Chapter 114: The First Being
"When did you get married, and why isn't there any news?"
"It's been almost two months."
The heart seems to understand something, and it is as if it does not understand anything.
Almost two months?
"The day I almost jumped off the building for you?"
"Yes."
He even admitted it like that? So what has always been her self-inflicted amorous?
No, she doesn't believe it!
Xinyu's eyes were filled with tears: "Obviously I love you first, why can't you see me first?"
Originally, she just guessed that they were still disconnected, but she really never thought that they had received a certificate!
Fu Xizhou opened his mouth and said, "Just now you asked me, my first love. Now I tell you, she's your sister."
A sentence to end all her delusions.
Xinyu's eyes widened even more in shock.
Sister turned out to be Fu Shao's first love? They already know each other?
It's as if what she didn't understand before is now all understood!
However, even though the corners of Xinyu's mouth could still raise a little smile, her heart hurt so much that she couldn't even overlap with the gentle boy in her memories when she looked at him.
"That's right." The heart smiled palely, "You should have told me earlier, so that I wouldn't have been an idiot for so long."
She always thought that it was her sister who snatched the person she loved first. Therefore, during these times, she clearly saw her sister's discomfort, but she deliberately turned a blind eye.
But is it that she has been making herself amorous?
If she knew that her sister was his first love, she would definitely not do so much, so many stupid things!
"yes, why didn't I tell you sooner?"
In the face of love, everyone is selfish, and no one is an exception.
What if she was selfish?
It's obviously a very simple sentence, and his heart has never been as weak as Gu Beisheng thought.
She is so strong and brave, Gu Beisheng's worries are superfluous at all!
But it's this superfluous worry that makes things difficult to resolve!
"Be of good cheer, my promise is always valid. Your legs, your heart, I will find top doctors to help you treat them. The endorsement of Zhou Yisheng is still you, and it hasn't changed."
Fu Xizhou continued, "You can continue to call me Brother Zhou. The only thing that has changed is that I'm not just your brother, I'm also your brother-in-law."
Xinyu held back her emotions and asked him, "May I ask you one last question?"
"Ask."
"You've never ...... Not even for a moment...... Have you loved me?"
"Nope." The man's reply was almost without pause.
Xinyu bit her lip, biting harder, biting the bloodstains, her eyes flashing with ice.
"But last night, you didn't deny it." She seemed to hear herself say that.
Fu Xizhou continued: "This banquet was originally set up to make my relationship with her public, but you had an accident. She didn't want to hurt you, so she broke up with me unilaterally. But I never agreed. There's one thing you have to understand. Your sister wants to protect you, and I only want to protect her."
The pupils of the heart constricted suddenly.
I see.
Although Xinyu didn't think of this possibility, she still felt so confused when she really heard him say this.
Therefore, as Brother Zhou said earlier, he and the person he loves were separated for a special reason, is this special reason her?
Sister is afraid that she will know that their relationship will be uncomfortable, so she breaks up with Brother Zhou? So they've been weird all these days.
Not because of emotional problems, but because of her, it became an obstacle for them to continue to be together.
I want to cry because Gu Beisheng is really an idiot. How could she give up her lover at will just because she also loves her brother.
I want to laugh in my heart, I want to say thank you for making her the spokesperson of Zhou Yisheng, thank you and he is willing to help her treat her leg and heart, thank you for being willing to tell her the truth.
Maybe she wanted to say too much, but she didn't know what to say first.
So, she avoided his eyes and said, "Brother Zhou, I'm a little hungry, I'll go to the lobby to eat something first."
Before Fu Xizhou could speak, he quickly pushed the wheelchair and left as soon as he fled.
She hit the wall several times, hit the door several times, but she didn't stop.
Her figure looked helpless and pitiful, but he couldn't give her any more hallucinations, lest she get hurt any more.
What's more, his whole heart is Gu Beisheng, and he doesn't have the energy to think about others at all.
At this moment, there was a small sound in the examination room.
Gu Beisheng woke up?
Fu Xizhou heard the voice and immediately turned around and entered the room.
"Ah Sheng? Are you sober?"
"Fu Xizhou?" Gu Beishengjue's head was still a little painful, she rubbed her head, and saw Fu Xizhou walking towards her.
Is it really him?
She really couldn't believe that Fu Xizhou, who was still cold to him last night, would appear in front of her, but still call her "Ah Sheng"?
She even thought it was a dream, but she didn't want to wake up.
She spoke, and felt that her voice was very dry, and her voice was hoarse, as if she had screamed hysterically.
"I ......"
She remembered that last night, she drank a lot of wine, and then surrounded the two men in the balcony garden on the top floor.
Gu Beisheng's eyes widened in shock.
"Last night, those two men ......."
"No man!" Fu Xizhou immediately interrupted Gu Beisheng, "You drank too much last night, and I saw that you were drunk, so I helped you to the treatment room, and you slept until dawn."
Gu Beisheng looked at him in surprise.
How could it be, she clearly remembered two men!
"Fu Xizhou, I'm ......"
"Say no more." Fu Xizhou said to her, "I was the only one last night. It's because I can't stand the close relationship between you and Zhuang Ming, so I was jealous, and the more I thought about it, the more angry I became, and then I was in the treatment room...... I'm going to ask for you!"
Gu Beisheng's breath suddenly condensed!
Want her? Why is she unimpressed by this?
But she looked down at the bruises on her body, and realized that what he said was true.
"You and I ......"
"Let's stop arguing, okay?" Fu Xizhou didn't wait for her to finish, so he took her into his arms, "It's all over, Ah Sheng."
Gu Beisheng's eyes flashed with light.
He said, "Don't they quarrel anymore?"
Everything in the past?
Isn't it a breakup?
Why so suddenly? He clearly hated her last night.
But he told her not to break up, and she wanted to cry in his arms, telling him that she didn't want to break up either.
In the short time she broke up with him, it was the most difficult day in her life. If she could, she would never want to try again.
But.
"What do you do with the words of your heart?"
At the celebration banquet, they all thought that Xinyu and he were boyfriend and girlfriend, and he didn't deny it, it was too cruel for Xinyu.
She can't!
No matter what, you can't hurt your heart just for yourself.
"I've told her about us." Fu Xizhou said to her.
"What did you say? You told her!" Gu Beisheng pushed him away in shock, "How can you tell her! She's going to go crazy!" She rushed out of the hospital bed to find Xinyu.
But he grabbed his hand, pulled it back, and hugged him into his arms.
He hugged her even harder, saying, "She's not acting too uncomfortable, she's safe, and she'll be better than before." Now you're going to take care of yourself, you know? Gu Beisheng! So stop worrying about other people's business! You're not good, I'm going crazy!"
He hugged her so tightly, she was about to breathe, but it was this kind of hug that made her so greedy.
I don't want to push it away at all.
Gu Beisheng was stunned, she relaxed a little when she heard him say that it was okay, but it was so fast, she felt even more strange.
"Fu Xizhou, what's wrong with you?"
Why did she wake up and his attitude suddenly changed drastically?
He was no longer as indifferent to her as he had been before.
He even said that if she is not good, he will go crazy.
However, his voice was trembling and hoarse, obviously not much different from his usual life.
"Nothing." Fu Xizhou suddenly calmed down, and was shocked by his impulsiveness.
He slowed his tone and said, seemingly unintentionally, "Because someone just begged me not to break up with her, I relented. This time, I'm at the end, don't just say let go, you know?"
His tone and gaze were hardening.
Gu Beisheng's eyes widened in disbelief.
Did she beg him not to break up in her dreams? Did he hear them all?
She must have been very embarrassed, very unself-esteem, very spineless, right?
But did he say yes?
Tears flickered in her eyes, and there seemed to be a thousand emotions swirling in her heart.
She wanted to promise him immediately, but how could she promise him?
"What do you do with the heart talk? Is she really okay?"
Fu Xizhou said loudly; "I'm pretty sure she's very nice, she doesn't love me as much as you think she does, and she's not as fragile as you think she is! I don't blame you for not hating you, not going crazy! So don't worry about going anywhere in my arms, do you hear? Gu Beisheng!"
When Gu Beisheng heard what Fu Xizhou said, he couldn't control his crying after all!
Over the past few years, how many times she has wanted to get him back from scratch, she is afraid that she will not be able to think about it.
But now, when he woke up, he told her that everything was fine.
He didn't want to part with her, and he didn't blame her for hating her.
Gu Beisheng couldn't suppress his emotions anymore, and hugged Fu Xizhou with his backhand.
Although she didn't say anything, she knew that she was real, and she really didn't want to be separated from him.
The other side.
Xinyu pushes the wheelchair and keeps walking, and I don't know where the end is.
The night was so dark that it seemed to stretch all the way to the end of the dream.
She remembered the beating of the boy whose face he couldn't see clearly, and when he put a blue chain on her hand.
yes, she's a sick person.
Maybe the heartbeat was not due to love, but because she happened to be sick.
Xinyu wanted to cry a little, but she didn't want to cry. Because she had been aware of it a long time ago, she just didn't want to believe it.
Now it is nothing more than putting the facts in front of her, and she is not allowed to continue to escape.
She should be grateful to Fu Xizhou for passing on the details to her.
For example, his sister is always the only topic of conversation.
For example, when he was deliberately gentle with her, his sister was always far away......
For example, that day, when she saw her sister with him and couldn't accept the escape, but she hit her leg and might not be able to stand up for the rest of her life.
She's going to go crazy when she's got nothing.
However, he told her that he would give her the best life ever after!
She thought it was a pipe dream, but it was really just a dream.
At that time, she clearly remembered herself and said to him, Fu Shao, I lost my sweater, and I lost the birthday gift I gave you.
He just said, throw it away, I don't wear this.
Although he did not deny the rumors that they were boyfriend and girlfriend in front of the media, he also did not admit it at all.
Probably he is like many people's attitude towards scandals, ignoring it does not mean that it is true, not admitting it does not mean that it is true, maybe it is nothing more than contempt for response.
What's more, what he did at the banquet last night was obviously towards his sister.
The heart of loving someone can't be hidden, he is obviously standing beside her, but she can clearly feel that the person he looks at is never her.
Xinyu suddenly reacted, and raised his eyes to find that his wheelchair had touched the wine table in the lobby.
She remembered that last night, her sister was here, drinking like crazy
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At that time, although Brother Zhou was beside her, she felt that his eyes had never left her sister.
And just now, Brother Zhou refused so gently, compared to the time when she almost jumped off the building for him, he was really very gentle.
And she finally knew that this tenderness was never due to her, but because she was the sister of the woman he loved.
Xinyu took a bite of her favorite Yunshang Shili cake, and she couldn't control her crying when it was sweet.
The banquet continues, and she should have been the protagonist of the banquet.
Xinyu picked up two goblets and filled them up.
She held a glass in each hand, and then she said to the first glass of wine, "I respect you, and I will never be remembered for my first love."