Chapter 43: We Didn't Love
Gu Beisheng was stunned, indeed, that banquet should have been known to the world, but in the end, there was not even a report.
And what happened during the banquet was all hearsay.
But what does this mean?
"Because when you destroyed me, you didn't let people record my most shameful moments, so I should be grateful to you, and kneel down to thank you for your kindness?" Gu Beisheng sneered.
Zhuang Ming couldn't stand her ruthless coldness, and he felt that his heart was about to break.
"Beisheng, don't torture me anymore. I haven't been with you for a day, and you can't have a chance to look at other men. You and Fu Shao have been acting together all the time, haven't you? You can't fool me! β
She's always been a good girl.
Even though he has been by her side for 3 years, she has never had any intimate behavior with him.
Even, in the months they have been dating, she has kept her distance from him.
It is impossible for such a girl to suddenly reach the final step with others...... No way!
Gu Beisheng looked at Zhuang Ming with cold eyes, feeling that his dying struggle was very pitiful and hateful.
"I made it clear enough when I said it last time. Since Zhuang Shao didn't understand, then I'll talk about it again. Fu Shao and I are serious! We've slept and we've got our certificates! To me, he is my present and future! β
"No...... You won't ......."
He doesn't seem to have accepted this reality to this day.
At this time, when Gu Beisheng saw Zhuang Ming, he couldn't help but remember what happened to him the day before the engagement, and suddenly smiled lightly.
"You want to know, when did I sleep with him?"
Zhuang Ming heard what she was going to say, and his eyes immediately looked at her eyes.
He couldn't figure out when she betrayed him!
How could she leave him so justifiably!
If what she said was true, she should feel guilty, she should beg him for forgiveness, and she should keep her face by his side!
Gu Beisheng saw Zhuang Ming's gaze eager to hear the answer, and his eyes shrank slightly.
Her eyes seemed to be smiling, but they were so cold.
She said, "It's the day before the wedding feast!" β
Zhuang Ming's eyes widened in shock!
It was that day!
Gu Beisheng didn't seem to see the shock in his eyes, and continued: "That day, you asked my father's father to be imprisoned for the sake of setting up a bureau, and you didn't accompany me to choose a wedding dress. I was alone in the bridal shop, and as soon as I chose a wedding dress, I received the news that I was going to jump off the building. Then I touched him, and we fell asleep. β
Zhuang Ming's eyes dilated and contracted suddenly.
Therefore, she and Fu Xizhou were originally just an accident......
If he had chosen to accompany her to choose a wedding dress that day, they would have been able to get engaged and then get married and grow old together.
But he didn't! He chose to destroy the Gu family!
Gu Beisheng looked at Zhuang Ming with cold eyes, and said coldly:
"If you had gone with me that day, nothing would have happened. But you didn't! Because I'm part of your plan, too, is part of the revenge. Thank you for your revenge and turning the most painful day I should have felt turned into my lucky day! β
Zhuang Ming saw Gu Beisheng's lips open, and in an instant, he seemed to be deaf.
It was as if he had been crushed.
"He's persecuting you, isn't he?" Zhuang Ming suddenly thought of something, pressed her shoulders and said, "He must have forced you!" β
He seemed to have finally found an explanation, and said excitedly:
"Beisheng, I'll help you fight the lawsuit, and I'll take you out of ......"
"Enough! You're the one that disappointed me the most! Gu Beisheng's body trembled slightly. Then, as if he wanted to take revenge on the other party, he said maliciously: "What if I am voluntary?" β
Zhuang Ming's eyes suddenly tightened, countless painful emotions poured out, and his voice became extremely hoarse: "You lied to me!" I don't believe it! β
"I don't believe it! Don't pester me anymore! Do you know how disgusting your entangled appearance is now? β
Gu Beisheng said unceremoniously:
"What do you want me to do back to you? Use me to deal with Fu Xizhou? β
"Don't dream! The last time I was in trouble, it was because I was ignorant. The last two times, it was stupid! I'm sorry, but I'm not as stupid as you think, even though I'm not very sensible at times! β
Her cold and resolute decision made him remember in a trance the hurtful words he had when he was about to repent of his marriage.
"I'm not trying to take advantage of you, I'm telling you the truth! Why don't you believe me? Zhuang Ming said excitedly: "It's hard for you to not hear, I have broken up with Anhao!" β
He thought she could see his sincerity!
However, she coldly asked, "So what?" β
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The corners of Gu Beisheng's mouth hooked a wisp of charm: "Could it be that you still want to say that it is for me?" β
"I ......" the man wanted to say, he really did it for her.
But she didn't mean to hear it at all.
Gu Beisheng said coldly:
"Business marriage, what feelings are there?"
"There is nothing to criticize if people want to abandon their feelings and regard fame and fortune as their lifelong pursuit."
"But what's disgusting is that he wants them all!"
Zhuang Ming's eyes were cold, and his voice trembled and said, "That's how you see me?" Why don't you believe anything I say? β
Gu Beisheng saw the disappointment in his eyes, and he only felt a little ridiculous.
"I hope Zhuang Shao will not forget that the bridge of trust among us was destroyed by you with your own hands."
"......" Zhuang Ming was stunned, his eyes were complicated, and he couldn't speak.
Gu Beisheng met his complicated eyes, and his tone was quiet and cold: "You chose to destroy me, I chose to go to him." β
As he spoke, he pushed Zhuang Ming away.
If it weren't for Fu Xizhou, she really didn't know what she would be like now, maybe she was dead, maybe she had become Zhuang Ming's plaything.
But she didn't, she had luck.
And she cherishes this luck very much!
Zhuang Ming gave her a push, and her body could have retreated, and her expression was as blank as ashes.
He wanted to hold Gu Beisheng, but he couldn't say a word.
Should I say I'm sorry?
He didn't do anything wrong, so why pay for it?
Her father killed both of his parents, which was a lingering shadow of his childhood.
Revenge has always been his goal in life.
At that time, he passed out in the torrential rain, and when the girl saved him, he was so grateful.
But when he knew that she was the man's daughter, it turned into hatred and anger at first sight.
He's determined to take advantage of her!
He first approached her, all on purpose.
He always thought that all the good he did to her was just to take advantage of it.
He always thought that this girl, this woman, was nothing remarkable.
As long as he invests in a new relationship as soon as possible, she will completely leave him behind.
But......
When she chose to leave him without hesitation, he suddenly realized that it was not!
He has always loved her deeply!
He never thought he would lose this woman.
However, it was too late...... She never regretted giving him a chance again!
He tried to change a few women, from Liu Qingsi to Anhao.
Every time, he thought that he would be able to forget about Gu Beisheng so soon.
But every time in the end, he found that everything was nothing more than to hide his hopeless love for her.
"Have you really loved me, Beisheng?" Zhuang Ming's breath seemed to freeze.
Zhuang Ming's tone was no longer aggressive, and it sounded a little bleak.
Gu Beisheng looked at him stiffly, as if he didn't expect him to ask such a question.
She could not reply exactly.
What is probably certain is that once, at one time, she cherished the beauty he gave herself.
She remembered the year.
On that day, the chocolate she made was smashed by Fu Xizhou himself.
It was Zhuang Ming who came to her side, picked up the broken chocolates, and ate them one by one.
He told her that it was very delicious and told her not to cry anymore.
When she heard his words, she cried even more uncomfortably.
And he, who was so gentle, asked her if he wanted to accept the chocolates, and asked her if she would agree.
He knew it wasn't for him.
He knew it was something that others didn't want.
But he seems to cherish it very much.
If she hadn't been with him and comforted her, she might not have been able to digest the pain.
But...... Is that love?
"If it's true love, where can it be divided once?" Zhuang Ming's voice came again, "If you break up once, it can only mean that you haven't loved at all!" β
When Gu Beisheng heard his voice, he felt a slight pain in his heart.
Zhuang Ming then roared: "Gu Beisheng, you ask yourself, did you leave me because you were hurt by me." Or is it because of his presence that you can't wait to run to him! β
Gu Beisheng's body froze suddenly.
His words seemed to poke her heart and stunned her.
At this time, the sound of walking came from not far away.
A figure swept across the corridor and landed between the two.
Then, Fu Xizhou's voice came.
"Underworld?" Fu Xizhou's eyes fell on Zhuang Ming. "It's so easy for you to get back your diamond ring, why don't you show affection with your fiancΓ©e, why do you come to pester my wife?"
The whole world was silent because of Fu Xizhou's arrival.
It took three seconds before the voice was rediscovered.
"I'm not engaged to Anhao!"
"But my wife and I are married." Fu Xizhou's tone was cold, and there was a smile of unknown meaning on the corner of his mouth.
Zhuang Ming felt as uncomfortable as a hole being dug in his chest.
It is two different things to listen to Gu Beisheng admit his marriage to Fu Xizhou, and to admit it to Fu Xizhou himself!
This made him have to face the fact that she no longer belonged to him!
"Fu Xizhou......" Gu Beisheng instinctively looked at him when he heard Fu Xizhou say this.
Wasn't he waiting for her outside? How do you go and come back?
When Gu Beisheng didn't know how to react, Fu Xizhou took the first step to hug her body.
Then, Fu Xizhou handed her a cup of water filled with hot water.
She looked at Fu Xizhou in confusion, puzzled......
Did she let her splash boiling water on Zhuang Ming's head?
Or let her fall on her own head?
It was the man who spoke first.
"Didn't you mean it hurts your stomach?"
Fu Xizhou said a few words, and Gu Beisheng's heart instantly flashed with strangeness.
It turned out that he had just poured hot water for her to drink. He just left to buy a water glass.
Gu Beisheng was on the side of the man's arms, and when he looked up at him, he could just see the man's seductive lipline.
At this time, the sentence that Zhuang Ming had just said echoed in her ears.
If you break up once, it can only mean that you haven't loved at all?