Prologue (2) Letters that can never be sent

To parents who don't know how:

I used to live an ordinary and ordinary life without any peculiarities, but I don't know why I came here and came to this world full of fantasy and legend.

It's been almost three years since I've been here, and if the timing is right, it's been three years since I disappeared!

I was scared and lost when I first came here, but after learning a little bit about it, I was excited again. It's a life I've been dreaming about for a long time, and it's really happened to me.

But gradually I realized that everything was not as good as I had imagined, and I began to cry and run away to find my way back. But when I learned that I could only go back by defeating the demon king of this world, I confessed that I couldn't escape anymore.

I began to try desperately to adapt to the world and try to survive in this battlefield where we were constantly fighting each other.

Gradually, I became stronger, more like a warrior, but the burden on my body also seemed to be heavier. I began to try to uphold the justice and hope that my companions were talking about, and I wondered what they were talking about.

But under their guidance, I learned a lot, I don't cry because of some pain, I don't feel sad because the people around me die, I don't tremble because of fear······

I don't know if it's good or bad, but in the eyes of these companions I grew stronger and became a true warrior. I had what they called courage, and I had the feelings of companionship for them, as they speak of in the novel.

I know that you shouldn't believe these fathers and mothers, and even if you do, you won't understand.

But I've really gained a lot, and I've lost a lot of things that I didn't care about before, and I regret when I think about it now······

I went through a lot of difficulties along the way, and more and more people relied on me, and they believed that I could bring them peace and beauty, and I worked hard to return to that warm, ordinary life.

In fact, writing so much is just for me to comfort myself! I can't send this letter after writing it, but at least keep it in mind! I heard people in this world say that if I die, I don't know how long before someone will appear here to save the world.

Maybe that's why I want to write a letter to stay in case I need it, but maybe I don't need this letter, I can also defeat the demon king myself and return to that world.

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Although I still have a lot to say, my companions are shouting at me to keep going.

Pray for me! Defeat the last demon king, return to that ordinary life, and then forget all this, and treat it all as if it were an illusory and real dream.

A son who misses his family and everyday life

Luan Yulong