Shen Xixun retracted his gaze and looked at Fu Zhixia in the restaurant.

Fu Zhixia was wearing blue and white striped silk pajamas, sitting casually on a chair in the dining room with Erlang's legs crossed, looking at the mobile phone with both hands and smirking.

Shen Xixun swept from afar, she was sending messages to others.

"What do you want to hear?"

"How have you spent all these years, have your parents embarrassed you, you can say anything." Fu Zhixia said casually.

"You're in love?" Shen Xixun asked suddenly.

"Nope."

"And who are you talking to, so happy? Moreover, so late. ”

"A suitor."

Shen Xixun nodded gossipingly.

The water in the pot boiled, and she put the small wontons in the pot, using a wooden spoon, and stirred gently.

"After you left, my life has been very dull, and I have lost the hope of the holidays. Oh no, I was looking forward to it at first, but I didn't expect to see you again. In my junior year of high school, I came to North City with them. Later, when I was admitted to university, I moved out, and I went back about once a year. This year, they called me home, asked me to go on a blind date, and arranged a marriage for me. Like most people, the life that can't be dominated is like a glass of boiled water. Shen Xixun said unhurriedly, regardless of whether Fu Zhixia was listening or not.

After she finished speaking, the wontons were almost cooked, she put dried shrimp and seaweed in the bowl, poured the wontons into the bowl, and garnished a few green onion leaves, and brought them to Shen Xixun.

"Sometimes, blandness is something that a lot of people can't ask for. I want to spend my life in peace, but it's ......"

"But what?" Shen Xixun asked.

"Nothing." Fu Zhixia turned off his mobile phone, picked up the spoon and began to eat the ravioli.

"In those years, you were a ray of light in my life. It took a long time for me to accept the fact that you won't be coming back. Shen Xixun thought of the past, and was a little sad.

"During that time, I couldn't continue to be your light, and it was difficult for me to come out."

"Can you tell me what's going on?"

"I can't." Fu Zhixia said resolutely.

"Okay, then I won't ask. Then tell me about it, you can always be in country M all these years. ”

"Drawing, selling, eating, drinking, playing." Fu Zhixia thought of one thing and said one by one.

"Sounds pretty chic."

"Life is just to come out of it by yourself, draw the ground as a prison, and only encircle yourself."

"Are you satisfied with your suitor? That's it. ”

"I haven't met him, but he bought my paintings and doesn't know where to get my contact information. From making a reservation for other paintings, there is a connection from the beginning. One came and went, and there were many contacts. Originally, I thought it was nothing, but it has been maintained like this for five years, and it seems to have become a part of life, someone to share, someone to accompany, although not around, but this person is real. ”

"When did you netizens show up? He didn't mention meeting? Shen Xixun asked.

"I mentioned it, but I refused."

"Why?"

"Ambiguity is the best, if I meet him as an oil-headed uncle, it will break my expectations, and I will feel that life has been siphoned off something. In this way, he lives in my fantasy, and it is not exactly a fantasy, and this feeling, hazy, is just right. Fu Zhixia said.

"He's in the country?"

"In the North City."

"Wow, does he know you're back home?" Shen Xixun gossiped.

"Yes. But I didn't agree to meet, and he wouldn't force it. ”

"Then he, is he single?"

"I didn't want to spend the rest of my life with him, and I wouldn't have other relationships with him, so if he was single, I didn't ask, and I didn't care. That's his business. Fu Zhixia said.

Shen Xixun looked at Fu Zhixia and said with admiration: "Auntie, you are really chic." ”

"All the true chic comes from life's spur to you, and your smile is the reward of life." Fu Zhixia said.

"Then, you and Qin Yiming are enemies?"

"Yes, we don't share the hatred of the sky."

"I can help you get revenge." Shen Xixun said.

"No, revenge for hatred has to take half a lifetime of hard work and luck, so I don't want you to take this path, and for my sake, you don't need it. I was disgusted with him, but he wasn't enough for me to spend any more energy on anything, just trying to calm down when I mentioned him. Fu Zhixia said.

Shen Xixun nodded, and didn't ask more about Qin Yiming.

"Qin Dong's parents, have you seen them?" Fu Zhixia asked suddenly.

"No, only his father Qin Yiming, his mother doesn't seem to be there anymore. On the day of the engagement, Qin Dong and I told him that I didn't want many people to know, so he only called him Dad. I can see that he doesn't want to marry either, but his father threatens him not to let him manage the Qin clan if he doesn't marry me. Shen Xixun said.

Fu Zhixia's eyes became dark, and his brows furrowed and said, "You said the was dead?" ”

"Rumors from the outside world yes, I haven't seen it either."

Fu Zhixia was choked and coughed violently.

Shen Xixun hurriedly took a glass of water, handed it to Fu Zhixia, and patted Fu Zhixia on the back with the other hand.

Fu Zhixia coughed so much that tears came out, and she said, "I'm fine, but I'm choking." ”

"It's you who want to put more chili peppers."

"Eat, no spicy or happy. You know those people in country M, I have a neighbor ......" Fu Zhixia began to talk about her affairs in country M, as well as the affairs of the people around her.

Shen Xixun listened quietly, feeling her life and loneliness alone in country M.

In speech, a foreign country is a foreign country after all.

She said: "When the moon is very round, I wonder if the moon in Beicheng is also round like this. What you see and what I see is not the same moon. Mid-Autumn Festival, Spring Festival, Spring, Summer and Autumn, year after year, I finally accepted that this is the norm. ”

"Then you, why don't you come back?"

"Didn't want to come back. Like you want to be someone, you won't want to meet. Where you miss, you won't want to go back. Fu Zhixia said.

Shen Xixun listened to Fu Zhixia's words, and several times it was like crossing to the other side of the ocean.

"I can accompany you to country M if you need to. If you don't want to go back to country M, you can stay with me all the time. Shen Xixun said.

"I'll be gone in a few days." Fu Zhixia said.

Shen Xixun sighed, and finally accepted that between her and her aunt, parting was the norm.

"I don't have to go to work tomorrow, I can accompany you around Beicheng."

"Okay, I just have something to do, you can be my driver."

"No problem." Shen Xixun responded cheerfully.

"Tell me about it, you and Lu Zhan." Fu Zhixia asked.

"Since when did you start talking? From the earliest acquaintance with him, or since this year, have you met him again? Shen Xixun's face immediately filled with a sweet smile.

Fu Zhixia looked at Shen Xixun's face that changed instantly, and said, "How much do you like him?" ”

"Probably, I like it very much." Shen Xixun thought about it and said seriously.