Chapter 47: I Know I'm Not Worthy

On Monday, Shen Xixun returned to Yancheng to work.

I looked at the operational data yesterday, because there is a list given by Lu Zhan, and the data is very good.

Shen Xixun listened to the reports of various departments in the morning, took stock of the projects, made plans, and received a call from Gu Peng during the lunch break.

Gu Peng said downstairs in Yancheng.

Shen Xixun hadn't seen Gu Peng for a while, and when he walked downstairs, Gu Peng was in a white shirt with trousers and a straight standing on the side of the road smoking.

Gu Peng used to be a non-smoker.

Shen Xixun walked over, and seeing that Gu Peng was not in a good state, she felt strange in her heart, and she said calmly, "Please eat." ”

Raise your finger and point to a Sichuan restaurant next to it.

Gu Peng responded, snuffed out the cigarette butt, and followed Shen Xixun into the restaurant.

"What's going on?"

Shen Xixun and Gu Peng have been together in the name of friends for seven years, but after being annoyed, they feel that Gu Peng's gentleness for several years is not all pretended.

Gu Peng's state today is extremely abnormal.

He has always been very strict with himself, and he always shows a positive side, and this kind of drunken gaffe has never happened to Gu Peng.

"Can you lend me some money?" Gu Peng said directly.

"How much?"

Gu Peng said lightly: "500,000." ”

She was curious about what Gu Peng had encountered, and with Gu Peng in Shenghua, it was not difficult to come up with hundreds of thousands.

And Gu Peng is a person who doesn't spend money indiscriminately.

Could it be that it's for Bai Shanshan? Shen Xixun remained silent and went through the possible situation.

"My sister got into trouble." Gu Peng said.

Shen Xixun nodded, he knew that Gu Peng had a younger sister, but what his sister was doing now, she didn't know.

Gu Peng rarely talks to her about family matters.

As for what kind of trouble he caused, Shen Xixun didn't know it.

When she was in college, Shen Xixun was angry with Lin He and beat someone else, and when the other party asked for 100,000 yuan, it was Gu Peng who stood up to help her. Although this matter was finally resolved by Lin He, Gu Peng's money was not used, but Gu Peng's attitude was still there.

The past is vivid, Shen Xixun wanted to return this favor, she opened her mouth and asked, "Is fifty enough?" ”

"That's enough, I've got it all right. It is rumored in the hospital that you are Lu Zhan's person. Gu Peng said.

"I work as a tutor in his house."

"It's still the same sentence, stay away from Lu Zhan. He's not for you. Gu Peng instructed.

At this moment, Shen Xixun listened to Gu Peng's words, but he was not angry at all.

"You said before that Lin He was not suitable for me, and now you said that Lu Zhan is not suitable for me, so who is suitable for me?" Shen Xixun asked with a smile.

Gu Peng was a little self-deprecating and said, "It's nothing, it's your right to like whomever you like." ”

Shen Xixun looked at the stubble on Gu Peng's chin, there was still redness in his eyes, he hadn't slept well for a few days, and if he was inconsistent, he didn't have a clue.

"In a moment, the money will be transferred to your bank card."

"I'll pay you back if I have it."

"There's no hurry." Shen Xixun said.

Gu Peng looked at Shen Xixun who was happy, and he didn't feel good in his heart.

After eating, he stopped talking.

At this time, a message came from Shen Xixun's mobile phone.

[Eating with the person you want to do again? 】

Shen Xixun looked around, but didn't find Lu Zhan's figure, could it be that there were internal ghosts around her, so that Lu Zhan always knew her whereabouts?

How could Lu Zhan focus on her?

[A smell of vinegar. Shen Xixun replied.

[Bai Shanshan is going back to country M, your chance has come. 】

[Borrow your auspicious words. Shen Xixun squinted his eyes and replied.

She couldn't understand that Lu Zhan was sleeping with her while pushing her to Gu Peng's side.

Would you rather let her continue to like Gu Peng, afraid that she will like Qin Dong?

"Bai Shanshan is leaving?" Shen Xixun asked Gu Peng.

"Yes."

"Then you two, divided?" Shen Xixun asked calmly, without any turmoil in his heart.

When you can talk about something calmly, you really let go.

"We weren't together, Bai Shanshan asked me to perform with her." Gu Peng said.

At this moment, it was Shen Xixun's turn to be unsatisfied.

What can Bai Shanshan do when she asks Gu Peng to act in this play? Angry with her? She and Bai Shanshan have not been in contact with each other since graduation, what kind of hatred can be so many years?

Besides, it was Bai Shanshan who took the lead in bullying her back then, and in addition to self-defense, she took the initiative to provoke Bai Shanshan.

"My sister worked in her restaurant and got into trouble, I asked Bai Shanshan for help, and Bai Shanshan asked me to pretend to be a couple with him." Gu Peng said.

Shen Xixun nodded, guessing that Gu Peng's sister was not a fuel-efficient lamp.

"What a good brother." Shen Xixun smiled.

"Do what I have to do."

"For so many years, what you like is Bai Shanshan." Shen Xixun asked with a smile.

"I don't know I'm worthy." Gu Peng confessed.

At this moment, Shen Xixun still felt heartache, and a sour feeling welled up in his heart.

I like people who have liked them for so many years, and I think they don't deserve them.

And he never looked back at the people around him, and he never changed.

Gu Peng has been for so many years, it is impossible not to understand Shen Xixun's thoughts, but he has never been with Shen Xixun, even if he gives them a chance to try, he doesn't have it.

Shen Xixun laughed at himself and said with a smile: "Arrogant, you may be better than you imagined." ”

"Maybe, but Bai Shanshan has never liked me." Gu Peng said.

"Who does she like?"

"Lu Zhan." Gu Peng said.

When she was a student, Bai Shanshan liked Lu Zhan, and she confessed that she was rejected for self-harm, which caused a lot of trouble.

Shen Xixun thought that after so many years, Bai Shanshan no longer liked Lu Zhan. Thinking that in Lin He's bar, Bai Shanshan and Lin He were talking and laughing, she couldn't have imagined that to this day, Bai Shanshan still likes Lu Zhan.

"It's a pity." Shen Xixun shrugged, this cycle is an empty joy for everyone.

"What, do you think Lu Zhan won't like her?"

"I don't know if he will like her, I know Lu Zhan won't like me." Shen Xixun said with a smile.

"You and Lu Zhan are in high school, and it's also very lively." Gu Peng shook his head when he thought of what Lu Zhan and Shen Xixun were doing against each other in high school.

"I don't know where to offend him until now, forget it, don't mention the past."

Gu Peng thought that after Christmas, Lu Zhan's attitude towards Shen Xixun suddenly changed.

And Christmas Eve is Lu Zhan's birthday.

At that time, Shen Xixun and Lu Zhan were still at the front and back tables, and they did not adjust their seats.

Gu Peng and Shen Xixun narrowed the distance.

Things that are too long ago, memories are scattered fragments, if it weren't for Bai Shanshan in his heart, maybe he would really like Shen Xixun.

"What do you think? So fascinating. Shen Xixun's hand shook in front of Gu Peng.

"Nothing."

After the two of them finished lunch, Gu Peng watched Shen Xixun return to Yancheng before leaving.

Shen Xixun returned to the office, she looked at Gu Peng's departing figure from the window, and it was clearly a familiar stranger.

After so many years, she thought she knew Gu Peng, but it was just her wishful thinking.

After all, she didn't know what his sister's name was, where he grew up, and what was going on in his family.

How can this be called two people, very familiar?

Gentleness is gentle, but the city is far deeper than she knows.