327 Reflection? Rethink!
Jimmy told Chris about the psychological changes that occurred when he looked at the case materials, and wanted to see what Chris said, whether he was too bad and not psychologically tolerant.
Chris is not surprised, Jimmy is still young, it is not surprising to have this thought, you must know that the cases that can be included in the FBI case database are not public security cases, all are criminal cases, and most of them are vicious crime cases, not to mention the little young Jimmy, others are not much better.
Under Chris's covert instructions, Jimmy began his own leisurely emergency life, there were no new cases, and he didn't want to accept old cases, even if he had to deal with these cases, he would have to wait for a while. Unfortunately, because I can't just go out and walk around, even if I have a leisurely time, I still have to stay in the office building.
Jimmy bought a Walkman after work, and he can wear earplugs in the office and shake his head while reading other materials. The reason why I didn't buy a CD Walkman is still a problem, the Walkman is relatively small, and it is more convenient to put it on the left belt, because the right belt has a holster, there is really no better position, and the headphones are wrapped around the shoulders from behind, and it will not be too obvious when wearing a suit. The disc of the CD Walkman is a bit big, so it's inconvenient.
FBI agent is also a profession, the office is also a workplace, as long as you don't care about your boss, many things are easy to solve, if it weren't for being in an office with Chris, Jimmy even wanted to put a vinyl record player and stereo directly in the office, so that the office would be more popular, and an office of more than thirty square meters would be Jimmy and Chris, to be honest, it would be a bit of a waste.
Jimmy's idea wasn't unique to him, as he could see all sorts of personal items in many offices, and even found a simple golf ball in one of his offices. Relatively speaking, it's still relatively free here, as long as you don't interfere with others.
Jimmy was thinking about how to set up his office when Chris answered the phone and told him to get his clothes and go.
"What happened?" Jimmy asked as he ran to the elevator.
"Our people have been attacked." Chris said a few words, then didn't speak again, and went to the underground parking lot, Jimmy asked Chris to wait, he took out the body armor and equipment bag from the trunk of the car and put them in Chris's car, he decided to rub the car today.
On the way, Chris kept frowning, he just said, "Something happened at an old friend's house." "I won't tell Jimmy any more details. Jimmy also knew from Chris's appearance that the matter probably had nothing to do with the bureau, and it should have been a problem with his friend's side.
Chris drove all the way to Jersey City, where New York and New Jersey meet, because of its proximity to New York, many people who work in New York will choose to buy a house or rent an apartment in Jersey City in order to save money or pursue large space, so Jersey City is also developing well, and many people regard Jersey City as the sixth district of New York.
Chris stopped a block where townhouses were lined on both sides of the road, and a white-walled, three-story building in front of it had been cordoned off by Jersey City police, surrounded by a few people.
Chris got out of the car and walked straight over, Jimmy followed him, came to the cordon, they showed their FBI ID, and then walked to the front of the building, an old man with gray hair was sitting on the ground in front of the door, holding his head in his hands, and his body twitched occasionally.
Chris came up to him and turned to sit next to him, "Vince, what the hell is going on?" ”
The old man, Vince, heard Chris's voice, looked up at him, and then cried out with a crying voice, "Big C, they're all dead, they're all dead." My family ......"
Chris hugged his shoulders and whispered to comfort him, Jimmy watched the situation and didn't bother them, he walked directly to the police officer next to him, flashed his ID, and asked what was going on here.
The police also saw the reaction of the old man Vince after their arrival, he pulled Jimmy, and the two went to a place where there was no one next to them and whispered about the case.
The old man, Vince, returned home early in the morning, and when he opened the door, he found his daughter collapsed in the hallway from the bedroom to the living room, and his wife was dead in her bed, and the house was turned upside down. He screamed too loudly because it was daytime, and the neighbor from the next house came to check on the situation and called the police.
Now the police are collecting evidence in the building, and Vince has been sitting on the ground crying since the police came until Chris arrived.
Jimmy turned his head to look at Vince, and it seemed that he had called Chris before the police arrived. Now that the evidence collection in the building is not over, it is not convenient for them to go in directly, so let's wait here for Chris and Vince to stabilize their emotions.
And there is a problem, this is Jersey City, which belongs to the state of New Jersey, and Chris and Jimmy belong to the FBI of New York City, New York, although they both belong to the New York metropolitan area, but they are indeed interstated, and their authority is insufficient.
Jimmy stood aside and waited, and after a while, Vince seemed to have calmed down a little, and without the heart-rending cry just now, Jimmy walked up to Chris, bent down and whispered in his ear, "Do you want to contact Hughes?" ”
Chris shook his head and waved his hand to let Jimmy stay on the sidelines first, okay, Jimmy retreated to where he was and continued to wait. Now he is actually confused, he doesn't even know who this Vince is, but he must be Chris's friend, and he has a very good relationship.
This waiting time was really tormenting, and Jimmy's mind had already turned around for an unknown number of times, so Chris stood up and walked over to Jimmy's side.
Chris: "You go back to the bureau first, I'll stay with the old guy for a while." ”
Jimmy turned his head to look at Vince, "Tell me something, who is that Vince?" If Hughes asked, I wouldn't be at a loss for nothing. ”
Chris was still expressionless, too different from his usual appearance: "Hughes, I'll let you know, you go back." ”
Jimmy looked at Chris, thought for a moment and asked, "Are you going to investigate this case?" I'll be with you, too. ”
Chris shook his head, "This is our business, you go back and I'll take care of it." That's it. ”
With that, Chris turned around and went back to Vince, he pulled Vince up, came to the police, and handed them to take to the police station. Jimmy came to the back of Chris's car and took out his gear bag and body armor from the trunk, and Chris drove to the Jersey City Police Department with the police car in front of him.
Jimmy looked at Chris, who was leaving, and suddenly found that he was not familiar with everything about Chris, and he didn't usually feel anything, but now when something happened, he was like an outsider. I've been working together for a while, and I don't seem to have thought about getting to know my partner, not so much as a partner in the same group, but just as an instructor to guide me in the tasks and arrangements at work.
It was this feeling that Jimmy thought back to the fact that since he came to the New York office after FBI Academy training, the people around him have been moving back and forth, and he never seemed to want to get to know one person seriously, including Hughes, Ruiz, Peter, Jones, etc. In addition to meeting everyone during work hours, I have always been wandering around alone on weekdays, and I never seem to pay attention to their other situations, such as family, such as hobbies, such as going out on vacation together or something. Speaking of which, such a relationship does not seem to be enough to say that they are their friends, but more just a working relationship and a colleague relationship.
Why is this happening? In my previous life, I was very familiar with my comrades-in-arms, everyone was a lifelong friendship, and I was relieved to hand over my safety to others to protect, everyone is for me, I am for everyone, why did I seem to forget how to deal with my colleagues and friends when I came here?
Jimmy stuffed his body armor into his gear bag and took a taxi back to Federation Square, where he sat in his office, still thinking about the idea that had just popped up.
Thinking back to the more than three years since he came to this world, he has been in contact with so many people, and what he is really familiar with is Carg and James during the county police period, his first friend, the homeless Jerry, he also learned about him when his daughter was in distress, and before, he didn't know about him at all except for occasionally sending something to eat and chatting with him.
The other people in the county police department know very little about themselves, Deputy Sheriff Martin, Assistant Amy, and they have also dealt with a lot, but they really don't remember their things, Noah, the first person to take him to learn police skills, has an even better relationship with Kag than him.
And Justin, since he came to New York, it seems that his relationship with Justin has been changing, until the last time James was shot and refused his request to share intelligence, and there was basically no contact after that.
Tool man, yes, Jimmy thinks back to the people he has known in the past three years, and it seems that he does not care about them as real friends, but only the people who travel on the road, as if driving a long-distance bus on Route 50, piggybacking on the road and getting off at the station to continue on his own way.
I bought a house before, thinking that this was my home, but in fact, in my heart, I never really seemed to regard that house as my home, and even had been reborn in this world, and I still didn't regard this world as my own world, just like playing a game, treating this world as an RPG game, I was just a passerby, playing and doing tasks, and others were just NPCs, except for a little interaction when doing tasks, and I usually didn't pay attention to other things besides communication.
A person is thinking crankily in the office, all the faces in front of him disappear in his mind, and related things flash one by one, but he never grasps the point, and Jimmy's mind is confused.
I don't know how long it took, Jimmy's stomach growled, he turned his head to look at Chris's position first, he hadn't come back yet, and of course, it wasn't possible to come back. Picking up his suit, Jimmy got up and walked out of the office, and walked directly to Hughes's office, no matter what happens in the future, let's communicate Chris's matter to Hughes first, although Chris said that he will call, but he has to do something.
Knocking on Hughes's door, Jimmy walked in.
Jimmy: "Hughes, Chris went to Jersey City. ”
Hughes nodded: "I know, he may not come back in the next few days, you have to be optimistic about your side of things." ”
Jimmy: "Can I know what's going on over there?" Who is that Vince? ”
Hughes waved his hand: "It's all the affairs of the older generation, it has nothing to do with you, and you can't handle it, just take care of his home." Let's go back. ”
Jimmy didn't give up, he walked directly to Hughes, "I just want to know who that Vince is, I just care about Chris, I don't worry about the case, but I want to know if Chris will be in danger." ”
Hughes couldn't help it when he looked at the stubborn Jimmy, "Vince is Chris's former partner a long time ago and has been retired for three years. Okay, Chris will take care of it, and you can make the biggest contribution to taking care of his home. ”
Jimmy saw that Hughes was really reluctant to say more, nodded and left Hughes's office, it seems that this matter is really a matter of the older generation, whether it is Chris or Hughes, they all directly refuse Jimmy's participation, that Vince definitely has other things, if it is just a former FBI agent, or Chris's ex-partner, it should definitely not be this reaction.
Jimmy went downstairs to find a food truck, bought two taco to pad his stomach, and went back to the office to continue his duty. After work, he goes straight home, and he still cooks his own dinner, and since he bought the house, he has been spending more and more time cooking by himself.
Today's incident of Chris made Jimmy's mind a mess, and it is time to think about what to do in the future, this is a real world, not a game world, although it is important to be alive, but real life is not just about living. Since you want to make this real world your home, you need to fully integrate yourself into this world, first of all, make some friends. Of course, his target wasn't the kind of friends he had at the dinner table.
The next day, Jimmy returns to the office with a backpack to take care of his side of the matter and then take the contents out of the backpack. After drinking tea at the psychiatrist Mary before, he actually wanted to make a set of tea sets to play, and then bought a house, and he did buy a simple tea set, but he usually didn't have time to use it, and occasionally drank tea or poured boiling water directly into a glass of tea.
Now there is only one person in the office, and he is idle, he directly brings the tea set to the office, well, try it first, if the tea is good, find someone else to taste it.
Although you want to make friends, you can't just run over to care about their situation, it's too deliberate, it feels too bad, it's better to think of more reasons to get together with everyone, and take your time.
Jimmy knew that everyone else had different troubles, especially Ruiz, who had found that he was not in good spirits when he saw him several times, and if it weren't for his own identity restrictions, he really wanted to eliminate the source of his troubles directly. A lot of times it's like this, with a gun in his hand, the mentality is naturally different, the greater the ability, the greater the destructive power, if there is no great self-control, Jimmy would have done it a long time ago.
For this kind of small gang in the city, Jimmy's ability is crushing. If it is on the Great Plains, without shelter, Jimmy may not be able to move by all kinds of suppression, but for the urban environment, tossing and turning in a small area, with perspective ability and invincible accurate marksmanship at close range, ten or twenty people, as long as they do not directly enter the center of their encirclement, Jimmy can definitely kill a pair of people.
Well, I don't want to do so much, make tea first, and then invite them to come and relax with tea.
(End of chapter)