "Zhao Zhu also bought a ring, or did he buy it after asking me."

"What kind of ring?"

Chu Ying did not avoid this question.

Song Yong shook his head and didn't say much, after all, as soon as he thought of Zhao Zhu, he would think of Song Boyu, and the hatred that had not diminished would rise, "In short, you have to wear this ring well."

"I'll wear it." Chu Ying mentioned the matter of going abroad in a timely manner, "Auntie plans to let us go abroad, did she tell you?"

"Will you come with me?"

This is something that Song Yong didn't expect, "I thought you wouldn't be able to let go of your job here, so you rejected her."

"I can't put it down, but I don't need it over there, and I'm afraid it will take a year or two to complete such a big project." This is a fact, Chu Ying did not deceive, her finger fell on Song Yi's eyebrows, "I have time to accompany you."

Song Yong was like a child who had been loved, both happy and afraid of losing again, his arm wrapped around Chu Ying's shoulders and took her into his arms, his breath was very heavy, and his tone was full of emotional threats, "If you want to stay, then you can't go."

"Where am I going?" Chu Ying knew that this decision was a lifelong gamble, but last time she didn't lose or win, this time she still dared to gamble, "I'm your wife, where do you want me to go?"

Not only a wife, but also a mother of children.

Maybe from the time she decided to give birth to this child, Chu Ying decided to stay by his side, but it was Song Yong who had too many worries and lack of self-confidence, which was so serious that he had psychological problems.

After raising his body for a period of time, Song Yong got a lot better, and went to Li Rao's wedding halfway, he lost the ability to walk, and the whole wedding was completed in a wheelchair, Song Yong waited quietly for the banquet to disperse before leaving, Chu Ying could see it, his eyes looking at Li Rao were very complicated, and he was a little desolate in envy.

Chu Ying returned to the car a little later, and when he found the car, Song Yong was sitting in the driver's seat, and in the bright and extinguishing light, he sat numbly in his position, not knowing what he was thinking, and his tears fell so silently.

His tears were so precious, he had never shed a few tears since he was a child, and tears rolled down his white face, shedding a deep tear.

Chu Ying got into the car and turned sideways to wipe away his tears, like coaxing a child, "What, I was moved?"

Song Yong's eyes seemed to have a small stream in his mouth, "It's happy."

But also sad.

"Why are you crying when you're happy?"

Song Yong suddenly hugged Chu Ying tightly and buried it deep in her neck socket, "It's just hatred, the person who deserves happiness the most doesn't get anything, you know? His greatest wish was to have a home, but he was alone until he died."